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Normal Human Despair

@bairfanx.neocities.org
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bairfanx.neocities.org poet. writer. educator. queer. Display name and tag are both references to old forgotten jokes.

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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 29/07/2026
Counterpoint: Mecha King Ghidorah
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 28/07/2026
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 27/07/2026
Haven’t seen all of his movies, but I’ve seen enough to know that this is how he wants to show the world, and I’m old enough now to be firmly in the realm of Mr. Horse when it comes to that kind of shit.
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 23/07/2026
Which causes everything to look like dogshit on those pages. Here’s a side by side comparison of Perry from two different pages, one clear and one not. It actually is easier to read on my phone screen. There’s no world where a $5 comic should be this inconsistent on quality.
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 23/07/2026
About 1/5 of Bizarro Year None is printed slightly off, and while this kind of error is FINE with most books, it makes Pitarra’s intentionally cluttered and busy line work look like absolute shit. I thought my eyes were getting worse, but there’s evidence in the word balloons and panel borders.
Close up of panel with white word balloons seeping outside the border, where black panel border has a gray line from where the printer is misaligned.
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 17/06/2026
Don’t mind me, just over here watching all the Robin scenes from stranger things
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 07/06/2026
Really glad my @drawfeeshow.com Lizard Calm hat came in, as I’ve needed a little treat. Didn’t realize it says “hog wild” on the back, but I’m here for it anyway.
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 24/05/2026
Honestly seeing Omanyte and Omastar and the dueling coelacanths (below) really made it feel real in a good way. Also seeing the Pokémon art of real dinosaurs and of the museum researchers was really cool.
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 24/05/2026
Me: I’m not that into Pokémon Also me: don’t speak to me or my son ever again
Omanyte at the Field Museum Pokémon exhibit.
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 10/05/2026
Tell me this doesn’t look like a scam, @govpritzker.illinois.gov
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 10/05/2026
Wondering why it’s legal for a county in Illinois to send me a ticket in the mail that they’re paying folks in Arizona and Washington state to manage. Like, what the fuck is this @govpritzker.illinois.gov ? If they can’t be bothered to manage the system, why the fuck do they get the money?
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 22/04/2026
Always love to see someone having the exact same opinions as me about 2025 movies back to back
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 16/04/2026
A movie couple that would definitely have a podcast.
Lando and Nien Numb in the Millennium Falcon
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 27/03/2026
Anyway, in good news, I picked this up from the local shop, as it was a nice surprise to see some @joehunter.bsky.social on the shelf
Copy of Beat Every 1-Up
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 27/03/2026
The bootlicker in the original post blocked me for calling his ass out, so here’s a screenshot
Mike Goodman saying that the TSA should be recognized for their “labor action” and that nobody who cares about labor movements seems to care.
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 26/03/2026
Arrested development meme with the text “It’s one comic, bairfanx, what could it cost? $10?”
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 26/03/2026
post a non religious picture you think of as holy I will not explain how the Twin Peaks one is holy, it just feels like it is.
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 23/02/2026
Last saved picture of a celebrity is your therapist Yeah okay.
Brennan Lee Mulligan, Siobhan Thompson, and Ify Nwadiwe on a couch
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 21/02/2026
Nearing 8 years of living with my cat, who has never really had an interest in laps until maybe 6 months ago when he started claiming the fiancé’s lap space. Like, Amos will circle him and walk around and over him until his lap is available.
The best cat curled up on the lap of the best guy.
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 19/02/2026
I wanna be clear, also about the other locations, I just live in Illinois and to act like we have laws similar to Ohio or even Indiana is fucking absurd. I don’t have the energy to alt text these 4 maps of data from their report, short version is there are very obvious regional outliers/safehavens
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 17/02/2026
I’m still playing even though there are definitely too many feelings right now, and what the fuck is up with Peter’s bookcase having 3 or more copies of a bunch of different books. Sony just lazy?
Peter’s bookshelf in Spider-Man 2, which has a lot of books in duplicate or triplicate
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 16/02/2026
Decided I should finish Miles Morales since Spider-Man 2 is on sale for like $30 and it feels cruel to make me choose between a cool suit and one that features spider-cat.
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 15/02/2026
Also caused me to swing by a game store and pick up the Call of Cthulhu starter set because it’s just $30, as the second I learned about the sanity mechanic, I was sold.
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 14/02/2026
I feel like i haven’t posted enough pictures of my wonderful cat here, so have 4. His name is Amos and he’s the actual best (he turns 18 in a month)
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 07/02/2026
No new pictures. Where are you mentally?
Steak knife sticking out of an apple and block of cheese
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 07/02/2026
Who is this for? What comic shop isn’t recommending the collected editions that cost less for the consumer? Everything about this stinks to me. It would be one thing if we were still in the Vol 1 era for these things, but we’re halfway into vol 3 of Absolute Batman.
Announcement of DC comics reprinting Absolute Series single issues
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 06/02/2026
Had this shipped alongside ex.mag 6.
Stop!! Hibari-kun volume 1
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 06/02/2026
Boys Go To Jupiter was one of the weirdest cartoons I’ve seen in a long time, you should check it out now that it’s on HBO Max
Boys go to Jupiter poster
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 04/02/2026
Huh, I didn’t know Vertigo was resurrecting Jack Kirby
Screenshot of skeet from SKTCHD of an article titled “Return of the King,” about the return of Vertigo comics.
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 29/01/2026
New ex.mag arrived, time to lament missing vol 5 once again. Think I found a place selling it in Chicago at least…
Volumes 1,2,3,4,6 of ex.mag comics anthology
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 21/01/2026
Doop
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 21/01/2026
Need this kinda shit right now
Tweet with 3 pictures from new Ronin Warriors and one of Ryo from the old series. 

“The mysterious man who saved Yamato and Musashi when they were little was indeed Ryo of the Wildfire himself

Takeshi Kusao even returns to voice him!”
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 20/01/2026
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 15/01/2026
I know people have played it before, but Monster Party. Every time I tried to describe it to my friends when I was younger, they inexplicably thought I meant Ghouls and Ghosts??
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 14/01/2026
Been thinking a lot about these guys and the impact they had on my education and why I largely hate Bill Nye. Something about both of these shows that felt sincere in a way that Nye… wasn’t. I used to wake myself up early to watch both of these shows, Beakman on Saturdays even.
Screenshot from Mr. Wizard’s World.Screenshot from Beakman’s World
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 08/01/2026
Bluesky yet again showing me a post I was working on upon opening the app, eating it immediately afterward. Anyway, there was a 4 mech thing going around, so have at them. Yes I know Eva technically aren’t mechs.
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 08/01/2026
Sorry folks, tried to think of a positive one, but this is the one that jumps in when I feel hollow, like the world is torturing me, and that’s unfortunately been “often” this past year.
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 07/01/2026
Anyway, it’s clear the 5 “hero” armors are coming back, but the 10 (TEN!) new villains don’t seem to have any of these guys’ armor.
The 4 “villains” from Ronin Warriors / Samurai Troopers
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 06/01/2026
And yes, I’ve looked up the definition of “scam,” and it will be added to the list of reasons I hate this fucking language. Noun is fraudulent OR deceptive act, verb is defraud AND deceive. I stand by it being a weird word choice when there’s no clear avenue for personal gain by the “scammer”
From Merriam Webster:
scam
1 of 2
noun
: a fraudulent or deceptive act or operation
an insurance scam

scam
2 of 2
verb
1
: to deceive and defraud (someone)
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 06/01/2026
Anyway, my cat woke me up at 4 am and he’s back asleep but I’m here. In exchange for my rants about literal decade-old nonsense, have a picture of the best boy in the world.
Picture of the best cat in the world atop a pile of pillows
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 31/12/2025
idk if Malice counts or not? I feel like nobody thought it was for real, but also why.
Cover of Fantastic Four 369 with “Susan Richards is dead, long live Malice”
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 31/12/2025
Also got a B&N gift card and managed to spend almost exactly the total thanks to the 25% off sale
Three books: This Year by John Darnielle, Dan Da Dan vol 2 and Franny Choi’s latest book of poems with a very long title
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 22/11/2025
Unlike you, I get my news from a RELIABLE source
Image from Groundhog Day of Bill Murray letting the groundhog drive the truck
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 22/11/2025
I fucking love this movie. So much. The most BORING ASS TAKE anyone ever has is taking “adult Owen watches The Pink Opaque on streaming and it’s bad” at face value. I want to be clear, you don’t need a canonical, definitive answer to know that’s bullshit, but we have it in the subtitles: FAKE TARA
Image from I Saw the TV Glow of Owen lying on the couch with the the subtitles “FAKE TARA: (ON TV) I know!”
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 25/10/2025
What’s it like inside your head?
One panel cartoon by Jeffrey Brown where a small child sits angrily at a table, his mom at the edge of the panel:
Child: the problem with me is I want to go somewhere else.
Mom: where do you want to go?
Child: nowhere.
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 24/10/2025
This is my brain.
One panel cartoon by Jeffrey Brown where a small child sits angrily at a table, his mom at the edge of the panel:
Child: the problem with me is I want to go somewhere else.
Mom: where do you want to go?
Child: nowhere.
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 03/10/2025
One more before I go for an undetermined amount of time: tech bros not understanding tone is fucking wild to me.
Image of Siobhan Thompson from Dimension 20 with the text “it’s just a tone issue.”
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 02/10/2025
Y’all suspended accounts for saying “rest in piss” when a fucking Nazi was killed. You’re not willing to even stand next to the hill, let alone die on it.
Bluesky CTO Frazee saying “Ready to die on the hill of "social media doesn't have to suck"”
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 02/10/2025
Maybe you should fucking change the TOS if it allows for that degree of harassment you fucking tool
Skeet from Blusky tool Paul Frazee who is apparently helpless in the face of people who don’t violate the ToS. 

He’s defending his and the CEO’s flippant responses to the hate on this site.
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Normal Human Despair @bairfanx.neocities.org · 29/09/2025
If I have to exist on LinkedIn as I look for work, I’m gonna troll it. You’re allowed to hate the em dash because it’s ugly as shit, don’t talk to me about it being a sign of AI.
Screenshot of a reply to a LinkedIn post telling people to cut the em dashes because it’s a sign of AI. 

The reply says “someone should tell Poetry Foundation about all the AI they’ve got up there” and links to an Emily Dickinson poem.
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