iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 04/06/2025

i shldve died one of the times in my early/mid 20s wish one of them had worked lol i wasnt meant to live beyond that

𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 04/06/2025

i fr jst hate ms too much to talk to other human beings anymore theres no point to living im sick of it & so tired , not planning anything bc i dnt want 2 hurt my family more bt rly hope it ends soon

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 19/04/2025

first twitter reply was 2 this effect lol . also deeper cut but thomas traherne also

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edeath @edithcharles.bsky.social · 04/02/2025

Shout out to symptoms

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 27/11/2024

there's no way out tht i can think of so that's nice not like being sexually Useful.halfway competent is the only thing tht ever gave me self esteem or anything

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 27/11/2024

however this'll probably never happen bc i hate ms too much to be able to seek out even like the lowest stakes hookups lol even tho part lf my mind knows tht my body at least is acceptable these days i find ms so physically repulsive makes me nauseous even seeing ms in mirrors by accident lol

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 27/11/2024

p sure that if only i cld stop being so immobilised by sexual shame/self-hatred i cld hook up w/literally any half decent dom/me who actually found me sexually desirable, within a fairly short amt of time i might not want to kms so Desperately lol

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 18/11/2024

many people are saying this is hack but they're wrong actually. man fulfilled his posters covenant

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 18/11/2024

can anyone recommend some good Weird &/or Evil (laudatory) accts to follow on here bc if i am ever going 2 use it i need to make my TL more Unwholesome

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 13/06/2024

lol i hate being out places on bad days rly awful mixed high day so violently tense/wound up feels like my bones are on the verge of shattering frm the pressure lol like yk the way that titanic submarine imploded ? feels like my body is abt to spontaneously Do That

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 01/06/2024

i wish i was purely hypomanic again lol like it was p nice for awhile the other day before i got so high i forgot where i was

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 01/06/2024

say what you like about Queen, but they did wonders for advancing lady godiva's posthumous reputation

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 01/06/2024

i often wonder how many tens of thousands of people know about lady godiva solely bc of that Line

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 01/06/2024

this was p funny i cant get over how she did the early modern medicine thing of being like "this health issue...it's ultimately about shitting, if you think about it,"

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 01/06/2024

one simply must do the Comedy Actions

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 01/06/2024

ironically i dont even particularly LIKE queen lol tho tbf increasingly u think my brain is jst not wired to like most music w lyrics. obviously love freddie mercury but more just bc he was so brilliant at being freddie mercury

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 01/06/2024

mb 3 or 4 ppl have just told me unprompted i remind them of it whch is pretty funny bc i am always like...ok, understandable misconception, however...No, i am in fact absolutely straight-up BEGGING anyone & everyone including God Himself to stop me now,

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 01/06/2024

the answer is simply so Predictable i fear

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 01/06/2024

i shld think of some kind of second Specific brand of Posts to put on here lol like distinct frm my normal ones bc otherwise there realy is no reason i will use this damn app

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 28/05/2024

gotta say reading this absolute series of Words at 3AM the night before my top surgery revision whilst in that head-swimmingly euphoric kind of hypo/mania where it for ONCE just straightforwardly feels INCREDIBLY fucking Good .....positively SUBLIME experience; delicious, impeccable-

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 28/05/2024

i mean .....a fair proportion of days there is a non-zero chance of me inadvertently Doing This,

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 16/05/2024

fuck i shld probably get dressed i have therapy ...VERY Soon

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 16/05/2024

lmao ok...kind of iconic i forgot what this was called. fortunately forgetting regular Words usually means it is likely to be a a day when my Braines are Broken in the rather ENJOYABLE Ways. as opposed to the plethora of Decidedly Not Enjoyable Ways

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 16/05/2024

had the ingenious idea of trying to push a mixed state in the hypomania direction by punning on early modern words for orgasm

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 16/05/2024

i would easily fall for that one game people play with babies

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 16/05/2024

this is actually what i was doing in my mid-20s during my most successful Mindfulness-As-Therapy era. "communing with nature", i believe they call it

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 16/05/2024

perhaps if i move the app icon to the first page of Apps on my phone i will Remember it. absolute dearth of object permanence

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 16/05/2024

honestly i've never been present here enough to even warrant this but but ty c:

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 16/05/2024

so i hear, & have as yet failed to Experience. true Joy from coming within, however -

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 16/05/2024

id say i'm sorry for the QT but. that'd be a lie

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 16/05/2024

mmwell perhaps u could mention you'd prefer to swallow if it's all the same to them

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 16/05/2024

gm girls & gays i remembered this app exists again, how are we all

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 16/01/2024

idk i am just starting to think there's no point in trying bc every rship i've either hurt the other person or vice versa or both & that's all nothing good has happened frm any of it & it feels so fucking stupid to have hope anymore

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 16/01/2024

how do i hack out the bit of my brain that makes me more anxious/desperate for attn from ppl the less they either have time/energy to give or else jsr like..want to give at all

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 31/12/2023

everything in my life is going so bad lol

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 30/12/2023

my man was so LUCKY for this why couldn't EYE get the Seeing Revelatory Spiritual Visions Since Childhood kind of mental illness

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 30/12/2023

one of the best things abt the writing of succession is how it captures the constant palpable horniness of 0.001% rich ppl doing Big Money Business Deals shit. like barely ten minutes pass w/o someone depicting some business or financial in terms of fucking

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 30/12/2023

oh yea also that i forgot to put on Garments possibly also slightly a contributing factor but like ....i Forgot how to do all the steps to Rectify That lol so. welp

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 30/12/2023

nvm i remembered thats jus God innit

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 30/12/2023

its too fucking cold in manchester how do i complain to the manager of Weather

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𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖞 @bacchusrights.bsky.social · 30/12/2023

your honour i am LITERALLY just a little guy

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edeath @edithcharles.bsky.social · 29/12/2023

As Gregor Samsa awoke one morning from uneasy dreams he found himself in his bed identifying as a gigantic insect.

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