iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 8h

I haven't listened to papa roach in a long time. That music helped me survive middle school. Maybe it'll keep me alive through this nightmare, just long enough for my hope to come true.

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 12h

Stuff I don't post, but write. Lowkey anticipating the people who will try to debate me in the comments.

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

For a while i was trying to be artistic, n shit. But then I became sad, and I couldn't keep going. These drawings waited long enough to be posted #transgender #transfemme #transmasc #humans #artsky #nudedrawing #ink #figures

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

First crush was the talking crab. 🫦

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Billie Eilish, the Fells, Son Lux and something I drew last night that, again, after my week working with actual artists, I feel like small sketchbooks aren't enough to capture the emotions I'm going for. Still, it's something #drawings #lyrics #aspentrees #emotions #love #couple #iceberg #ventart

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Suddenly bluesky has a TON of two-post accounts of girls who are single in your area, this malfoid bullshit, and my request inbox is utterly loaded with spammers. Right after chump has been trying to be all buddy buddy with the two dictators who have a historical love of bot farms.

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Sometimes, it feels too sacred to share, its a bridge to your heart, and you're worried some asshole will invade it. And then, you push through it, and you realize it's better to share what is beautiful to you than to hide it. Stars shine no matter who sees. #yerple #love #sadday

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

My drafts are full of scathing rants that I don't dare post because I have a feeling people will be coming for my ass in the comments. The real question isn't "when will I post this?" But "when will I stop being afraid?"

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I need to get back to drawing, at least. Everything else is everything else, if I lose the skill that once kept me going when I lost everything, then this time, I'm just not gonna make it.

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Well, at least I'm not doing THIS badly in life :)

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

One of the last sessions i had with my therapist, I drew this. And she got visibly angry, and became quite hostile. I'm glad I know I can ask to see someone else, but it always surprises me, at how I frequently get assigned new hires and those fresh out of college. #mentalhealth

I have such empathy for those under her care. Her listening was inattentive, and she frequently tried to quote me, which I played dumb to- because she quoted so far off the mark, I began to wonder, since during the whole time we worked together, she wouldn't take any notes except for maybe once every three meetings. I really began to wonder if I was being gaslit, she 90swould attempt to quote me, but it wasn't even close to what I said. And not to mention,I could be recounting something traumatic, and she'd sit there, grinning at me and nodding her head while trying to pretend to blink- saying "yesss" in a low register, with almost a hiss- her eyes would not close the whole way, I'm not paranoid, but somehow, it seemed like she was something else, wearing a human skin that didn't fit right... or it was botox. Which, yeah. I get it. But looking back, I had like two sessions with her that were great, and we uncovered my problem- but then suddenly, there was a shift.

I should draw her. But not name her.

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

It's time for revenge on this reality. >:3 get up, get out, be social. #gerardway #Clyde #alien #hesitantalien #ufo #tattooidea

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Ooooh! I'm excited about this one! :3

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

We don't have all the time in the world, but I love every single time that we did have. It's everything I ever wanted. And it might be greedy, but I need more.

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

If the weird route doesn't destroy the whole world of deltarune, then I can easily picture Susie writing something like this. Also, Kris with a nose is still unsettling to me.. o.o #deltarune #fanart #parody #myfrienddahmer #temmie #Susie #noelle #berdly #Kris

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

I don't know what to do with my existence anymore

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

I can haz cup of tea? Im planning to add a page to this one, it's currently a 9x12. After doing some bigger drawings, normal sketchbooks are beginning to feel very small #drawing #artsky #wonderland #teatime

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

I seek peace. I can only salvage it in small doses- but oh, heavens, each dose is potent.

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

"All the world will be your enemy, 'prince with a thousand enemies' and when they catch you, they will kill you... but first, they must catch you." It's felt like years since I saw a rabbit in the wild.

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Had to manufacture a better view Remember, life's a party. Sometimes it's the unbirthday party of the mad hatter

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Current work in progress, judging by how happy I am with it while its incomplete, I'm gonna be pleased as punch when its done #wip #tea #madhatter #whiterabbit #crazy

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Things I made while staying in a cult compound. It wasn't bad, but the most ominous moment came when the director told me "we'll be in your town next spring." Jokes on them, my current town happens to be two towns over from the area they're gonna be taking photos xD lmao #mixedmedia #art #collage

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Tonight, thoughts spiral beautifully. Even though I feel like I can't rise above the tides, I still refuse to drown, yet. #artsky #drawings #zombie #girl #astronaut #snakes #flowers

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I could write more in the alt text, but I also could run for president. So we'll just do the highlights, The brain, the brainstem, the heart as a head, scissors, "are you really okay?" #skeleton #artsky #typo #sadstuff #oldfashioned #nonbinaryartist #sad

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I feel like I'm breaking down, yet I've never felt more determined.

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Fanart for @tifacutie.bsky.social I drew this well over two years ago. She's and her story were an inspiration to me as a nonbinary raccoon and when I was trying to find my footing she's one of many who helped me believe it was going to be okay. Even if I didn't know how it was going to work out.

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Every day is leg day. But every moment is about exercising gratitude.

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Some drawings that I made progress on last night ;) My hand hurts like a mf #wip #nature #bones #burgers #onions #cheese

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Kill me Katie. Thank u grief for introducing me to this amazing band.

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

Kinda want to draw fanart of Kris, but I feel like they wouldn't look good in my art style, so I haven't even tried a rough sketch. I psych myself out before I've even begun, yet these ones flowed out of me like I was possessed by a spirit of sorts. #fanart #lol #idk #letsgo

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

These snapchat filters make my art look pretty, but they make me look like ass... and not a nice plump ass, like a flat, deflated, one with acne scarring. But hey. Here these are. I'll be posting the unfiltered ones later. #filters #snapchatfilters #artsky #noai #sketching #moonlight #crybaby

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Fucked up my hand last night, and im upset by that. Trauma season has begun.

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💛AshleysGhoste💜 @ashleysghost.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

My perspective on all art, the work is never finished. Even when it's complete, to you- it may be just the beginning for someone else. "There are no happy endings, because nothing ends." #andersonranch #snowmasscolorado

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