iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

「✢」I don't usually get takeout but I literally can't. Get food any other manner at the moment. My right arm is so unusable that I can't cook, clean the dishes, etc in a safe manner. So damn expensive.

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

「✢」LRP for an update on how I'm doing/why I'm not really about 👍🏻 I would try to engage more, but my capacity to initiate is so diminished more than anything. I forget how. I forget the need.

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

「✢」mournful about the fact work started back up and I've already dropped off the face of the earth. nothing to givvvvve

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

「✢」💀💀💀 he's used to it!! that's just called being disabled in public.

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

... ... "It's alright—" a reflexive little phrase. The awkwardness tastes bad. "People on the 50th are used to seeing me do what I need to. You just aren't accustomed to my...less desirable behaviours."

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

「✢」Amos be eating MACROpastics at this point

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

... ... ... "It's...genetic, sir. It's related to a connective tissue disorder."

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

"That's—" Oh. Oh no. A brief look of...disgust? Anger? Calm! Calm. "I were lazy or ineffective, I wouldn't have made it to this role. I don't choose when I need a moment, my body tells me. It's never been an issue."

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

「✢」explaining POTS like a little victorian orphan boy. "the blood, sir...the blood sticks in my legs and the laying brings it back to us..."

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

"Oh, that's—" Shit. How much to give? "The...the blood. Sometimes if I've stood for too long, not enough makes it back up to my head. Putting the legs up for a moment regulates things."

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

"I'll remain silent if I'm ever laid down, sir." There's an unsteadiness to him, but it goes away after a handful of seconds.

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Deeeeep breath. He flops his legs down onto the ground and pushes up to sitting. Standing up. Leaning back against the wall, only just. "Cunt is—" pause. Blinking. "...to serve cunt is...a performance of a kind of superiority, depending on context, and the...the one 'giving', their intent."

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

"ᴵᵗ ᵐᵉᵃⁿˢ—" Hesitation. "ᴵᵗ'ˢ,,,ⁱᵗ'ˢ ᵍⁱᵛⁱⁿᵍ ʳᵉᵃˡⁿᵉˢˢ? ᴳⁱᵛⁱⁿᵍ,,,ᶜᵘⁿᵗᵈᵒᵐ?" Silently proceeds to raise a hand up just to drop the wrist. 💅🏻

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

From the ground— "ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ⁿᵒᵗ ᵃ ᶜᵘⁿᵗ, ˢⁱʳ,,, ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ˢᵉʳᵛⁱⁿᵍ ⁱᵗ,,,"

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Sat on the floor with his butt against the wall, legs up, covering his eyes with his hands. Exhausted. But he's fine. It's not an entirely uncommon sight.

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

「✢」coughing. mucous-y. sneezy. throat dry. ough. body flaring up. mega ough. hate that I was absolutely fine yesterday then started to die on car ride home.

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

「✢」ough tragically becoming unwell I fear

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

「✢」we'll consider!! Next trip will be me solo in pentland hills, then probably cairngorms w/ my partner in spring! We ended up setting up camp at a site I stayed at ~4 years ago! Few midgies, thank fuck. Only a handful in the morning. 😭 Easy to outwalk, unlike your side. bsky.app/profile/amos...

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

「✢」on way home now, pics from this weekend!

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

「✢」Shockingly it only rained for like the first hour of our walk yesterday! 💀 I'll be coming back mid-October though. I'll be shocked if it's not pissing it down the whole time.

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

「✢」We went up Loch Lomond way back in June!! But that's too far for my tastes. Too much car. It's really solid though, if you're into outdoor bits give Three Lochs Forest Drive a look. Just, yknow,,, the midgies,,,

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

「✢」HELLOOOO!! Pentland Hills are my "quick weekend wild camp" haunt of choice. Bonus points if it's cloudy/a bit rainy because there are fewer people out LMAO.

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

「✢」Me and my slightly toxic masculinity proclaiming "only cowards avoid rainy weather when camping".

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

「✢」Just crossed into Scotland, almost time to be Outside™™ overnight. Peak weather for it as well. It's spitting out. 15C. Literally perfect.

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

He doesn't have much of a reaction to the accusation—he's accustomed to negative attention. (He doesn't have the energy for a big response.) "No, just—" a teeeeny sigh. Slowly gathering his hair in his hands to put back up. "Just headache, sir. Probably a...a medication side effect. It's normal."

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

"Mhmm, mhmm—" he nods a few times. It seems like self-assurance more than anything. Another deep breath. As though he needs to mentally prepare himself for getting up in a moment. "That's fine—that's...it's what I'm here for—" aaaand hands are back in the hair. "...just two seconds..."

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

Deeeeep breath. He knows that voice. He sits back up and sets his hands down. "What kind of looking?" he asks, sounding just a smidgen despondent. But he doesn't quite fix his hair; there's crimp marks from where he was gripping, and from where it was tied up. It's surprisingly long! Wavy!

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

"...fuck's sake..." massaging his scalp with fingertips threaded through his hair, head down. Done in.

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

「✢」All of my accounts are the same email, you can just do example+1@whatever.com Increase the number for how many accounts/uses you're doing

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

Just sat quietly, hair down, pulling his roots away from the scalp with his hands. He's sat impossibly still for once, keeping that steady pressure/pull.

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

「✢」it's a manageable 'oh no'!! they haven't come undone in a while, but they went back in easy enough. nothing tape can't fix.

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

「✢」Subluxed/dislocated all the finger DIPs on my left hand at the gym. put all my weight through them on a crimp. they're in place now, but HOOOO BOY do they hurt now. They'll be even more irritable once I'm home/the pump wears off.

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

「✢」Oof, "enjoy" Amtrak. I can't imagine the route is very direct or smooth. Last time I went on an Amtrak service was in like 2010 from Monneapolis to Chicago and despite having been a child? Worst train experience I've ever had. I've heard it's improving on the east coast, but that's,, not you!

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

「✢」Right, I've still got a few replies here & around in general, but I'll leave them for upcoming days. Almost bed time.

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

[3/3] There’s a few nests up there.” He briefly glances down at what’s in-hand, just long enough to cast the hard bit aside. Then, back to her. “They’re not too bad to deal with—only really active during the warm months.”

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

[2/3] A sickening crack sounds as he rips the splintered exoskeleton from a particularly thick chunk of the body. The distraction means the juice sprays upward. Yuck. There’s a bit on his cheek. It has a yellowish tinge. “They ah, come down the mountain often enough.

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

[1/3] “Hm?” his head pops up instantly once she speaks. He doesn’t seem particularly startled, though—curiosity is common enough. His eyes flit between her face and hands, noting the weapon. “Oh, yeah. Quite so.” He doesn’t seem threatened, at least.

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

The message comes with a bit of a delay, though it was delivered and read quickly enough. [ > I wouldn't complain about companny ] That's a 'Amos yes' by any account.

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

—screen above the doors. Nearly. “I’ll e-mail you any additional information as and when it comes up. Hopefully shouldn’t be too complicated of a day out.”

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

“Mm, it’s common, unfortunately. No good help these days,” he nearly mumbles the slight. It is a familiar, borrowed phrase. “If you’re fine with that, I’ll make the time for it.” He takes a moment to glance up at the descending number displayed on the little—

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

“Ah. I see,” Amos says. It’s a time-buying phrase—is it really that simple? Interference with...time away? “That can be incorporated, you know. Especially if you are travelling for R&R purposes, that can be used as an opportunity for...useful moments.”

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

「✢」kicking my feet and smiling. comment left on a fic I popped on Ao3 a year or two back. Love when people ecounter Amos in my writing and manage to figure him out REAL quick

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

「✢」Not to imply he was ever an "unhappy" child, but he used to be quite anxious. He used to have frequent meltdowns. Volcanic level of meltdowns, and often. It took him a long long time to regulate and recover. He'd sometimes weep for hours when he was ~5-6. But now? He's much calmer. Fewer tears.

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

「✢」「✢」— ways of communicating what he needs/wants. And even with him, it's gotten smoother. He's still very high support needs! But he's getting more independent. He knows who will understand him. He knows what OT tools he can access and how to get them, or who will get them. He's happier, too.

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ᴀᴍᴏꜱ @amosq.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

「✢」And he's like. The poster child for "every undesired behaviour has an obvious communicative purpose". It's always so clear (toy makes loud sudden noise and he can't figure out how it turns off? smash), but some people struggle to interpret these "behaviours" as opportunities to model other —

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