iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I'll see you again Joe Harkness, old friend, fellow tracksuit punk, fellow neurodivergent lover of nature.

alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Christ I need to not read comments on articles on Facebook. Just the most rancid and depraved takes imaginable. I'll see my friend's wedding photos and that's it.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 30/03/2026

Weird when you encounter unsound people in the wild. 'Wow that's an off kilter take in the comments in this niche gaming community, who the hell is this?' 3 minutes of research later. Oooh they're some kind of trans terf?! And their main drive is to deny trans kids health care.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 06/03/2026

Got a bit overexcited by Slay the Spire 2 and recorded a daily run 😆 Falling into old patterns is strange.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

I recorded a Spirit Island playthrough 🤓 Behemoth VS England 6. It's fun to play these (new to me) Spirits.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 03/03/2026

The logic of extremism doesn't care if it creates enemies. Whether you're a devotee of Qutb or Zionism - the existence of people that hate and fear you feeds the cycle of hate and births more drama and extremism.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 02/03/2026

I wonder what my reading level is 🤔 Probably varies wildly depending on subject. I can totally miss subtext and subtle things, but sometimes I can be acutely sensitive to word choices and implicit ideas.

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Vicky ACAB @vickyacab.bsky.social · 02/03/2026

Cops when faced with an encampment or protest site, a vigil or an art work, they attack it reflexively at the level of aesthetics first, they rip down ornament or posters or decor, beauty offends and terrifies them

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 02/03/2026

ห้ามออกกำลังไกย I'm hoping that once I'm allowed to exercise, post hair transplant, I will *actually exercise*. Feel like I'm running out of time to get healthy.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 02/03/2026

I miss content creation. Currently I'm very dysphoric about my appearance, which has put me off, but I've got some ideas for videos and things to do.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 01/03/2026

Whenever the Guardian askes me to donate I remember... I used to donate to them, until I learned that they consistently platform transphobes. I'm not going to fund my own demise, even if your other coverage is OK.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 01/03/2026

Blaming my lack of energy on my HRT is god tier trolling.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 01/03/2026

I'm often surprised by the viciousness of ALT text discourse. Basically haven't posted many images for years because of this. Sorry I've not always got the energy to describe things I guess 🤷

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Trung Le Nguyen @trungles.com · 26/02/2026

I know it’s difficult right now, but I insist that you seek and enjoy beautiful things, even if it seems frivolous or irresponsible in the face of overwhelming horror. I want you to feed yourself artistically, spiritually, and literally, because you can’t Do The Work when you’re starving.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 27/02/2026

For any trans people that are relocating to Thailand, hit me up. I live in Bangkok and am happy to help people get settled in. Recovering from a hair transplant now, so I look ludicrous lol, but solidarity is important.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 27/02/2026

Aside from cost, my main feeling against getting FFS: given that I come from a nation of tossers, i don't want to do anything to make my skull any thinner.

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Gretchen Felker-Martin PRE ORDER CHIMERA 2.16.27 🍉 @scumbelievable.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

Trans people want to have sex and make art and talk about sports and do all the shit everyone likes, and instead we have to think about Nazi freaks all day. This sucks eggs.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 27/02/2026

People saying 'decimate' when they mean 'destroy'. Hurts every time. Oh, so you mean, execute 10% of your own military unit to break rebellious spirit and maintain power over them? You don't decimate your stated enemies, you decimate your own war slaves.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

A meme I made in an obscure comment section. I do not get why people are so keen on authoritarian communism.

Anakin/Padme meme. Anakin says North Korean communism is interesting. Padme says: to critique it right. Anakin looks blankly. Het expression changes as she realises that Anakin is not interested in critique. The label interest is inaccurate, this is what they believe in.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

I'm still upset that the audio version of Ursula le Guin's translation of the Tao Te Ching has some nightmarish flute sounds over it. It feels like an attack on me, personally. I have noise sensitivities. It makes it unlistenable for me.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 25/02/2026

They joy of my mind. I can't concentrate on reading, one of my favourite, most restorative things to do. Maybe my life is so much happier that I'm not in such a hurry to escape it? Some of my peak reading joy was working grim factory jobs, reading a foxed SF paperback on break.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 25/02/2026

Wow I had a bit of a break from Spirit Island due to (general autistic) burnout and a *lot* of life things happening and wow there is soooooo much new content in the wonderful @handelabra.com Spirit Island app. Had to leave my physical copy in the UK as it weighs a ton.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 03/10/2025

Just need to survive another few weeks and then I need never set foot in this cursed place ever again.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 22/09/2025

TIL: I am terrible at enforcing boundaries when I'm tired, even veering back into people pleasing. Implications of this: best not thought about when I'm this tired.

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L @banalplay.bsky.social · 17/09/2025

What we're living through is the result of 100 years of treating conservatism like it was anything better than fascism biding its time.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 12/09/2025

Yeah, I need to be fitter when I return to the UK. Too many boneheads about. Muay Thai training here I come 😅

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 27/08/2025

My gf is singing along to Messy by Lola Young (in earplugs) while doing some housework and 🥰🥰🥰🥰 so sweet, so cute

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Moon Blight 🫀 @cuntmoney.bsky.social · 22/08/2025

I just sent an extremely honest pitch to a horror writer on UpWork, and thought I'd post it here, too: If you're a writer who needs someone to write promotional copy, do cold outreach, build your email list, create a book trailer, do formatting, run promotions, or other sales-y stuff -- I can help!

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 21/08/2025

Hosted some light board games at mine tonight with people from a new local trans discord. Feels nice to host again, after a long time. Codenames, Spots & King of Tokyo.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 16/08/2025

some days i'm plagued, the demons are winning. but not today! today i'm taking the fight to the demons!

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 15/08/2025

Cis and abled people challenge 2025: don't trivialise trans and disabled people's difficulties because acknowledging them might cause a moment of discomfort. IMPOSSIBLE

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 15/08/2025

i've realised that i can't delay self therapy til i'm back in Thailand. i'm barely functioning here. it's not like my issues won't follow me

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 08/08/2025

Accidentally put myself in waiting mode (gotta go get a new tyre). So much for productivity today!

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 07/08/2025

Thinking about training Muay Thai when I'm in Thailand. Would prefer to train with other queer ppl but its purpose is to defend me and my people from men, not กะเทย 😅

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 02/08/2025

Maybe it was crazy to come back to live in this exact cursed building, even if it was only for a short while. But, it makes sense financially and I can't reliably make money so here I am.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 02/08/2025

I thought I would make some Spirit Island videos but dysphoria has been kicking my ass lately.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 07/07/2025

A new pleasure I've had since my efforts to unlearn people pleasing and codependent patterns: just not getting in contact with people because I feel like I should.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 07/07/2025

Day review: Norwich Trans Pride Picnic day. Got rained on heavily on way 11/10. Saw friends from trans allotment group 9/10. Watched random crap with teerak 9/10. Binge ate 3/10 (still better than alternative).

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 06/07/2025

In order to execute my plans I've had to move back into a place that has a long and difficult trauma history for me. It's like I'm living in gloom and despair here. I have moments of peace but I have to and will escape this place (again and for the last time).

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 28/06/2025

Today I sent the totally unnecessary letter asked of me by my credit card company in Comic Sans. Feel my snark and tremble!

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 03/06/2025

Criminy! I have a proper internet connection and a good pc 😲 For the first time since 2022! And I've been getting nice comments on my videos so, who knows, maybe I'll make some more 🤓

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 25/05/2025

I've realised that going for a walk every day carries too much meltdown risk to be wise. So that's fun 😆 Looking forward to being back in Thailand where walking around doesn't seem to have this risk.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 21/05/2025

I'm not sure I'm cut out for living with other people. When I start getting sensory issues, there's a snowball effect and I'm effectively stunlocked, because I can't navigate another person in this condition.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 08/05/2025

I miss Thailand, but I seem to be a bit more at peace being in the UK at the moment, despite whatever culture war nonsense is going on.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 01/05/2025

Had some time in Bristol and it seems to have broken my malaise.

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 01/05/2025

Thinking about making a video about Spirit Island and politics 🤔

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 08/04/2025

I seem to be bouncing between dissociative fog, sensory sensitivity and exhaustion at the moment. Only have to be here for another year or two 🫠

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alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social @alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social · 27/03/2025

I need to get back into writing again! I feel like I'm finally approaching a level of self knowledge that I could maybe properly finish some things now.

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