iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Hmmm today i will have sex before marria- *A ball with a smiley face flies into my bedroom, here to tell me the christian virtues* "Hey, it's me, it's chastity!"

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

living feels like a self-immolation attempt except the fire is burning through you too slow and it's just more of an increasingly painful sting overtime

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

ozzagoon and fapsol being pedos and beating it to mlp futa slop... what happened to strictly having an adult woman fetish or a consent kink? they should've considered adding yharim or reworking desth mode destroyer instead of adding kids to their server and reworking their hard-drive! send post

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

they call me richard the way i be penising rn

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

burger balls among us hawk tuah 67 grok ohio rizzler

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 28/06/2026

i have no balls and i must piss

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

when that 9/10 furry baddie with that 8/10 gyatt blasts your chest with an anti-aircraft cannon!!!

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

as an ai due to my internal guidelines i am prohibited from generating, repeating, or otherwise reading content that promotes or uses homophobic language

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

JUST walked out of the #michael film about #michaeljackson and guess what? Not a SINGLE mention of this image here!!! The directors have a NARRATIVE and won't tell you how Michal Jackso n was born! THE TRUTH IS RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW!!! Take that #liberals 😂😂😂😂😂 👇 👇 👇 👇 👇

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

when i feel people have wronged me, i make little clay figures filled with cattle blood of the person in question and i power drill the heart and let the cow blood spray out just to feel rightous and powerful

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 26/05/2026

don't delete your balls sky mr scoppy poppy

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 24/05/2026

guys would you still love me if i had a disease that made me move like an invicible wobbly edit?

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 24/05/2026

bro this is about furries, that's like asking why so many musicians use a guitar

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

my body and mind are so tired from all this wounding anxiety does to me so frequently, i genuinely don't think i will see myself reaching past my 30's if my life is just constant fear and sickness, i'm so fucking tired man i just want all of this suffering to stop. (10/10)

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

never in the past few years do i recall feeling completely relaxed or at peace, the only way i am able to sleep 30% of the time is by worrying myself to exhaustion and hoping i am free from any nightmares once i can finally get to sleep. (9/?)

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

nobody in their right mind would want to deal with someone so scared and volatile, both of us would be hurt in the end. i have genuinely never felt wanted or loved because i just feel too demanding for people to deal with, which ultimately leads to me letting down the people who like me. (8/?)

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

my relations with others has also been hit, i have been so withdrawn from the people i depend and care for that it hurts both me and them, and it is all my fault for either isolating myself or being hostile to them. as for any prospects on romance? i am completely undateable. (7/?)

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

more often than not, 99% of the time it's from an aftermath of a sudden panic attack which is either kicked off for absolutely no reason or because of a fear i cannot control, yet am also very aware is so irrational that it makes me feel embarsssed to know after the panic attack subsides. (6/?)

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

over what is effectively me just worrying about nothing. anxiety has, on multiple occasions, completely ruined my relationship with food and has sometimes put me in a state where i basically just starve myself for days on end as if i had the flu, and this has slowly been takings its toll on me (5/?)

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

regularly i find myself most mornings or nights feeling intensely fearful or overwhelmed, and it occupies so much time for me just to calm down before i can continue my day or finally sleep. on regular occasions i feel too nervous to even eat well or get a good nights sleep (4/?)

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

anxiety is genuinely the most dehumanising thing that i need to live with day-by-day. it makes you irrational, it causes me to destroy my relations with my friends and family, it gets in the way of hobbies/education/work, it makes me do horrible self-destructive acts, and it destroys me physically

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

all i hope that i can do with this thread is that i can either: * help someone understand how genuinely horrible anxiety/panic can be to someone lucky to not have this condition. or * have someone see this and relate, and find peace there are others in a similar position like i am. (2/?)

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

i don't care about my promise about not venting with this account anymore, i want to let off a long vent/rant tonight because living with anxiety has been slowly destroying me over the past few years and i want to let off my experiences. (1/?)

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

how terrible, can you direct me to those rest areas so i can make sure they are safe now?

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 23/04/2026

the youth these days don't go on about skibidi toilet or ohio nowadays, back then these were pretty hip!

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

to everyone that sees this post:

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

did you have any relations with that woman?

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

Which fate is worse: Gambling ad meme page son? OR NEET daughter?

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 11/03/2026

if there is one thing i have learnt months ago, i guess in regards to dragging something on for too long, not ending a post/joke early, or i suppose just me venting in general: sometimes i need to just zip my fucking mouth and shut the fuck up.

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 11/03/2026

you know what? fuck it, i'm back. admittedly left out of impulse because i wasn't doing well mentally + admittedly got embarassed after one now deleted post landed poorly woth someone i care about because of an unnecessary end to said post. but idk, guess the alche schizoposting will continue.

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 31/01/2026

running out of things to say, funny or otherwise since i have also vowed to not vent here again. so i might just abandon this account entirely, especially since i don't even check this place often.

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 18/01/2026

are you going to shoot me to death

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 08/01/2026

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 03/01/2026

update: i did not actually fucking mean this wtf

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 03/01/2026

this year already is a nothing burger year. can we go back to new wars breaking out every 3 months again?

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 17/12/2025

i am alive still, just haven't thought of anything funny to post. and i also don't want to go on depressing rant number 3839393737 since i probably should stop doing that unprompted. definitely seems to make people around me miserable (or ig tolerate me much less), so i will cease them.

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 02/12/2025

bacteria gets cold, let them in!

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 15/11/2025

call me mr testicles the way i am surrounded by the sack! 💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑💸💸💸💸💸💲💲💲💲💲💲💲💶💶💶💶💶💷💷💷💵💵💵💴💴💴💳💳💳💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰

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catt~❀ @kiracatt.fyi · 11/11/2025

when try pte cat and it walk awa y fromy ou 💔

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 08/11/2025

MY WIFE just merged the EXCEEDINGLY RARE conjoined baby merge!

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Alche_ @alcheunderscore.bsky.social · 08/11/2025

you are addicted to yaoi, it is beyond over, for i declare you a fujoshi.

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