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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

why do i feel such an overwhelming amount of shame all the time now. what happened. it wasnt always like this, when did i get so much worse. whats wrong with me

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

i shld jst stop talkng. lol. need 2 learn 2 stfu. jfc

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

i feel like im going crazy i feel like im expected to just magically know what they mean when theyre saying something completely and entirely fucking different

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

well i technically am but only barely so im saying almost

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

thank fuck we're managing to r3str1ct again omfg i was ready to kms. i ♡ long work days, they help soooo much lol. gonna be tiny for the con im so excited!!

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

im nothing but a mess of untreated symptoms

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

hiding in my room so i dont have to be seen or acknowledged and my C4T WONT STOP SCREAMI G SHUT UP SHUT UP AHUT UP IM SO TIRED OF BEING JUDGED LET ME HIDE

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

my rms have friends that constantly come over and constantly talk abt how messy our apt is and it makes me feel like SHIT i hate ppl i dont wanna be judged for not being able to keep my apt perfectly fucking clean 24/7 STOP TALKING ABOUT IT I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW

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hazel 🍡 @bongcalz.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

🧵 my fav th1nspp ( ◠‿◠ ) • • •

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

WHY ARE THEY BLASTING IT IN THE LIVING ROOM WHILE THEYRE IN THEIR BR 😭😭😭

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

tbh i might go crazy if i hear the stupid little 'ye-ah~' of the 4rt1st my rms listen to all the time one more fucking time

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

i dont wanna go home i dont wanna go home i dont wanna i hate it there i hate having so much responsibility and so little space and so much mess and so little help and so much guilt and stress its all guilt and stress

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

my sys is so stupid it makes me wanna vomit omg!!! the c0n we're going to is in just a cpl months, WHY ARENT WE LOCKING IN??? I WANNA BE TINY FOR MY C0SPL4YS!!!

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

i need to prep for the c0n im going to and i wanted to start str34ming again this month.... :( gonna be lucky if i have the time and energy for just one, both is impossible with this schedule... i hate this sm 😭

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

"we should have the schedule the way you need it by the end of the month! ...... oops, actually, i need to take away your weekend so i can have FIVE DAYS IN A ROW OFF THE LAST FULL WEEK OF THE MONTH. sorry!" im gonna kms in front of you

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

lol i need to get away from this fucking job

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

"if you didnt wanna do it whyd you say you would" I ONLY STARTED SAYING I WOULD AFTER OTHERS JUST DECIDED FOR ME I WOULD I NEVER VOLUNTEERED I WAS JUST PEER PRESSURED

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

can you tell ive been severely mentally ill since early childhood

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

i miss when i didnt know some people got help for their issues. it made dealing with mine so much easier. being able to just go 'this sucks but thats just the way it is' rather than sitting here knowing i simply dont have the money to be allowed to to live a happy life and never will.

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

imagine moving in with a bestie and his overall quiet and mild mannered wife, and then the wife is crying daily and constantly breaking and spilling things and cant hold a job that doesnt either abuse them or make them hate themself and has breakdowns in the living room over nothing. i hate myself

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

im probably annoying the fuck out of my roommates lol living with me is probably destroying our friendship

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

i literally cannot stop fucking up. i cannot stop causing problems. what the fuck is wrong with me. just someone put me out of my fucking misery. please. im so tired of fucking up constantly.

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

literally as soon as i got out of bed i spilled a ton of wine on the counter bc a bottle had been left open and then spilled food on the one and only halfway cute outfit i was able make with the clothes i have clean rn. and i work for the next 5 fucking days. please kill me. please. please.

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

i wanna kms why do i keep fucking EVERYTHING up

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

aahhhh gna maybe get new piercings soon... excitd x3

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

im so easily influenced kms kms kms ive spent all week telling customers this candy is my fav and then i got it and gave my roomie some and she *winced* when she tried it and it immediately stopped tasting as good to me :(

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

ugh.... spent all day crying + having a panic attack and now i have 2 go 2 work. kms

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

but i cant talk 2 my hsbnd abt this which is what id usually do bc its the one im causing problems for but it dsnt wna say that so itd encourage me 2 take a break no matter how much worse id treat it

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

when i smoked w33d earlier i rly ddnt like how it made me feel. whch @ first i thought was a good thng bc it wld make cutting back/taking a break easier, but then i remembered im a horrible prsn s0ber + im already causing issues so this is actually jst gna make it harder 2 keep sedating myself :')

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

btw if u have an affectionate cat do NOT pass up the opportunity to put your head to their chest while they purr i promise it helps

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

hsbnd n i had a rly difficult convo n then it had 2 leave 4 work n now im at home without it n miserable n not evn able 2 cry abt it bc roomies r here + asleep. hopefully. unless my yelling woke them earlier... fml....

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

i feel fucking disgusting anf thats bc i AM fucking disgusting but its not even my fault this time so what the fuck is even the point of trying to get better ot feel better at all whem its gonna get ruined no matter whst i try

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ビッキー🩹 @vickie21579.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

marionette #HatsuneMiku

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

the upd8: - job is fine ig (schedule is exact opposite of what i need + im excluded frm most convos) - roomies r fine ig (im showering less than once a week bc they use ALL our shared towels and then cant be bothered to wash them) - over3ating + 3ating unhealthier :( - con prep going terribly

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

i hate remembering that i dont know what im even doing here. why i even subject those around me to my bullshit in the first place. i wish i wasnt here. i wish i was smart enough to keep ppl away from me for their own good

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Vocaloid Lyrics @vocaloidlyrics.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

WHAT THE HELL'S GOING ON?! CAN SOMEONE TELL ME PLEASE-- WHY I'M SWITCHING FASTER THAN THE CHANNELS ON TV

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

new j○b has been going well btw :3 gotta wake up kinda early for it tho booooo but we're gna talk abt th schedule soon so maybe not fr long (+ wrking mrnings is bttr 4 me, i jst dnt like going 2 sleep early) body is sooooo sore tho bc im doing lots makes ☆ving easier tho!! lol ^^;;

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

also they keep them ALL on whn theyre not evn home all day,,, bwuh

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angel / albedo / riddle @albedorexic.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

roomies r rly sensitive 2 heat so SEVERAL fans + loudass window ac is on 24/7 and im so fucking tired of nvr being able 2 hear angone nd im so tired of CONSTANTLY hearing the fan noises over EVERYTHING else i wna cry + kms

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