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nao70shark TCM2(10/8〜14) KF2026(10/10) @nao70shark.bsky.social · 6h

飛べないグリフォン

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OneEyedJack @1-eyed-jack.bsky.social · 3h

This is why we have to stop self-sanitizing our art spaces, there's enough censorship being imposed from the outside already. I'm sick to death of arguments about whether art is "ethical" or "moral" when it deals with messy subjects. Just make whatever fucked up shit you want and STOP APOLOGIZING!!!

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 2h

I love being artist that is able to satisfied my specific monster girl need.... 😋

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Loyal 🔞 Comms Close @loyals2.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

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Arzo @arzomov.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Junipeer ٩(ˊᗜˋ )و⋆ ✧　 #fieldsofmistria

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Kottkrig🎃 @kottkrigart.bsky.social · 09/07/2025

Mordred #art #warcraft #undead #deathknight

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 03/10/2026

I've decided that i will work on comic anthology themed around WLW terato kinky smut. For this one i think it will be BW and not full color. Im aiming for 15-ish pages for each of them. Hoping it will be around 2-4 one shots. We will see if my taste is really that undesirable or not.

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Dark-Kanova [COMMS OPEN] @dark-kanova.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Comms open for October! Unlimited slots, no waitlist. Would be a bonus for me to draw some Halloween or fall themed stuff for you Reposts are a huge help and appreciated dark-kanova.carrd.co#commissioninfo #art | #digitalart | #terato | #commission | #commsopen | #commissionart |

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 03/10/2026

I'm thinking that I want to do gamble. Not as actual gambling but sign up for a con and throwing myself at the slot. The rest like before xD I gamble that my future self will figured something out. Because if I keep thinking and want to decide before signing up. I won't be able to get anything out.

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 03/10/2026

I mean... WOULD! I would x'D (My first run with her as tank, I didn't see action to get that orb thing and is the only 1 without it so I died getting hug by her 10/10 experience, Screaming all fight because it's so chaotic i love it)

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 03/10/2026

And when I see other people can easily find their people I'm just envy. But come to think of it. I feel like it like finding your twinsie by searching for entire population so that doesn't seem to be work xD I think I should appreciate people that indeed appreciate what I make more.

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 03/10/2026

Hmmm I think that is not a problem be it if people follow my personal acc for kink or char design or general ship art. I think the problem is I'm trying to find 'my people' and then the condition that they must met before I feel like they're my people is too high and too specific-

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 02/10/2026

Pity myself won't make any different. Well! But what make it different for me is now i'm developing lore stuffs that make me want to give a proper redesign for my ocs. And I have more fun drawing them now knowing a backstory and story for each of them. Also have been playing game A LOT xD

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 02/10/2026

I think it's kind of funny that my taste is something that definitely make me/my art stand out but at the same time it just aaaaaaa! Not to mentioned being OC only artist.... I'm really one women fandom but I wouldn't change it. I love what I do. (And I'm afraid of fandom....)

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 02/10/2026

No matter how much I try to accept myself in the end I still feel like I wish i'm not me. I wish i'm straight or gay. If only my taste is not niche in niche.... But well what can I do about that? I'm born this way. Wishing I'm other wouldn't help. I will be back to drawing personal art anyway.

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 02/10/2026

A lot of times I look at other people works or their taste or community and all that I can feel is just "I wish I like that also, It would have been easier" A lot of time what I really like is the least interesting to other people. It does feel rejected or 'I don't belong here' a lot of time.

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 02/10/2026

Like I have friends in my circle or at least the community that I am in. Most of which into men more which is fair nothing wrong with that. But it just make me feel like they're so close yet so far. Out of reach. What I like is already niche and my taste is even more so. It just... lonely.

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 02/10/2026

There is something I wanted to say. I think I'm just really lonely in term of finding someone who share similar taste. I just.... I still do think if I were straight or liking men more I would have a lot of friends. I can hardly find anyone who is into WLW terato + armored/mask women and so on.

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Spiralofvertigo @ Fiance @spiralofvertigo.bsky.social · 14/07/2024

Peyt in latex compilation. We need more of this I think. #monster #anthro #latex #kink #kinkgear #bdsm #leash #collar #erotic #nsfw #furryart #goat #demon #furry #furrynsfw

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 01/10/2026

In a weird mood for snake cock kink. I wanna draw more of that =q=

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ダイエクスト →A-13,14 野郎フェス2026秋 @daixt.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

OVERBUILD — His name is MAX. #OC

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Berensreverie @berensreverie.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Fluffy poofy goat / snow leopard design UFO! I'm looking for around $70 for them! 🥺👉👈❤️ I can write the name for you ;w; #berensart2026

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 26/09/2026

Tbh I'm not suicidal or anything but I feel stuck like I'm not sure if I want to take care of myself better so I can live longer or do I just want to do thing that make me happy and not live long. But I should decide soon. I don't think getting stuck like this will do anything much.

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Nero Villagallos O'Reilly @itsnero.com · 22/09/2026

Going to plug my website guide once again: blog.itsnero.com/webguide/ This will get you online with a website in an afternoon. It's not the fanciest or most modern way to do it, but it's code that has worked for decades. Get yourself a site ASAP and figure out what else you need to do later.

blog.itsnero.com

The Quick ‘n’ Dirty Guide to Making a Website (2026) – Nero Blog

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🎃 PUMPKIN! 🎃 @moon-grave.bsky.social · 24/02/2025

It’s Astoria’s turn to get her religious trauma relieved by dragons

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🎃 PUMPKIN! 🎃 @moon-grave.bsky.social · 19/10/2024

Have to bring this bad boy over of course #art #lesbian

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Wendy Miller @burrowingowl.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Sweet kestrel pair this morning. 🪶

Female and male American kestrels perched together on a power pole.

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 21/09/2026

I find it interesting that the one that afraid no one will love them used to have a lot of ego and strong identity like "If it not what i like i won't do it at all!" also that freelance is really indeed you never feel secure lol. I did see myself in both of them. So I did learn a thing or two.

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 21/09/2026

I listen to podcast that interview two artist.Around 30-40 of ages. One attach entire self worth of being 'Lead Singer of___' and feel 'lost' when they can't be. Another is afraid of people not loving them. Pretty eye opening that no matter how successful you are. These feelings never leave you.

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 20/09/2026

Looking at my comms WIP folder make me feel depress so i will just look at it later. When I start working again next week D':

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Kaban 🍬 @kabanbang.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

SayoLara finale predictions, trust #GoodbyeLara #さよならララ #LaraMari #KabanArt

Lara and Mari doing the utena sword pull

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 20/09/2026

Ah... yeah hdd is also not up to date so yep losing all comms progress for this week. Hm....

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Gummy👒 @happyyu.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

⭒˚⋆ Starry Sea Wallpaper ₊˚✩彡 Petit Planet is coming this Winter! ⛄️ Pre-register now and get ready to start your own cozy life among the stars ⭐️ #FinalBetaTest #PetitPlanet

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Cyber @cyberlord1109.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

An android half with a piece of an eldritch gods power and half mutated biomechanical horror

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サメとメンダコ🦈🐙namelessmm2 @namelessmm2.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

2026 #spookysweetober art challenge prompt list is here! A bit spooky, autumnal, and sweet! Enjoy the Halloween season~🎃👻🍭 ✦ You can start at any prompt ✦ You can create only what you like Hope you like them! #spookysweetober2026 #artchallenge

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 19/09/2026

A lot of time i think about. If there is anyone who is doing well right now? Well off, content with life? I know social media wise i only see what people allow me to see and most is like very miserable or horny or holding on somehow.

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Lē Yamamura/山村れぇ @gomalemo.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

The first copy of my art book, “The Encyclopedia of Dragons and Beasts” is finally here! ✨ Pre-order here ↓ ▼AmazonJP amazon.co.jp/dp/4046856920 ▼ International Shipping www.cdjapan.co.jp/product/NEOB...

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 19/09/2026

Anything that has to do with falz is a cool design and music is great too!

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 19/09/2026

It was pricey to replace new ssd but i have enough and i will send the broken new one back to get a refund. Orz

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 19/09/2026

Lady luck strike me down with new ssd meltdown after 1 week so... i do lose some commission progress uh...m not all just some. I did back up weekly or so lol Well on the bright side i dont have to buy entirely new pc or laptop but ouch orz

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 18/09/2026

Hi so my laptop broke down as in I can't even boot up. I will get it check tomorrow. If it turn out to be mainboard problem I'm gonna have huge trouble since it like gaming laptop which maybe better to get new one. i will try to work on Ipad in the mean time!

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 18/09/2026

I think about deleting my account but probably not a good idea.

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 18/09/2026

Xylia looking at PSO2 + FFXIV boss design "WOW I want my ocs to look like that" Xylia is healing....🥺

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 18/09/2026

I want to properly finish building up 3 siljas + europa redesign along with Nerida. I feel like since I didn't check social media as often it's kinda like make me focus on a thing I want to do better? Like I want to clear backlog more than make new thing xD

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Silja Xylia ✦ ซีเลีย ซีลิอา @abyssalstar.blue · 18/09/2026

Since not posting personal art on social media. I find a reason to come check it or the urge to use it also fade away. The number of my personal art also dropped but not too much tbh. I made average of 10 personal arts a month. But the urge to do world building and properly develop char raise up.

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ursiday @ursiday.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I'm so excited about the newly described Leopardus tilcayo #cats

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