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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 17/09/2026

I'd celebrate since vTuber Lucy is part fox, but I'm starting to wear down from... well, everything

National Fox Day
[Calendar Symbol] September 17 - Observed every year

Elusia @pillowbard.me · 21/08/2026

After trying to mess with it for a few days, I showed off an alt outfit for the model today (though I have another tweak to make later). I'm happy with this one so far.

vTuber Lucy in a gold/silver witch outfit

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 29/06/2026

10 hours later (1.5 hours alone on Area 6 Expert... never dealing with that hell again), and... it's done All Star Fox medals done on both Normal & Expert difficulties, and all alternate paths taken. I still have Challenge Mode to do, but that's for another day.

Screenshot of Star Fox 2026, showing all medals obtained in Campaign mode for both difficulties, plus all alternate paths taken

A top score across all modes of 1595 hits is shown in the top left corner

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 21/06/2026

... excuse me, Twitch?

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 21/05/2026

It may be time to add another game to the streaming docket My disc doesn't work anymore, so this will have to do

Title screen for 3D Dot Game Heroes, running on RPCS3

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 17/05/2026

The pain of *somehow* still not pulling that immersive Mega Gardevoir card

Current cards obtained from Pokémon TCG Pocket's Fantastical Parade set

153/155 Diamonds
30 Stars
13 Shiny
1 Crown

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 15/05/2026

I got it working Expect a stream later

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 01/04/2026

... eff it, I got back to it tonight, so... if I have the energy... tomorrow's stream will be a nightmare of a time, but I'm gonna keep trying (if I don't have the energy, then it'll happen once I do). Lucy's namesake needs to go down eventually.

Screenshot of the Cif fight in Void Stranger

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 23/03/2026

ONCE MORE I TAP THE SIGN Cause I know not a single friend will ever see it for themselves

Screenshot of the Cif fight in Void Stranger

(Extremely spoiler-filled pic source: https://voidstranger.miraheze.org/wiki/DIS/Gameplay)

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 23/03/2026

Technically everything's canon for Lucy thanks to her Record, but she pushes the Hildibrand stuff into its own section as a What If moment. That said, there's at least some amount of impact on her Mainly how she prefers using a frying pan as a weapon ever since Vespera saw Juliyan wield one

Julyan wielding a frying pan during her first cutscene appearance

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 05/03/2026

Would you believe I've got *four* answers for this one in the screenshot archives? Bonus quote for each in alt text.

Lightwarden Lucy preparing a Reaper LB3

"I'll show you just what Light you're dealing with"

Bard Lucy preparing an LB3

"You're not getting out of this one!"

Astrologian Lucy just as LB3 goes off

"The stage isn't done with you yet"

Sage Lucy snapping her fingers just as LB3 goes off

"Back to the stage, everyone!"

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 23/02/2026

Cocoon's done. That makes four. The irony that I didn't stream any of them this year. Maybe I'll try and do a 5th game on Friday (though I know people will be busy with RE9 at that point).

Screenshot snip showing the platinum trophy unlocked for Cocoon

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 19/02/2026

I'm not leaving Discord yet, but just in case, I did make profiles elsewhere (Stoat, Fluxer, Telegram) if people want to stay in touch (or want to talk there instead). Just throw a poke at me, or something.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 13/02/2026

While I didn't stream them, I have beaten 2 games this month - Viewfinder and Isles of Sea & Sky. I may try and finish the Rabbit & Steel Extra Mode story & Control as the other 2 Four in February games. Maybe.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 04/02/2026

So close to done with this step... only taken me 10 months so far... #FFXIV

Partial screenshot of FFXIV showing Demiatma progress for step 1 of Dawntrail's relic weapon

3 collected each for 4 zones, 1 each for the final 2 zones

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 03/02/2026

It's finally, at long last, over That's every major boss beaten in Nightreign

A snip of a screenshot showing Everdark Equilibrious Beast defeated

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 18/01/2026

It's been awhile... do I try once again for that platinum?

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 14/01/2026

Some of my recent favorite pics

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 12/01/2026

5th time's apparently a charm

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 12/01/2026

I think Heavensturn genuinely hates me this year Tried four times

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 10/01/2026

Got a new webcam today. Was testing it out with vTube Studio after re-calibrating and... this is currently Lucy's default face Such a mood right now

vTuber Lucy with her eyes half open, eyebrows frowned, and mouth slightly open

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 09/01/2026

If you told me even 2 months ago that Dark Knight would end up my highest geared job this patch, I'd say you were crazy ... and yet... #FFXIV

A snip of a screenshot in FFXIV showing Lucy on Dark Knight, at item level 771

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 08/01/2026

Crap, may have to see if I'll be well enough to stream Nightreign this weekend...

A snip of a screenshot for Elden Ring Nightreign showing this week's Everdark Soverign bosses

Gaping Jaw
Equilibrious Beast
Balancers

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 04/01/2026

Made a small update since I could finally buy the Scherwiz Skirt #FFXIV #FF14 #FFXIVScreenshots

Updated Tank glamour on Lucy

Same as the previous post, except the Scherwiz Skirt (Neon Pink dye, both channels) for leg gear

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 03/01/2026

Well, I finally managed to do something in Void Stranger that I never really attempted before: max rank in a certain challenge. One of these days, I'll attempt a certain fight the hard way. I just have to reach it again first.

Clear screen for reaching VS rank in Cif's Challenge in Void Stranger

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 02/01/2026

I did make some other setups as well...

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 02/01/2026

I think I'm satisfied with how vTuber Lucy looks now.

Normal Lucy

Purple hair/headband/tail
Red dress / shoes
Green nails

Alt Lucy

Hair is red/orange instead of purple

WoL (FFXIV) Lucy

Hair is red/white instead of purple

Void Lord Lucy

All colors are greyed/white

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 31/12/2025

So... about potentially streaming Everdark progress in Nightreign... Kinda just did that off-stream, so...

A crop of a screenshot showing the Everdark Soverign Tricephalos expedition completed in Nightreign

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 29/12/2025

Let's find out, I suppose...

Before this year ends...
reply to this tweet and give your honest thoughts about me?

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 29/12/2025

Do I perhaps use one of these for a future stream? 🤔

vTuber Lucy with a thick tail (lion tail? Think that's what it said somewhere in the parameters)

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 28/12/2025

THIS MARVEL COSMIC INVASION CHALLENGE CAN DIE IN A FIRE

A snip of a screenshot from Marvel Cosmic Invasion, showing the completed challenge "Avoided taking damage from Larvas" [on Heteropteron]

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 26/12/2025

Lucy: Been awhile since we had one of these trees in here Sharlotte (offscreen): ...should the ceiling be freezing up like that? Lucy: ... don't worry about it. ----- From Lune's unintentionally self-proclaimed Guild Aunt, Happy Starlight, or something like that. #FFXIV #FF14

Lucy looking at a Starlight tree in a red room with other decorations nearby. A corner of the ceiling is covered in ice. Not pictured is Sharlotte, just offscreen.

Lucy: Been awhile since we had one of these trees in here

Sharlotte (offscreen): ...should the ceiling be freezing up like that?

Lucy holding a mug of Kinderpunsch in the same room, a semi-blank stare on her face, her mouth slightly open

Lucy: ... don't worry about it

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 25/12/2025

Welp Farewell, Lv1 . We hardly knew ye #FFXIV

[From this morning's update patch notes, under "The following issues have been fixed."]

・Certain monsters that should not normally spawn were appearing in Coerthas Western Highlands.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 21/12/2025

... maybe I spent too long building a combo in Marvel Cosmic Invasion off of a ko'd guy

Screenshot of Marvel Cosmic Invasion showing a 1111-hit combo

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 21/12/2025

I may wait until after New Year's to start, but it's finally happening

A PS5 screencap showing Undertale on the Home screen

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 20/12/2025

Is it finally almost time?

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 19/12/2025

... make that 4th and 5th, I suppose Anyway, there's a Void version of Lucy. May add in other stuff on the model sets in the future, I'll think about it.

Void Lucy w/o horns (meant for black & white stuff or Void Stranger, maybe casual talk occasionally)

Void Lucy w/ horns (or Cif Lucy, mainly meant for Void Stranger)

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 19/12/2025

Me doing the tutorial missions in Lumines Arise: "Okay, that's 60 of these, how many more are there?" *Backs out to tutorial menu* ... oh. There were exactly 60.

Information for the Graduate trophy in Lumines Arise (finish all training stages)

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 19/12/2025

I still have to work on things, but I have 3 versions of vTuber Lucy set up so far (with a 4th Void one to be made eventually)

Default Lucy (purple hair, used while playing console games)

Alt Lucy (red/orange hair, used when playing PC games or chatting)

FF14 Lucy (red/white hair, meant for streaming FF14 but not used yet)

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 18/12/2025

I once again tap the sign

Lucy holding a sign saying "Play Void Stranger"

Artist: @malicelast.bsky.social

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 18/12/2025

... what I haven't played Megabonk in almost 2 months. I guess it retroactively gave me an achievement today.

Today
Pillowbard achieved
Challenges1
Complete 5 challenges

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 17/12/2025

This was actually the body gear I had when I changed my FF14 character from a Lalafell to a Miqo'te

Last pic of my Lala WoL (now Loire in my headcanon) taken during Heavensward

First pic of Lucy taken during Heavensward

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 17/12/2025

Loosening up the glamour restrictions in FF14 means I can finally wear one the body pieces I liked back in Heavensward without having to heal.

Lucy wearing the Chimerical Alb of Healing from Heavensward

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