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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 29/09/2026

I may as well get in one stream during SUBtember Ace Combat 8 showed up earlier than I thought, so let's have a look at it, I suppose. www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard

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Lucy takes the the skies [Ace Combat 8] | Streaming ace combat 8: wings of theve.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 22/09/2026

It may legitimately be time to start asking for help. Work is starting to push me in a way that... well, it's bad for my mental health But I'm too far gone to just quit without a lot of help.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 18/09/2026

Let's just throw this out there now. There's 4 games I want to at least try and stream (or finish) by year's end (years end? Not sure.): Lies of P (my "close enough" spooky October plan) Pragmata System Shock 2 Remastered Castlevania: Belmont's Curse (my other spooky October plan)

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 18/09/2026

I don't see anything happening tonight, so let's get an overdue stream in I've been itching to play Rockman 4 Minus Infinity again. Let's see how much I can remember. www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard

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Lucy searches for Shadow Man yet again | Streaming mega man 4.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 17/09/2026

I'd celebrate since vTuber Lucy is part fox, but I'm starting to wear down from... well, everything

National Fox Day
[Calendar Symbol] September 17 - Observed every year

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 13/09/2026

I'm still trying to decide a "spooky" game for October if I get to it (right now I'm leaning towards either Castlevania: Lament of Innocence or Lies of P, pending 2 specific things). That said, I have a very important test stream I may do after my planned trip: seeing how a stream fares on Linux.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 11/09/2026

This may be a shorter stream, but we'll see It's CrossWorlds festival time once again. Maybe this time without hearing Infinite's theme (it was only once last time, a new personal low)? www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard

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Lucy turns the counter on again (Sonic CrossWorlds Festival) | Streaming sonic racing: crossworlds.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 04/09/2026

Oh boy, this is a kinda special stream tonight I may have managed to get a Retroid Pocket Nova, and I'm testing it out a bit. Will Metroid Samus Returns finally run smoothly with this thing (or maybe Ace Combat 2 after a bit)? May as well find out. www.twitch.tv/pillowbard

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Lucy tries not to break the graphics card | Streaming metroid: samus returns.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 30/08/2026

I think I can safely say my original plan for October streams won't happen (I don't see myself getting through Ace Combat 2-7 in time to mess with 8). I would kinda lose a week anyway with a planned trip. That said, I may have in mind a... not really spooky game, but something that could work.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 30/08/2026

Another Super Metroid randomizer? I guess? Kinda just in the mood to do one. twitch.tv/Pillowbard

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Lucy fires up another randomizer | Streaming super metroid.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 28/08/2026

Oh lord, a good few new followers since I last looked here Um.. hi there! At this point I mostly use this account to mention when I stream, which... may be a little infrequent with work starting the usual 8 month holiday stress (also work wi-fi freaks out trying to look at this account).

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 23/08/2026

Let's just do another Super Metroid map rando, yeah? Maybe something will come up to do along the way. twitch.tv/Pillowbard

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Lucy's just does whatever (again) | Streaming super metroid.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 21/08/2026

After trying to mess with it for a few days, I showed off an alt outfit for the model today (though I have another tweak to make later). I'm happy with this one so far.

vTuber Lucy in a gold/silver witch outfit

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 20/08/2026

... I got nothing. I want to do stuff, but I don't want to push friends into doing anything. Just gonna play another Super Metroid map randomizer, and go from there. twitch.tv/Pillowbard

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Lucy's just does whatever | Streaming super metroid.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 16/08/2026

I don't know what to do today, so let's just spin a wheel and see what happens for a stream twitch.tv/Pillowbard

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Lucy doesn't know what to do | Streaming just chatting.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 15/08/2026

My previous planned stream ideas may go back on hold again for now. The annual holiday work stress is starting up earlier than usual thanks to other things coming up at the store.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 09/08/2026

I may as well stream what I'm playing Been in a mood to play Metroid: Samus Returns again, so just going back through it to re-unlock the other difficulties. www.twitch.tv/pillowbard

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Lucy blows up a planet again | Streaming metroid: samus returns.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 07/08/2026

Never mind on this idea. I'll figure out a different follower goal eventually.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 07/08/2026

I have games to wrap up on stream. Let's take care of that (maybe, hopefully). Final part of Splatoon Raiders post-game, then finally doing that epilogue for Undertale. We'll see after that. twitch.tv/Pillowbard

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Lucy wraps up loose ends (maybe) | Streaming splatoon raiders.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 04/08/2026

Stream time, I think Let's see how the Switch 2 version of FF14 fares. Still have the Twitch giveaway going - 3 gift subs to any FF14 stream gets a code for a unicorn mount. twitch.tv/Pillowbard

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Lucy tries out FFXIV on the Switch 2 (3 gift subs = free mount code) | Streaming final fantasy xiv online.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 04/08/2026

So, I was originally gonna try streaming the Switch 2 version of FFXIV after my shift today ... I still might, but only so people can see the difference. The game's playable, but you can very much tell it runs poorly.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 02/08/2026

Let's just go back to the grind in Splatoon Raiders, yeah? Post-game grinding and maybe the final challenge eventually if I can handle it. www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard

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Lucy turns up the spice (Splatoon Raiders post-game) | Streaming splatoon raiders.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 02/08/2026

Last night's stream was... something, that's for sure Ended up finishing both the CrossWorlds festival and the Splatoon Raiders story for others. Might mess with the post-game marathon for the latter game today. www.twitch.tv/pillowbard/c...

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 02/08/2026

Alright, stream time, or something It's festival time again for Sonic CrossWorlds. How many times will Infinite manage to play this go around? Let's find out. www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard

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Lucy starts the Infinite counter again (Sonic CrossWorlds) | Streaming sonic racing: crossworlds.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 01/08/2026

Ended up just playing Splatoon Raiders, and finished the entire back half of the game. Was a fun time. I thought I was done streaming the game, as the rest of post-game looked like a grind and an endless dungeon... except the dungeon has an end point, *then* it's endless. So maybe one more stream.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 31/07/2026

I have like 4 things to stream today, so let's get to it I guess Going back to Splatoon Raiders for a bit, but may also mess with the CrossWorlds festival... or more Nightreign... or more FF14. We'll see. www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard

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Lucy does whatever today | Streaming splatoon raiders.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 29/07/2026

Okay, another stream for a bit Messing around with FFXIV some more, maybe doing the most recent Variant Dungeon to help on the Phantom Weapon grind. Gift subs also still go towards that mount Twitch is giving away. www.twitch.tv/pillowbard

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Lucy messes around in Eorzea [Final Fantasy XIV] (3 subs = mount code) | Streaming final fantasy xiv online.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 29/07/2026

Welp, that worked out, I guess Thanks to those who gave out the gift subs during the stream. I guess I need to figure out what to do for reaching 10 subs.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 28/07/2026

Wasn't planning to stream today, but opportunity strikes, I guess Twitch has a campaign going where gifting 3 subs across any FF14 streams gives a code for a unicorn mount I don't expect anything, but I'll throw my hat in the ring for a few days as I do random stuff. www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard/

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Lucy messes around in Eorzea [Final Fantasy XIV] (3 subs = mount code) | Streaming final fantasy xiv online.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 26/07/2026

Okay, let's get a stream in I'm in a rough mindset after yesterday's shift, so let's just do a Super Metroid randomizer and go from there. www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard

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Lucy tries to relax again | Streaming super metroid.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 26/07/2026

Gonna grab breakfast, then figure out about getting back to Ace Combat

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 24/07/2026

Current stream plans: Back to Ace Combat Assault Horizon Legacy+ Sunday, barring anything popping up that day System Shock 2 Remastered co-op whenever everyone involved is up for it Sonic CrossWorlds festival shenanigans next weekend *Maybe* try out Killing Floor 3 during the free weekend?

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 24/07/2026

More System Shock 2 co-op, but with 2 differences 1) @malicelast.bsky.social is still here, but also @demikane.bsky.social as well 2) I'm playing on Switch 2 this time. www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard www.twitch.tv/Malicelast

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Lucy gets judged by a dragon (System Shock 2 Remaster round 2 w/ @Malicelast & @Demikane) | Streaming system shock 2: 25th anniversary remaster.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 23/07/2026

A small peek behind the curtain on why post-shift streams aren't happening so much right now (besides my just not streaming so much anyway) Hormones are kinda having a side-effect that... well, I expected it, but not this way I'm sleeping better now, but also recovery naps are lasting longer

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 22/07/2026

Stream time, I think? This stream is not in any way sponsored by Nightdive. No, really. Anyway, Let's see what that System Shock 2 remaster is all about (w/ @malicelast.bsky.social) www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard

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Lucy breaks another Nightdive game (System Shock 2: 25th Anniversary Remaster w/@malicelast)

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 19/07/2026

Alright, stream time, and this might be a longer one (pending others wanting to do stuff) I want to get through most of the Ace Combat games in preparation for Wings of Theve. Gonna start with the Arcade Archives version of Air Combat 22, then see how far I go today. www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard

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Lucy takes to the skies (Ace Combat)

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 19/07/2026

Since I said it during my stream tonight, I'll go with this for now If I reach 150 followers on Twitch, I'll play chapter 1 of Deltarune for the first time. For every 10 after that, I'll add a chapter. If I reach 200 before Chapter 7's out, I'll do the rest 24+ hours after they're out.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 15/07/2026

Okay, I put a goal on my Throne account at least. Yes, it's a lot. It's not even all of it. But it's the most I feel okay with asking for. This goal would make things doable for me if I reached it in the next couple years. It'll also go lower over time as I pay things down. throne.com/pillowbard

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 15/07/2026

It may be early to get gloomy about this, but it's starting to sound like I may have a soft deadline of 2 years to fix my financial situation before work gets bad (in short, competition opening close by in 2028, may cause problems later). There's no way I can get there without help, though.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 12/07/2026

I'm just gonna say it now I'm not streaming Deltarune if I ever do play it

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 12/07/2026

... eff it, let's see if I can finish Undertale tonight twitch.tv/Pillowbard

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Lucy's 100 Follower Special, part 2 (Undertale)

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 10/07/2026

Maybe I should just ignore chat entirely instead if I stream Undertale more... would be the same result

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 10/07/2026

It's about 4 months late, but let's finally do that 100 Twitch Follower special stream I'm playing Undertale for the first time, *mostly* fresh (I know small snippets of things, but not very much) Come watch whatever this turns into. www.twitch.tv/pillowbard

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DID YOU CHECK YOUR EMAIL, FOLLOWERS? | Lucy's 100 Follower Special (Undertale)

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 10/07/2026

I was gonna wait until both Rhythm Heaven Groove & Majora's Mask 3D were done, but... no, I need to get this done, for my own sake. If you're following me on Twitch, you may want email notifications on for today's stream.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 07/07/2026

I forgot 2 other games, so let's redo this - Finish Majora's Mask 3D - Finish Rhythm Heaven Groove - Start Undertale - Start Mina the Hollower After that it's get back to First Light and maybe go through the Ace Combat games again before 8 comes out (We'll see about AC6, though).

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 06/07/2026

I was close to making it this month, but I'm still in a possible bad spot before my extra pay kicks in on Thursday. This still isn't a plea for help, *but* if I do manage to get about 100 bucks in the next 48 hours, I'll be safe.

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 06/07/2026

I have a rough couple weeks ahead at work, so here's the current stream plans - Finish Majora's Mask 3D - Find my Switch 2 Pro Controller (I misplaced it after Friday's stream) and finish Rhythm Heaven Groove - Start Undertale - Maybe start going through the Ace Combat series before AC8?

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 05/07/2026

Stream time, I guess? It took some setting up, but I think I can finally stream Majora's Mask 3D. Maybe. Hopefully. Come see if it works or not. (Also, an important announcement about a future stream) www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard

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Lucy's met a terrible fate

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 02/07/2026

Stream time, I think Let's see what happens with Rhythm Heaven Groove twitch.tv/Pillowbard

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Lucy reaches for the Miracle Stars (Rhythm Heaven Groove)

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Elusia @pillowbard.me · 29/06/2026

10 hours later (1.5 hours alone on Area 6 Expert... never dealing with that hell again), and... it's done All Star Fox medals done on both Normal & Expert difficulties, and all alternate paths taken. I still have Challenge Mode to do, but that's for another day.

Screenshot of Star Fox 2026, showing all medals obtained in Campaign mode for both difficulties, plus all alternate paths taken

A top score across all modes of 1595 hits is shown in the top left corner

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