Does everyone have a darkness, a shadow of murderous capability or is that just me? You can see reflection of yourself in it. You carry the weight of knowing that, given the right situation it may escape control and potentially unleash the monster. The walls are only so thick.
#monster #exhaustion Over the years I built walls to protect friends and family from even seeing the void within. Imagine a blackhole that could be weaponized. You fear it took parts of your self, but can never know. You live in a state of constant vigilence, so tired. The hollow is always there.
#walls #hollow #danger Walking everywhere with a killer inside and beside you is an indescribable feeling. You know you have, and you know you could again. Even if you never want to, you can't forget you can. Knowing you would take up the mantle to save others the burden is only a less bad way.
#exhaustion #fear #killer