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I keep hearing about Digger and at this point I might watch it just to find out what it is about, because everyone is saying how like, indescribable it is?? Like, they are not even saying its good, they are saying it is hard to describe, which really piques my interest.

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Basement security is now taking a look at your glasses to check if they have cameras, which is great that they are taking this issue seriously, but it's sad that pervert glasses are so popular that this is an issue.

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Man it sucks to be a social pariah and not be able to go to music shows cause the other trans girls WILL insult you and ask you to leave. Been thinking on moving to Philly and starting all over again, but that city becomes a ghost town at 2 AM. 2!! On a weekend!!

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I'm really considering being a recluse again. The whole "go out and socialize" thing has gone so terribly wrong that maybe I should just give up on the idea of having friends and just play video games alone and sleep. Maybe I'll try again once I get a handful of surgeries.

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I am so tired. Had a dream where people I miss appeared. I miss so many people. I've slept so much in the last 24 hours. I miss talking to people. I think I'm going to go back to bed.

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Called a boobjob surgeon I got recommended from Mount Sinai Hospital, and the soonest consultation date she has is on APRIL. IN 7 MONTHS!! So screw that I'm gonna go for a regular boobjob surgeon, not a trans one. It's a boobjob it's not rocket science nor a vaginoplasty

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LEO @hellspawnmotel.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

come fly with me !

an illustration of chibi versions of four murasame, elpeo ple, and quess paraya riding on the back of a giant swan (representing lalah sune). they are smiling and waving at the viewer. the background they are passing through is a mishmash of planets, mountains, comets, the ocean, and a strangely colored rainbow, all against a space backdrop. there is also a pink border around the image with a pattern of colorful stars.

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Tried talking to the other trans girls after the punk show and got immediately left out. I'm staying home tonight, I don't want to be hurt again 😖

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

I just realized, since I got red hair now, and I'm keeping it that way for the foreseeable future, that means I get to change my hair to red in games! Oh this is gonna be fun!!

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

I need to look up if fishnets actually make you warmer. Would be nice to continue being able to wear my short shorts and crop tops as it gets colder.

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Last night's Jeff Rossenstock show was so much fun!! Gosh, the energy, the mosh pit, pushing and the being pushed, it all feels so good!! I need to check his Bandcamp for once so I can buy his music and learn the lyrics of a song or 2 for next time. Brooklyn Paramount > Rooftop at Pier 17 tho, imo

Photo of Jeff Rosenstock's show on September 19, 2026, at The Rooftop at Pier 17 in Manhattan, NY.

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

I commissioned a new profile pic! Thank you so much @pasteldisaster.bsky.social! It now reflects all the piercings I have and my red hair. Oh, and the fact that I'm a dog now :3 I told her to draw me as I am, but she insisted that I look like this?? Which honestly makes me blush, I look pretty >///<

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Lambrini Girls is having a free daytime show next Thursday in NYC!! drop.cobrand.com/d/LambriniGi...

drop.cobrand.com

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I did so many medical phone calls and emails and messages and stuff yesterday, that now I'm at the step where I can only wait to get answers back, or for the appointment days to come. I still need to start doing the phone calls for boobjob and other surgeries, tho. It's effort!🥺

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

I so need someone to try to take good pictures of me for Grindr. Either a really good photographer or a miracle worker. My Grindr pics, and well, the pics on dating apps, are all like over a year old. Back when I didn't have piercings and my hair was still natural colored.

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

lol they did it, they made the Vape That Is Good For You. Like, I've heard of drug dealers cutting coke and molly with Vitamin B12 cause it gives you energy, so I imagine a B12 vape could give you the energy, but the concept is just so funny regardless.

Screenshot from the website trymeloair.com, selling a vitamin B12 vape.

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

Wait I was in class what happened?

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moxxie verstappen 🎨 💖💜💙 @yc99.eurosky.social · 07/09/2026

RT if you’ve never had a tab of ChatGPT open, period.

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

I did NOT like Dog Movie / Puppygirl by Henry Hanson. Both movies heavily rely on cringe and awkwardness, and I just didn't roll with that. Both movies also don't like, advance the narrative much? At least Dog Movie ends with Bloo having SOME growth, but Puppygirl just...ends

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Had a dream today where some hot popular trans girls turned me into a vampire, like them, and ngl, I now want to write a story about this. Reading all of the Twilight saga the same year the Twilight movie came out, the same year I read The Vampire Armand by Anne Rice left a mark.

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Trip to Philly for Uproar (furry rave) was a success! It was lonely at the beginning, but someone recognized me and presented me to people, and I ended up having so much fun!! And i made out with hot folx, including someone I've had a crush for some time now!! 🥰

Selfie of me (Zoe) in Philly. I'm at a zebra crossing that has the new Pride flag rainbow, including the trans colors right behind me. I'm wearing red dog ears and a red collar with a bone shaped pet tag I'm also wearing red glasses. You can see a bit of white under my nose from the ket.

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

So I got told I can't get insurance cause I don't have SSN, so that means no FFS (too expensive to pay out of pocket), and I'll have to pay full price for everything. Now I have to figure out who to go for surgeries like breast augmentation and BBL. But all the surgeons are good?

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Had a nightmare where my hair went back to being black and in the dream I panicked a lot. I'm pretty sure that's a sign that I should keep it red. It is a shame that permanent red is not as vibrant as semi-permanent red, tho. Bc of that mine fades over time, but at least it still stays red.

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

Had to go all the way to Long Island to get this beauty, but gosh, a yellow Pelican 1400 case for $60. It's built like a bunker and has a rubber ring, but it's HEAVY. Hopefully it will fit a 60% keyboard with a Raspberry Pi and a screen, going to make it into a cyber deck.

Yellow Pelican case on a bench, Water bottle for comparison. You could fit an average lunchbox inside of it.

Yellow Pelican case on a bench, open. Water bottle for comparison. You could fit an average sized lunchbox inside of it.

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kai daiju 👹 @kaidaiju.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

me regarding just about literally everything ever if i'm being honest

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cometgirlie esq ☄️ @redcomet.gay · 04/09/2026

did i ever post this on bsky i was just thinking about it again

panels from the beltorchika's children manga adaptation between char and amuro fighting in their mobile suits, with a voice text message imposed over amuro's panel and texts in response pasted over char reading "my god ur voice is so attractive / can u tell me to kms"

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

I might have to bite the bullet and just start going to the cinema on my own. I don't like watching movies alone, but no one wants to watch movies with me, and there's a trans movie festival thing happening soon! 🥺

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

All the classes I need to take are already full, I think my life is officially screwed now. Like, I can't just not be in class for a semester, my father will kill me, I NEED to study for something this semester. Currently emailing the professors to beg to be let in 😭

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

I'm changing majors since I'm not good enough at math for Computer Science, but I now have to decide between Computer Information Systems and Computer Networks, but idk what to choose and I'm afraid to make the bad choice and I want to cry and I hate being too dumb for CS 😭 help

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

I wish I looked like the others girls. I want to be included in groups and hang out with the other trans girls.

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

They put doors in all the bathrooms at Basement, it's crazyyy. And I think it's a good move? Like, it means bathroom stall waits should be shorter, right?

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vic-or-squeak!! ᓚᘏᕐᐷ @gizmouse.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

made this edit in a fit of rage

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

I took my Concerta 54mg, tried waiting like an hour for it to kick in, and fell asleep. I don't get it, does the pill only work on certain days? Or are some of the pill placebos? Cause when I took it on Tuesday I was able to do so much stuff, but now it does nothing.

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

I know I'm stoned but this top makes my boobs look kinda nice

Selfie of me from the neck down. My red crop top kinda makes my boobs look kinda nice and big. And also my tummy is visible bc of the crop top and its kinda pretty if you are into that sort of thing

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

I think I'll tell my psychiatrist that 54mg of Concerta / Methylphenidate ER is what works. I've done all the errands I've been postponing for over a week in a single day. And the day is not over yet. She already said she's not giving me Adderall anyways, and the next thing to try is Modafinil

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

Since when is pad Thai spicy?? I'm sweating and my nose is dripping and my eyes are tearing up and my lips feel bad tingly and this is awful.

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

So apparently after months of trying to navigate buying insurance off-exchange, it turns out that it doesn't exist. Or at least that's what I'm being told. If I can't buy insurance I can't afford FFS, and although getting a bunch more face piercings would help, it's not the same.

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Mostly Marzipan @axiomaticanarchy.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

So, that new #Marathon event huh?

Pomni T A D C, captioned as saying "I think we need to abandon the idea of Marathon season 3."

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

Master Chief in da soda

A can of Pineapple Fanta with the Master Chief from Halo on the can

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

OK so who's going with me?

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

So 54mg of Concerta, huh?

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

Instead of going to a rave last night I fell asleep and then spent the night trying to clean my place a bit. Instead of a failure to go out, I'm calling it "being responsible". I HAVE to go out tonight, tho, the dysphoria is killing me and I NEED to beat it up with dance and ket.

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

Went to the hair stylist yesterday to get a cut and redye my hair red, and the hair stylist pulled my hair up, and seeing my face without my hair to hide it was such an awful and dysphoric experience that I like, NEED FFS. I want to be pretty enough that I can post selfies.

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

One of these days I need to get really high and try to figure out how makeup works / if makeup even works for my face. I have tried it a couple of times in the past, but I look so terrible I immediately give up, so maybe being high will make it more bearable?

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ZoeSoft @zoesoft.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

apparently my debit card got hacked and I have to wait to get a new one and that's so not fair cause I was about to buy a poster of a trans girl's dick. Is there no justice in this world??

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