Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 01/10/2026Frustrated, but not bereft of hope. I'll just keep working hard on catching up. Truth is, if I had no debts I'd be able to keep up with rent no problem like most of the past decade. Blugh. I've already made a ton of progress this past month so that has me feeling good. GOTTA FOCUS ON THE GOAL. 010
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 01/10/2026I wish folks wouldn't use words like "guarantee" and "promise" if plans can fall through just because they weren't actually sure after all. 100
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 01/10/2026I should've known better. Guess I gotta rely on my brother for roommate plans. 100
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 15/09/2026NOTE TO SELF: Nothing else matters, just love and survive right now. Succeed. Don't give up. Just keep going. KEEP THE DEMONS AT BAY!!!! LOL 040
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 06/09/2026I'd describe it as a "motivated anger" but it's still mostly just seething anger at the world and wanting to make my personal little corner of it better. Just sick of things being the same every single day. I'm gonna push myself. 020
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 06/09/2026There's been an anger building in my chest for the past week and I feel like I'm about to explode!!!!!!!!!! I'm so tired of life being this way!!!!!!! I mean I guess anger is somewhat preferable to depression in some ways. BUT STILL!!!!!! LOL 140
Reposted by DemumumuEZRA 🗝 ROSE @sheydgarden.bsky.social · 28/08/2026sometimes. you just gotta stop everything. & do miniature leather-working for a thrifted plush rat who was missing an ear (her name is Bugbane) 491837710
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 03/09/2026Man. I'm like.. "okay," but I feel so lost and hopeless. It's so hard for me to stay optimistic with the way my personal life is, and the state of the world. There are some good things and great people in my life, but everything else feels dreadful. 120
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 03/09/2026I got a CRT TV today for free!! Really happy. It's nothing fancy but it's now my lil 14" CReaTure and I love it. It's this model: crtdatabase.com/crts/toshiba...crtdatabase.comToshiba 14AF44 | CRT Database
14" flat-screen color TV manufactured by Orion and sold by Toshiba.  Features a full set of inputs ... 060
Reposted by DemumumuPuni @punnybuni.bsky.social · 28/08/2026My favourite lessers #splatoonraiders 114035
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 29/08/2026Deep breaths!! It will be okay!! Just gotta keep putting my nose to the grindstone and things will be fine. 030
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 28/08/2026Ugh I wish that I just lived in the outskirts of town on a bigger, quieter piece of land.. and still have access to gigabit internet. LOL I wanna be surrounded by nature and a low stress environment without much happening every day... 010
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 28/08/2026I think tomorrow I'll treat myself to some spicy sippies 🍺 and just... relax with friends in VRC, and get drunk maybe for the first time in a looong time. I need some actual relaxation time. 140
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 23/08/2026Buuut I won't post commissioned pieces there anymore, unless it was commissioned on Twitter itself, to respect my non-Twitter clients and their characters. I feel like that's only natural. 000
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 23/08/2026Plus, like the VAST MAJORITY OF MY MUTUALS went back or never stopped posting there anyway. All that outrage and hate toward our peers for not leaving, only to go back, is really annoying. But whatever, I get it. A bunch of us are just trying to survive tbh, even if it means making sacrifices. 110
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 23/08/2026I might get lambasted for saying it, but leaving Twitter actually really fucked up my income, so I'm gonna crosspost my adopts n stuff there again. To maintain my livelihood, I don't have a choice. Moving here did expand my reach a bit, but it plateaued very quickly. 120
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 23/08/2026At my core I'm just a creature that wants to be comforted and held and taken care of. I'm not really built for this world, but I'm trying to make the most of it while I'm here. I wish I could have stability and security so I didn't have to talk about it so much. 020
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 23/08/2026I don't really care what people think of me too much, but it does sting at times. I'm doing my best, I'm being nice, I'm trying to work hard. I would like to think I'm a good person. My money problems aren't all I am. I hate that it's most of what people have seen from me for the past year though. 130
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 22/08/2026That's a huge compliment, thank you. I almost feel like I don't deserve it, given how inactive and withdrawn I am in even my own spaces haha. But still, thanks. :3 000
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 22/08/2026All that said, I'm always friendly by default 'cause why not? Trauma is a punk ass bitch tho. 130
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 22/08/2026Some folks can be overbearingly friendly and that's fine, but for someone like me who has been burned several times, it's less endearing and more suspect. It's difficult to detect whether someone has good intent or not when they're oddly friendly. I try to give benefit of the doubt, but still. 120
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 22/08/2026I think a big reason it's so hard for me to connect with people as a furry artist is bc of social climbers... It made me start being wary by default. :/ Or folks who make befriending me a "goal," instead of letting it happen naturally. That and folks who only wanna be friends w/ an artist. 260
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 22/08/2026It really is a challenge! I used to do it (poorly) back in my sparkledog days in like 2005 and I never wanna go back. LOL I love seeing your work pop up on my feed though. Keep it up. <3 110
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 17/08/2026To be honest, I'm still relearning how to connect with people on a normal level without feeling some degree of fear or apprehension. Being vulnerable is hard for me. If we've ever talked/interacted, I'm sorry for being so stiff & awkward. 030
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 17/08/2026Choosing myself and walking away from all the bad influences and drama-mongers is something I'll never, ever regret. I used to be surrounded by SO MANY bad people (partially my fault for being a doormat) and I just let things happen because I was afraid of conflict. 140
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 17/08/2026It seriously is... I've had dental problems since I was a kid due to an enamel problem despite always being very clean, so it's not a huuuge surprise but it still sucks. Blegh. 010
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 16/08/2026It just doesn't get any easier. One of my teeth just broke in half out of fucking nowhere while I was FALLING ASLEEP. What the actual fuck. And I literally cannot afford the dentist right now. This would cost like $2k+ to fix. 120
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 15/08/2026To be very honest, I wish I could go somewhere where I could live rent-free & bill-free, with very trusted friends, for a long time. lol 000
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 15/08/2026Sometimes I wish I had good family to go back to, so I could just rest without needing to worry about the world for a bit. Other than my brother, I feel kind of alone in the world at times family-wise. 100
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 06/08/2026I'm relieved that it's felt. I love my privacy, but I also get excited to overshare (and then get self-conscious about it) when I enjoy someone's company. I usually find myself in very impersonal situations with unfamiliar people, but I try to make the most of it. I need more closeness in my life! 020
Reposted by DemumumuBree | PAILBN Art @pailbn.bsky.social · 29/07/2026Whoops, my bad. #art #digitalart #flatart #furry #furryart #deer #anxiety 2250021483
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 05/08/2026I'd be a lot more interesting if I expressed myself in the same way I do in private, and shared more about myself, but it's so harddd and I don't like putting certain private stuff about myself online. lol 220
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 05/08/2026Sometimes I wish I had more meaningful things to say on social media than just posting about business stuff. I feel like I'm such a boring and uninteresting person, unless I'm able to talk one-on-one with people in private settings. 140
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 01/08/2026I know it's bad to compare yourself to others, but sometimes I see the amazing commissions my clients have gotten from other artists and I'm like "bro why'd you pick me, my art is shit in comparison" But then I remember "Wait, they PICKED me!!!" and I'm fine again. 030
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 21/07/2026It's actually been bad enough that I haven't wanted to meet up with friends due to embarrassment/shame. It's sucked. But once I'm back to "normal" I'll be good to go. :3 010
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 21/07/2026I'm still a FAT CHUD (kind of) but if folks saw my progress since a year ago they'd be like DAMNNNNN lmao 110
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 21/07/2026Still a ways to go but I'm way less heavy than I was, so I'm proud of that. Will likely reach my goal weight of ~160lbs within the next year or less. Hard to gauge due to muscle growth but yeah. 110
Demumumu @yap.demu.art · 21/07/2026This is random but I repeatedly gained & lost a lot of weight over the past few years due to stress and health problems and it's been a huge hit to my self-esteem. BUT!!! I've been exercising and dieting and I've successfully lost enough weight to fit into my previous size jeans!! HOORAY 160