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@xtoni.bsky.social
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isn't this the most important reason to live? barely keeping it together | disabled | addiction survivor 🔞thoughts, drawings and developments

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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 7h
this movie
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Mars Attacks! Aliens on Red Carpet
Alt: Mars Attacks! Aliens on Red Carpet
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
i can't tell if something is ai or not anymore and it pisses me off so badly
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
i hate being lied to with AI, it's called deception
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
i blame the internet
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
😂
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
💯 i suffer from the same horrible disease
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
because we were constantly criticized growing up by parents and teachers, then peers and now we do it ourselves subconciously and we don't even give ourselves permission to try and make mistakes in order to learn and be better and suffer from perfectionism, a kind of black or white thinking. maybe
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
beaut
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
are there people out there who love strangers the same way they love stray dogs and cats?
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
🤣🤣
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 26/08/2026
maybe it's the static sounds
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 26/08/2026
ah rain, it makes me want to stay around a little longer
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
hi, i'm drug addiction and i will steal your life and your mind from an early age and leave you completely mentally disabled, unable to work and unable to form any social relationships and let you in the care of others to survive
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
i agree, to me it's a 6 movie and also it was not for the cinema in my opinion
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
just feel like i don't want to be here anymore, again, because it's pointless
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 08/08/2026
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Loony Tunes Cat Melting on Stairs
ALT: Loony Tunes Cat Melting on Stairs
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 08/08/2026
the 11 year family dog is me imagine being employed and being given directions
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aleha_84 @aleha84.bsky.social · 05/08/2026
The magic of art
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 05/08/2026
❤️
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 01/08/2026
art is you, art is made by humans representing their soul
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 30/07/2026
like i have to every single day for 20+ years and counting. i do hope they get it, so they can feel the pain
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 30/07/2026
it, stop question it and dismiss it and go through it
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 30/07/2026
i used to think that i was a bad person wanting for others to feel how my mental illness feels so they can stop judging and diminishing my pain and minimize it, but not anymore, i really wish for them to get it, to feel it, the permanence, the chronicity of it, so they can just believe me when i say
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 27/07/2026
nothing is going to happen if i'm dead, the world will still be the same, might as well enjoy the pain and the moments of calmness and fuck everyone else who hates or despise people who can't defend themselves
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 27/07/2026
want to have a deep conversation here with someone that knows how to listen and doesn't know what internet is
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 27/07/2026
i can't look at walruses normally any more after seeing that movie with Justin Long
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Sylessae @sylessae.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
Buy a cheap sketchbook and just start drawing. Buy a cheap sketchbook and just start drawing. Buy a cheap sketchbook and just start drawing. Buy a cheap sketchbook and just start drawing. Buy a cheap sketchbook and just start drawing. Buy a cheap sketchbook and just start drawing.
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
They look great!
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 23/07/2026
insane take
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 23/07/2026
Without downloading any new pictures, where are you mentally?
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max. @maxidango.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
maintenance [oc c0mm for @ SpaceRanmaj]
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
your account with games on it to other people or pass it on to your relatives, total control of the game licenses.
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
and 3. the same thing they are doing with gift activation method, the game remains stuck on your account, you can't sell it anymore after you "used it" on your account, that's why games on CDs and physical media should not disappear. they even have draconic conditions now that you can't even sell
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
time when the prices will be "on sale" will be controlled exclusively by the games selling platform, as opposed to people selling the game if it was on CDs between themselves or on marketplaces for cheaper than they bought it and also because of time passed.
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
for the license to play the game/s, 2. price control means even if the game is 3-4-5 and even more years old they will still sell it for the same price as when it first hit the digital shelves, look at games that are being sold now on various store platforms like steam, epic games, etc., the only
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
the problem with physical disks is the following, if they remove them completely they will have total authority and control over your purchased product, both on availability and pricing. for instance, 1. if they decide to remove it from your account or the store then is gone forever even if paid
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 20/07/2026
makes sense
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Metin Seven, Moon Child's dad 🌝 @seven.eurosky.social · 19/07/2026
Two-panel comic. The first panel shows a barren wasteland, with two figures crying "What happened to modern gaming?!" "There is no passion anymore…" In the second panel, you see a green oasis in the background, where a figure sits in a chair, playing indie games on a screen.
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 18/07/2026
were more like memes
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Phillip M Jackson @jollyjack.bsky.social · 15/07/2026
AI really IS just modern-day Spirograph: a mathematical practice to generate an image that has been automated to the point where the user requires little to no understanding of the mechanics at work..... allowing room for the delusion that THEY created something.
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 15/07/2026
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 15/07/2026
i have the same thing
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 13/07/2026
if you have brain damage from past addictions and you're not a scumbag, i want to be your friend
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 12/07/2026
i hope you find someone to love you for at least as much as you want and need
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aleha_84 @aleha84.bsky.social · 19/04/2026
Rain, panels and code music: liminalyx - cold loneliness
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aleha_84 @aleha84.bsky.social · 10/07/2026
Night stairs 2
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 09/07/2026
no ammount of grass touching can fix me anymore
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 09/07/2026
i want someone to hire me the same way the government hires that guy mitch mcconnell
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
a lot of them are too complicated or have more enterteinment value that chase views instead of learning value to build knowledge upon
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
this might be the reason of life
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