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@xtoni.bsky.social
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isn't this the most important reason to live? barely keeping it together | disabled | addiction survivor 🔞thoughts, drawings and developments

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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 21h
i can't tell if something is ai or not anymore and it pisses me off so badly
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
i hate being lied to with AI, it's called deception
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
are there people out there who love strangers the same way they love stray dogs and cats?
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 26/08/2026
ah rain, it makes me want to stay around a little longer
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
hi, i'm drug addiction and i will steal your life and your mind from an early age and leave you completely mentally disabled, unable to work and unable to form any social relationships and let you in the care of others to survive
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
just feel like i don't want to be here anymore, again, because it's pointless
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 08/08/2026
the 11 year family dog is me imagine being employed and being given directions
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aleha_84 @aleha84.bsky.social · 05/08/2026
The magic of art
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 01/08/2026
art is you, art is made by humans representing their soul
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 30/07/2026
i used to think that i was a bad person wanting for others to feel how my mental illness feels so they can stop judging and diminishing my pain and minimize it, but not anymore, i really wish for them to get it, to feel it, the permanence, the chronicity of it, so they can just believe me when i say
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 27/07/2026
nothing is going to happen if i'm dead, the world will still be the same, might as well enjoy the pain and the moments of calmness and fuck everyone else who hates or despise people who can't defend themselves
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 27/07/2026
want to have a deep conversation here with someone that knows how to listen and doesn't know what internet is
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 27/07/2026
i can't look at walruses normally any more after seeing that movie with Justin Long
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Sylessae @sylessae.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
Buy a cheap sketchbook and just start drawing. Buy a cheap sketchbook and just start drawing. Buy a cheap sketchbook and just start drawing. Buy a cheap sketchbook and just start drawing. Buy a cheap sketchbook and just start drawing. Buy a cheap sketchbook and just start drawing.
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 23/07/2026
Without downloading any new pictures, where are you mentally?
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max. @maxidango.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
maintenance [oc c0mm for @ SpaceRanmaj]
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
the problem with physical disks is the following, if they remove them completely they will have total authority and control over your purchased product, both on availability and pricing. for instance, 1. if they decide to remove it from your account or the store then is gone forever even if paid
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Metin Seven, Moon Child's dad 🌝 @seven.eurosky.social · 19/07/2026
Two-panel comic. The first panel shows a barren wasteland, with two figures crying "What happened to modern gaming?!" "There is no passion anymore…" In the second panel, you see a green oasis in the background, where a figure sits in a chair, playing indie games on a screen.
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Phillip M Jackson @jollyjack.bsky.social · 15/07/2026
AI really IS just modern-day Spirograph: a mathematical practice to generate an image that has been automated to the point where the user requires little to no understanding of the mechanics at work..... allowing room for the delusion that THEY created something.
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 13/07/2026
if you have brain damage from past addictions and you're not a scumbag, i want to be your friend
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 12/07/2026
i hope you find someone to love you for at least as much as you want and need
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aleha_84 @aleha84.bsky.social · 19/04/2026
Rain, panels and code music: liminalyx - cold loneliness
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aleha_84 @aleha84.bsky.social · 10/07/2026
Night stairs 2
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 09/07/2026
no ammount of grass touching can fix me anymore
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 09/07/2026
i want someone to hire me the same way the government hires that guy mitch mcconnell
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 02/07/2026
what are some free resources that are very beginner friendly to improve someones(me) drawing skills?
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 02/07/2026
i haven't drawn in so long, i hate that i that i need to care about survival which i'm bad at instead of caring about developing new hobby habits as skills
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VGC @videogameschronicle.com · 29/06/2026
The three largest RAM manufacturers in the world are being sued for allegedly working together to fix the supply and price of memory, leading to the recent surge in price for consumers. www.videogameschronicle.com/news/ram-man...
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RAM manufacturers have been sued for allegedly fixing prices and supply, leading to increased costs | VGC
The class action lawsuit claims Samsung, SK Hynix and Micron have been squeezing supply…
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 28/06/2026
enshittification
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 27/06/2026
i wish bluesky had a watch history as well
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 23/06/2026
training myself to accept trials and errors
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ContempraInn 🌹 @contemprainn.bsky.social · 23/06/2026
These small primates 🐵 are pygmy marmosets, recognized as the smallest monkeys in the world snacking on peas 🫛
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 21/06/2026
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Rick Grimes Returns - The Walking Dead
ALT: Rick Grimes Returns - The Walking Dead
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Ellis Rosen @ellisjrosen.bsky.social · 19/06/2026
Car mechanic looking at car with crazy stuff under the hood: “here’s your problem: the cartoonist has no idea what the inside of a car looks like.”
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 16/06/2026
i will never pay anyone online or irl to undress themselves
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 08/06/2026
i need patience but my brain has other plans
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 08/06/2026
my brain is killing me, always with "what's the point", always pain
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 20/05/2026
no offense to the devs, everything was good about the game, except that i struggled and forced myself to play disco elysium, first i didn't know that something more depressing than me exists and i knew how much i hate politics so this combination of depressing + politics was a brainfuck in a bad way
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 18/05/2026
rewrite the world from scratch, we are living on hundreds or thousands of years old stories made by people who are long dead since then, how can the whole world became so castrated to accept to be run by geriatrics?
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 09/05/2026
how do you appreciate the effort if there is no effort anymore?
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 03/05/2026
it used to be that brands meant quality and a certain value in the past, but with AI replacing the people who actually made that value and quality in the first place who made the brand, this means that brands are worthless garbage now people only
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 13/04/2026
one day, the suffering will end
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psudonym @psudonym.bsky.social · 04/04/2026
You gotta be tough, we'll make it through #cutiesaturday
A busty toned girl with cybernetic limbs and a giant arm is adjusting her glasses
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alex 🏖️ @paracausalex.siren-vibes.ts.net · 04/04/2026
sorry ur wife left u man. it was probably due to those datacenters yea. no i agree with u
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 17/03/2026
i was raised by a narcissist father who was traumatized as well. i didn't knew this until recently, after almost half my life is gone as well as more than half my brain. i am still in pain every day, but i only live for the moments that i forget i have anything and pain subsides, but then i
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Galmesh Rosewood @galmeshrosewood.bsky.social · 16/03/2026
Really disappointed by @digitalfoundry.bsky.social that I would trust as a reliable source to not be more wary and actually point out the all the issues we all see as concerns. I get you got to pay the bills, but this is harming your reputation to showcase what can only be called AI slop.
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 09/03/2026
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 02/03/2026
for the sake of my sanity and a little bit of closure going forward, i would like/beg the future of core game developers to give me the posibility of having the best ending if i want to after spending a minimum of 70-100s hours in your game. thanks.
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 03/02/2026
i need to get to drawing even if it's bad
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xalive @xtoni.bsky.social · 03/02/2026
don't hate, appreciate
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