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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Deleting several iterations of a post where I complain about things that are bothering me and hitting send on a classicly vague "wish I could disappear" instead

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Big Downer reponse, but prly bc dysthymia makes me forget specific details about media I feel / felt passionate about *AAAH!!* That being said, I am interested in relistening to any of these. Like a podcast book club, if you will. I forgot that you also like horror podcasts 😭

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

My other podcast recs are Wolf 359, The Magnus Archives, Alice Isn't Dead, Limetown, and The Black Tapes. I feel like these are outing me as being present on tumblr dot com during a specific time period.

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

God. Okay, just gonna throw it out there, but The Adventure Zone: Amnesty. I listened to it was it was being released back in 2018-2019 so I cannot speak for it now, but it hit for me back then. Don't judge it by the premise because ofc it makes it sound.....that way. Here's the Wikipedia entry:

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Yeah, buddy, it's my wife's car. She's the breadwinner and I'm grateful she lets me use her credit card and drive her car. Sarcasm bc it's my name and my car. I'm just beginning to live a Boy Named Sue kinda life and frankly it's amusing. ....sometimes anyway 💀

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I could tell he was befuddled by the name and face mismatch on the paperwork when I dropped the car off. But I didn't think it thrw him off /that/ much. Usually people go straight for the she/her button when they encounter the mismatch regardless of how I look.

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Had a funny interaction with the car service center today. A service tech who has never helped me before checked my vehicle in. When he called to tell me my car was ready for pickup this is how he responded after I answered the phone, "Yes, is this the [surname] household?" 💀

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Saw a candid photo of myself and didnt immediately want to perish so that's nice

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Which, of course, I feel pathetic about 🫡

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Been reading Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents. I'm only 40 pages in lmao. I thought I was going to be able to get through it easy but so far it's been triggering enough that I'm kinda struggling

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I don't want to be rude! I'm sorry lmfao Just tell me to get out I promise I wont take it personally and flip out 🤡 I'm just dumb and didn't check what time it is against your hours

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

"We don't have boba right now because we're not open." GIRL, WHY IS THE FRONT DOOR UNLOCKED AND THE "OPEN" LIGHT ON?? WHY DID YOU INVITE ME TO PLACE AN ORDER?? WHY DID YOU WAIT FOR ME TO REQUEST BOBA TO TELL ME YOU DON'T OPEN FOR ANOTHER 30MIN??? AAAAAHHH!!!

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Feel like shit and I just want whatever is wrong with me to be fixed :")

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Me searching, "how to overcome sunk cost fallacy" on the company computer

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Our middle manager got head-hunted for another position and I'm happy for him but also I want to scream because things are going to revert back to being shitty around here

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Definitely recommend giving it a try if you need a change

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

A few months ago I rearranged my BSky feeds so that mutuals is the first feed I see when I open the app. I did this because I tend to miss my moots posts in the sea of other things. The unintended consequence is that I scroll less, which, tbh is good. I think this is a healthy change

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

It's a good day to be an Orville Peck and Carly Rae Jepsen enjoyer

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Re-discovered a screenshot of one of my all time favorite Reddit posts. I think about this at least once a month.

Screenshot of a post from r/mantids subReddit. All the post text is in lowercase.
Title: "any advice (please)"
Photo: A preying mantis clinging to a ceiling upside down, just chillin. The picture's perspective is from the floor and is zoomed in. It's really high up there.
Post: "that is my ceiling. i am 5'4". from time of posting i have to go to work in 15 minutes this is not ideal"

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Anyone else's parents constantly send what feels like an endless flood of links to fb/insta reels with 0 context? It's fucking exhausting tbh. Letting boomers have smartphones was a mistake

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Her: Do you know any [surname]s by chance? Me: Hm... No, the name does sound really familiar. Although, I don't know if that's because I know of them or if it's, y'know, familiar in /that way/. Her: The old-ass German of it all? Me: EXACTLY!!

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

The hairdresser for the wedding is from western KS also. I love encountering another human who Gets It and when I say where I'm from they /know/

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Only time will tell if I can tolerate having my face painted for the whole day tho lmao

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Ohhh he's just a little guy 🥺

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

I think it's bc there was a gremlin telling me that putting makeup on would make me look like a woman again but like.......I just look like a fruity dude with makeup. And I like that.

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

This is the first time I've worn makeup in a loooonnnng time. I didn't expect to feel...gender euphoria?? Wearing makeup pre-transition = dysphoria Wearing makeup post-transition = gender euphoria???

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

My friend paid for someone to do hair and makeup for her wedding party. I'll be wearing a suite and more or less passing as a man (as far as 90% of the guests are concerned) but agreed to do makeup because 1) I don't want to look greasy in photos, and 2) I wanted to try it

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

I'm going to be thinking about this for awhile

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Oh no Salem is going to have to share his single braincell

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

Can't think about my job situation too much or I start to spiral lmao

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

I grew up closer to the Rockies. The climate out that way is more arid. I've been in Eastern KS for roughly a decade now and I still cannot tolerate the disgusting humidity. Why does it need to be hot and sticky at night too?

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Patiently waiting for Matt Bernstein to release a Mil0 Yi@nn0p0ul0s episode

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Being someone who likes to try new skincare and haircare stuff has been an act of restraint recently. Making myself use what I have before getting something different, but also I don't like the shampoo I have rn

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Going to go insane trying to contact local machining shops for work. Do y'all fuckin want business or not? What is the point of having contact forms, emails, and phone numbers if you don't respond to any of them?

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Getting a haircut for the first time in almost a year. I have no idea what I'm doing lmao. I wish I felt more inspired.

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

I hate it. But also I'm tired of being overlooked and taken advantage of 👌

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Unlearning the skill (curse) of anticipating the needs of others and then acting without being asked is such a difficult and maddening thing to experience

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

About to have a menty b at work because I'm 🎶sick of it*🎶 *work

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

Fellas is it fucked up to feel guilty and remorseful about not being a better parent for your younger sibling?

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

AND ALSO...it's a pretty heavy read emotionally so I'm a little hesitant. I think it would be good to do tho and I do want to

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

I've thought about re-reading Stone Butch Blues recently because I first read it pre-fully coming to terms with the reality of my existence (transness) and also during an downright awful period in my life

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

Hit 'em with the ol', "Ohhh, so that's who those characters are? I had no idea. Just stole this car. Thanks! Byeeeee!"

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

It was only at 10:40pm that I realized the reason today felt so difficult was because I forgot to take the medicine that anchors my dumb fucking helium filled brain to this god forsaken mortal coil (Vyvanse)

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

Want to go home AAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

I have so many feelings about rural, specifically frontier and remote areas, and want to do advocacy related to the topic AND ALSO I'm terrified at the thought of being known and struggle with making connections

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ΛՏTΞR 👽 @wizardcowboy.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

I'm deeply curious to know why she chose the setting. I see she spent most of her life in Colorado in the Denver burbs. I have to wonder if she had friends or family from that part of Kansas.

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