☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 22she’s my saving grace, my oasis, my quiet place, my lover, my protector, my baby boy, my other half, my moon, my life, my— ( damn. what isn’t he? ) … mine. 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 8mand so my womanhood became synonymous with endangerment. 001
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 19mi still want you, more than anyone else, to remain in my life. you will always be my best friend. and we've lost so much; so many friends recently. and i can't bear to lose you too. 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 27mi'm mildly curious if fate is protecting you from the curse that plagues this place. 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 40m“so your name is … ivy, right?” “ivory, sir.” 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 48mhe had washed all the blood off, but he could still feel it on his hands. 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 1h( he's tall and his eyes are bleeding. he's holding a pair of pliers. ) 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 1hi think i wait for people to hurt me, and when they do i feel a certain smugness at being right. and, after that, i just feel pain. 010
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 1hi may yet die poor, but i will die me. please. please. . please. . . Please. . ?! 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 1hi trap you in my ribcage, my body is your safe place! i'll never let you go, i'm addicted to the chase! 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 1hi’m human too, you know. ( nobody would believe that. ) 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 1hlet's pretend this never happened. you won. everyone smiled and clapped. you held flowers and wore a crown. everything is fine. everything is good. let's keep the world in this one kind moment. there's not going to be any blood. there was never any blood. congratulations. 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 1hall snapping fangs and thorns, bundled up in a little, inconspicuous package. no one would view her as a threat, no one would see her coming. 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 2hthis may be a house of God, but we don't welcome just any broken person in here and offer a service to them. this place is closed and i don't know how to make that anymore obvious to trouble-seeking, unwelcome-annoying-cockroaches! 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 2hWHAT WAS THE NAME OF THE MAN WHO OWNED THE HANDS OF WHICH I WAS MADE ?! WHO BUILT THE ARROGANT SHIP THAT I BECAME ?! WHO DESIGNED THIS SHAME ?! 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 2hyou have no idea how much pain i’m in. it’s like being cut open everyday, bleeding onto the stones. i can’t understand how any of you failed to see the blood . . . 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 2hthe moment i met him . . . i knew that my life had become something entirely different. 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 2hyou love me , yet you hurt me don’t know why i let you in but that’s just how it is that’s just how it is . 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 3hi'm so envious of you. a bird born in a cage never realizes it's a prisoner. it doesn't even know its not free. it just dies happily in its cage. 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 3hwithout you, i can't go on. you're a guiding light, to which i'm drawn. . . when you touch my face, i know i'm gone, your existence is a paragon! 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 3hwhoa! "pathetic dog"? call me what i am! if she wanted me to kill myself, i'd probably understand. 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 3hhe said that last word so loudly that i stepped back again and now i was crying properly and god i hated myself, i hated myself so much. i’m sorry, i’m sorry, i’m sorry, i’m sorry, i’m sorry. . . 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 3hthey tell me, shaking their heads: "you should've been kinder. you are somehow furious." i used to be kind. it didn't last long. 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 4hso she told me to come over and i took the trip and then she pulled out my mushroom tip and when it came out it went drip drip driI can't fucking take this seriously im so sorry 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 4hif God or the Devil or any other all-powerful cowardly beings has a problem with how i am, then i implore them to take their fucking shot! 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 4hif God or the Devil or any other all-powerful cowardly beings has a problem with how i am, then i implore them to take their fucking shot! 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 4hi crush her against me. i want to be part of her. not just inside her but all around her. i want our rib cages to crack open and our hearts to migrate and merge. i want our cells to braid together like living thread. 010
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 4hIF I COULD I SURELY WOULD STAND ON THE ROCK WHERE MOSES STOOD 011
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 5ha spider, a spinner, believe her, she's a mother 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 5htonight, we've survived out of pity and spite. 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 5hyou can't keep doing shitty things and then feel bad about yourself like that makes it okay. you need to be better! you are all the things that are wrong with you. 010
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 5h( it's a plush doll of an angel with bear - like characteristics. you're struggling to remember the name of this one.... ) 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 5hblasphemy? before what? god? a god repulsed by the miserable humanity he created in his own image? i will not be shackled by the failures of your god. 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 5hyou are powerless here. you can only watch. ( but you're used to that. you've done it before. ) 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 6hnever again will i be gentle. i will be bloodied knuckles and scuffed elbows. i will remain tough. 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 6hi, i will embrace, embrace your membranes, your bones and keep you cool. then, i will squeeze out, squeeze out your evil, your grim and your woe. transform myself once and for all. sink into the tub. . . 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 6hyou're letting someone else's death haunt you, and killing yourself as an individual. 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 6hI’LL TEAR DOWN YOUR GATES WITH MY BARE FUCKING HANDS AND BURN THE WORLD THAT YOU RULE OVER. 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 6hi lay my masculinity at the altar of your maidenhood 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 7hthe salicylic acid to my soft , sensitive skin the ice cold freezing water to the burning deep within 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 7h( angels are terribly scary. i've never truthfully prayed to one before. ) 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 7hshe looks in the mirror & the same sunken eyes her mother wore stare back at her. 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 7h?WON SI REHTORB RUOY EREHW WONK OUY OD ?EM REBMEMER ,DNEIRF DLO RUOY S'TI .OLLEH 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 7hthe bear loved the deer, it was obvious. it ripped the deer’s throat out, and then licked the dying deer with the most passionate affection. i thought of you and me. 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 7hand so my womanhood became synonymous with endangerment. 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 8hno home anymore. nowhere to return. my house is a ruin, a cemetery. 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 8h" da - jeong, tell me. . . do you atone now ? " 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 8hso if you’ll forgive me, i’m quite busy. my skull’s got a date with the floor this evening. . . ( and the silly thing won’t bash in itself. . ! ) 000
☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 @whenharmoniashines.bsky.social · 8hwhat the fuck was the point in confiding in them all the secrets i was hiding inside the contempt if the ones i call friends can't even depend on the thought that i'm not constantly lying to them? 000