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Martha Crawford @whatashrinkthinks.com · 01/10/2026

We can’t leave home until things dry out but we are nice and dry with plenty of supplies

A dirt road that has turned into thick, slippery mud.

An arroyo spilling out into a dirt toad leaving a deep trench

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Martha Crawford @whatashrinkthinks.com · 26/09/2026

Photos from home while I’m wrangling kids in the Bay Area

A dog and a fire in a wood burning stove with a southwestern horizon through the window

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Martha Crawford @whatashrinkthinks.com · 22/09/2026

Santa Fe is distributing sandbags in anticipation of flooding rains tomorrow and Wed 30 bags per person.

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Martha Crawford @whatashrinkthinks.com · 19/09/2026

When I realized it was closing off my route back. Hid under a bridge for a bit to catch my breath.

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Martha Crawford @whatashrinkthinks.com · 19/09/2026

The edge of the storm cell that I would soon be caught in on my bike. Made it home without being struck by lightning and before the hail at least.

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Martha Crawford @whatashrinkthinks.com · 16/09/2026

Walking stick on the window sheltering from the rain.

Walking stick bug on the window from the inside cloudy skies behind.

Walking stick from outside. Cat investigates from indoors

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Martha Crawford @whatashrinkthinks.com · 14/09/2026

Anniversary dinner: 37 years together. 32 years married

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Martha Crawford @whatashrinkthinks.com · 13/09/2026

He brought another in that couldn’t run away!

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Martha Crawford @whatashrinkthinks.com · 11/09/2026

Yesterday was the 32nd anniversary of our elopement! thirty two YEARS!

The two of us at the spot where we eloped to while I was in cancer treatment probably 2019

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Martha Crawford @whatashrinkthinks.com · 10/09/2026

And a wee rain cloud at the foot of the Sandias

A mountain horizon, pink and blue sunset colored clouds and a small rain cloud

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Martha Crawford @whatashrinkthinks.com · 03/09/2026

Amen “The cutting up of the real effects the real itself” hyper-individualistic lenses cut up the realities of nature into isolated pieces This effects all of nature itself Just from *looking* at the world and each other that waty let alone how it drives actions entangled interdependent

From Modernity to Cosmodernity
Science, Culture. and Spirituality

by
Basarab Nicolesca

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Martha Crawford @whatashrinkthinks.com · 03/09/2026

I had a dream about shopping with my dead mother for a last minute function I had to attend and the only thing we found that felt like it would work was a tree dress with a breezy silk shoulder wrap

A very rudimentary drawing of the tree dress. Roots on the skirt, leaves and branches and flowers on the top

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Martha Crawford @whatashrinkthinks.com · 21/08/2026

Having a second dip into this text - which was delicious and dense and required a pause but stayed in my primary stack. I’m noticing that I can’t understand what I am reading, and almost skip to the next paragraph But then a spontaneous image, or his image pops in like 💡 Interesting reading

A photo of a book and its title handprinted on a tablet

FROM MODERNITY TO COSMODERNITY:

Basarab Nicolesca

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Martha Crawford @whatashrinkthinks.com · 17/08/2026

Smoke plume from the Frijoles fire taken from the Spur trail

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Martha Crawford @whatashrinkthinks.com · 16/08/2026

People just say all sorts of things on here with absolute certainty wild.

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Martha Crawford @whatashrinkthinks.com · 14/08/2026

Sorry - alt text was glitching Here is my second try:

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Everybody is furious at Mr Lipton for saying this but it appears to be true. Here's the WSJ:
Leavitt had a reputation for being helpful to inquiring reporters: Replies to requests for comment often arrived with friendly exclamation points-even if she had just berated some of them for a "stupid question" in the briefing room moments before.
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@ Eric Lipton NYTO @ericlipton.nytimes.com • 1d
One you might find surprising. White House press secretary Karoline Leavitt & members of her team have been extremely helpful in responding to questions I raise. Regardless of public facing commentary, privately they are willing to engage and address questions. And I have appreciated that. Thank you
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Martha Crawford @whatashrinkthinks.com · 14/08/2026

I would say that this reflects journalists who cannot recognize the kind of disorganized attachment that frequently emerges around abuse.

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Martha Crawford @whatashrinkthinks.com · 11/08/2026

Usually there are very large mountains

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Martha Crawford @whatashrinkthinks.com · 11/08/2026

And have been. May something be born from it all: www.whatashrinkthinks.com/essays/a-mot...

From her body parts he builds the stars and constellations, built arbor lined pathways using her ribs, her liver becomes the crescent moon. Her saliva becomes the clouds in the sky and the rains that fall.
From her head he forms the mountains and
springs and streams emerge from her wounds. The Tigris and Euphrates pour out from her eyes. Her breasts form treeless hills and fells, her thigh becomes the central post which hold up the skies.

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Martha Crawford @whatashrinkthinks.com · 10/08/2026

Smoke is terrible. The Frijole fire keeps doubling in size: Cundiyo and Cerro Piñon put on “Ready” evacuation status

Screen shot from Watch Duty app:

4:311
WATCH DUTY

Frijoles Fire
~2.8 Miles NE of Cerro Piñon
Santa Fe County, NM
ACRES
4,158.6
CONTAINMENT
0%

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Martha Crawford @whatashrinkthinks.com · 08/08/2026

The Frijoles fire (650 acres) as seen from the Spur trail

A large black column of smoke on the high desert horizon

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Martha Crawford @whatashrinkthinks.com · 08/08/2026

Don’t follow me if this is your profile picture because I’ll block you instantly

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Martha Crawford @whatashrinkthinks.com · 06/08/2026

I gotta stop trying to see through the distances

Keep walking, though there's no place to get to.
Don't try to see through the distances.
That's not for human beings.
Move within,
But don't move the way fear makes you move.
If you are irritated by every rub, how will your mirror be polished?
Start a huge, foolish project, like Noah...it makes absolutely no difference what people think of you.
- Rumi

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Martha Crawford @whatashrinkthinks.com · 31/07/2026

This is how the cat begs - about 5 x a day- for catnip which we keep in the drawer above the cupboard.

A cat has opened the lower cupboard and stands half in half out & looks back at me hoping I’ll give him MORE catnip immediately after I gave him catnip

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Martha Crawford @whatashrinkthinks.com · 28/07/2026

Dream of finding an elder parrot, forgotten for many years in a bottom drawer- I felt crushed that I had left it there for so long and it was very kind about it, very dehydrated. I wondered how it survived but I was so grateful to be reunited. It placed its head on my chest and sighed

I wanted to spend more time with the parrot than the dream permitted so I drew it as a way to hang out for a while. Yellow headed. Green body. Red eye.

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