ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 6hi need encouragement today. please. just whatever you can spare. 210
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 03/10/2026before i was a gamedev i was a console modder. loved rigging lights and wireless controllers and aftermarket cases and storage. not really worth doing on modern consoles but those oldschool ones were so fun. ofc now theyre classic and maybe its worth doing again? would be so very cool. 130
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 03/10/2026One flew past me as I was walking out of work. Might've been yours. 000
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 02/10/2026woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 110
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 02/10/2026now i lay me down to sleep i hope and wish nice peeps to peep but alas, it's after 9pm so bluesky's posting porn again they get so horny after dark the night and day are different, starkly so instead i think ill hide inside dont wanna break their awesome stride but tonight is more a gentle dream <3 030
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 01/10/2026roses are red violets are blue work is so stupid can i hang out with you i dont want to be here and everything hurts i kind of want a tomato and to wear a cute skirt and a nap sounds nice to let the wounds rest you could be there, too put your head on my chest give my new heart a listen <3 251
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 30/09/2026today kicked my ass. ...guess ill do it again tommorow. only way to get any better. 340
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 29/09/2026one foot in front of the other. i actually can't feel the change from day to day. but week to week, i can, for sure. so. next week will be better. 'til then. one foot in front of the other. 141
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 28/09/2026as i go to sleep i am scare because tommorow will be so hard or might be it could be terrible and i still have anxiety side effects from the surgery and i dont know what to do so imma just go to sleep or try to pls fates let me sleep a sleep before whatever tommorow brings i am tired goodnight <3 120
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 27/09/2026i guess i have to.come back to life now i work tommorow im not ready gonna do it anyway send help or like, chocolate 230
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 17/09/2026it still hurts i thought it would be better by now ): 230
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ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 14/09/2026sorry i been quiet. am home now, am tryna rest. everything is still difficult. everything still hurts. its getting better maybe? definitely healing. the scars get a little smaller every day. ...but the anxiety is still there. and its still kicking my ass. not as bad as that first week. but. :( 030
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 14/09/2026i stopped scrolling for a second and mouthed the word 'whoa'. <3 120
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 11/09/2026today has been a shitshow so far. maybe itll end when i get home? 010
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 10/09/2026do i look as exhausted as i feel? either way. going home shortly. (pls ignore the fact that hospital conditioner just ruins my hair D:< ) 150
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 10/09/2026today i go home. wish me luck. im half asleep, exhausted, anxious, nervous. im good at this stuff even on a bad day. but feeling the things. ..but home is where the hormones are. that should help. 120
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 10/09/2026well i now know the price placed on my life. now to convince them im worth much, much less. 130
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ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 09/09/2026im ready. to go forth and be more alive than ive ever been. runnin a brand new four-artery hemi and im unstoppable aside from the whole lungs still reinflating thing. gonna paint with the big girl colors this time. >:3 we gots work to do. 050
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 08/09/2026got a second nights sleep. so it wasnt a fluke, ive regained the ability to sleep. woke up in a panic attack because someone made the bed flat while i was out. but eh, not that big a deal. more sleep means more recovery maybe! in a couple hours ill get to move around and see how im doing. 030
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 08/09/2026tentatively, might get to go home saturday. will still take a couple weeks before going back to work, have to let the scars completely skin over and get a bit more endurance back for the more distal motions like crouching or kneeling. plus im under sternal precautions for another two months. still. 040
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 08/09/2026as in, thats _prior_ to the heart attack. heart attack completely knocked out the widowmaker artery. ...and now ive got all four quadrants pumping again at > 0.8 fractions. basically a new girl :3 aside from the scars and pain at least but pffft 140
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 08/09/2026todays progress was night and day. i walked laps, basically jogging. did stairs. moved all about the room. went to three different gyms. got in and out of the dummy car. not using a walker anymore. amazing what sleep n coffee can do. i had lost 80% of my heart function. its wierd to have it back. <3 150
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 07/09/2026the best part about you quoteposting it is that i get to like it twice <3 120
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 07/09/2026okay muscles reporting in that i am in fact still half dead but who cares, i had coffee <3 030
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 07/09/2026COOFFEEEEEEEEEEEEEE i had coffeee !!!!!1!!!11 they let me have coffee i did 15 minutes on a bike and walked all the way to the nurses station AND BACK i wasnt half dead i was just uncaffeinated 351
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 07/09/2026omg i sleeped!! first time since the surgery was able to go to bed and wake up the next morning without PTSD panic attacks stopping me from laying down i love sleeps i feel so rested lol 260
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 07/09/2026yes ik im still half dead im srry im working on it, promise 010
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 06/09/2026took three doordash attempts to get a lightweight vneck that mostly fits lol if only i knew i was gonna near-death that night id have dressed for the occasion <3 110
ms. vibrant 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 06/09/2026for the spicy version check out my onlyfans (or just dm me cuz i dont have one); below the gash are a few... holes which i dont mind showing if anyones actually curious 100