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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 30/09/2026

today kicked my ass. ...guess ill do it again tommorow. only way to get any better.

ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 29/09/2026

one foot in front of the other. i actually can't feel the change from day to day. but week to week, i can, for sure. so. next week will be better. 'til then. one foot in front of the other.

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 28/09/2026

as i go to sleep i am scare because tommorow will be so hard or might be it could be terrible and i still have anxiety side effects from the surgery and i dont know what to do so imma just go to sleep or try to pls fates let me sleep a sleep before whatever tommorow brings i am tired goodnight <3

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 27/09/2026

i guess i have to.come back to life now i work tommorow im not ready gonna do it anyway send help or like, chocolate

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 17/09/2026

it still hurts i thought it would be better by now ):

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Basil 🌱 @basil-mage.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Survives somehow

drawing of a puppy with the caption; "I have survived everything I thought I wouldn't and I'll survive this too"

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Vivian (Now Loading) @aeonlamb.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

more videogames should have a dedicated button to talking to a little freak of a woman

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 14/09/2026

sorry i been quiet. am home now, am tryna rest. everything is still difficult. everything still hurts. its getting better maybe? definitely healing. the scars get a little smaller every day. ...but the anxiety is still there. and its still kicking my ass. not as bad as that first week. but. :(

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 11/09/2026

today has been a shitshow so far. maybe itll end when i get home?

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 10/09/2026

do i look as exhausted as i feel? either way. going home shortly. (pls ignore the fact that hospital conditioner just ruins my hair D:< )

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 10/09/2026

today i go home. wish me luck. im half asleep, exhausted, anxious, nervous. im good at this stuff even on a bad day. but feeling the things. ..but home is where the hormones are. that should help.

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 10/09/2026

well i now know the price placed on my life. now to convince them im worth much, much less.

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「 ✦ Jdog ✦ 」 @jdogtoocool.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Good morning everyone! Also happy Nintendo Direct day 😁

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Itzah's Rosalina Pixel Art

ALT: Itzah's Rosalina Pixel Art

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 09/09/2026

im ready. to go forth and be more alive than ive ever been. runnin a brand new four-artery hemi and im unstoppable aside from the whole lungs still reinflating thing. gonna paint with the big girl colors this time. >:3 we gots work to do.

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 08/09/2026

got a second nights sleep. so it wasnt a fluke, ive regained the ability to sleep. woke up in a panic attack because someone made the bed flat while i was out. but eh, not that big a deal. more sleep means more recovery maybe! in a couple hours ill get to move around and see how im doing.

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 08/09/2026

todays progress was night and day. i walked laps, basically jogging. did stairs. moved all about the room. went to three different gyms. got in and out of the dummy car. not using a walker anymore. amazing what sleep n coffee can do. i had lost 80% of my heart function. its wierd to have it back. <3

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 07/09/2026

COOFFEEEEEEEEEEEEEE i had coffeee !!!!!1!!!11 they let me have coffee i did 15 minutes on a bike and walked all the way to the nurses station AND BACK i wasnt half dead i was just uncaffeinated

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 07/09/2026

omg i sleeped!! first time since the surgery was able to go to bed and wake up the next morning without PTSD panic attacks stopping me from laying down i love sleeps i feel so rested lol

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 06/09/2026

the slightest bit of life and dignity returns to her. she not ded yet :3 she even got dressed today by herself. big step lol.

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 06/09/2026

more gore! cw: post op bruising, closed wounds pretty much every limb is covered in gore atm. and thats not even counting, yknow, surgery scars on the torso. i have no radial pulse in this wrist anymore. pls dont declare me dead yet lol

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 05/09/2026

fun trivia: as part of my procedure, ive had my radial artery removed, and no longer have a radial artery pulse.

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 05/09/2026

microwaved death. this is what you came for. wait, wait i mean i lived, bitch >:3

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 04/09/2026

yknow imma hafta make a gam about this experience XD

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 04/09/2026

day.. whatever it is. i can stand. and move. and use the bathroom by myself. i get dizzy if i move, still speaking in like 5-6 word breaths, and am so weak that picking up a pencil is an epic undertaking where safety is not guranteed. ...but i am alive. and only partially miserable.

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daily bunnies 🐇✨ @dailybunnies.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

A light brown bunny cuddles in a soft blanket. The overlaid text reads: "It has gotten better before and it will again."

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 01/09/2026

cleaning the boood and the betadyne tenderly from my hands and realizing all the bruises dont wash away

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 31/08/2026

to anyone who has had heart surgery. im so sorry. i had no idea.

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 31/08/2026

everything still huets pretty bad. but less than it did. ...but the nights are still the worst. havent slept since the surgery.

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 28/08/2026

it hurts so much more than i ever imagined. new types of pain. flashes of searing light from the pain dimension. but today is better than yesterday.

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 26/08/2026

its time. gonna go survive a thing rq. see you all soon <3 i want a chocolate milkshake on the other side of all this. yeah, imma look forward to that. :3

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 26/08/2026

for the road, yknow? this is me. this is who i am. and how far i got. not nearly done evolving, if i have any say in it. but in case i dont. i exist. and i am me. and i am full of love. and life. and proud of who i am. and how far ive come. and ill come back soon and tell you all about it <3

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 25/08/2026

so my autopsy begins at 8:30am tommorow AKST. ill be put to sleep shortly thereafter, and either wake up with a rebuilt ticker, or... just stay asleep for the Big Nap. ngl, wouldnt be the worst ending. ...but i still have a few other things i wanna do. if i survive ill have a part metal ribcage :D

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 25/08/2026

still alive! sometime today ill be prepped and early tommorow i go to sleep, to whatever end. :3

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 25/08/2026

lol any #trans women in Alaska wanna visit me at Providence tommorow in case i dont pull through the surgery? i dont wanna go without having met someone else like me <3 i know, i know, alaska's not a real place. but you never know. maybe someone else is imaginary too and that would be delightful <3

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 25/08/2026

i get to go for a walk soon. on a leash, ofc. by a human. and im excited for it. i has become doggirl? questionmark?

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 24/08/2026

i wonder if anyone has a kink for a hottie with a failed heart? just think maybe im some special pervert's dream girl rn 😊

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 24/08/2026

still alive. getting used to hospital life lol. idk what to make of anything anymore. but fortunately the rumors id heard about hospital food were greatly exaggerated, this stuff is amazing. easily the best veggie wrap ive ever had in my life.

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 24/08/2026

so theyre going to stop my heart for an extended period. thats kinda cool. apparently ill be put on an artificial heart for the duration while they build me some new heart parts. i wonder if i can opt in for some rockbell automail?

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 24/08/2026

got a tiny bit of good news. recovery is sounding less impossible. still super hard. but surviveableassuming insurvive being cracked open like a cold one, ofc.

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 23/08/2026

i broke down sobbing while filling out the paperwork about my wishes after i die. guess it just got a little real there. was pretty much just one request. dont let anyone deadname me posthumously. hopefully it wont matter. 🤞 sorry for rambling on. i dont have anyone here. you guys are what i got <3

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 23/08/2026

surgery is wednesday. they need more time to tune me up before cracking me open. consent forms are signed, so its pretty official.

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 23/08/2026

it just takes some time little girl you're in the middle of the ride, everything, everything will be just fine everything, everything will be alright

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 23/08/2026

still kickin'. surgery should be tommorowish. in the meantime in super weak (because of the broken heart) but im in cardiac icu and they takin good care of me. ill keep yall posted. <3

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ms. vibrant 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @vibrant.lgbt · 22/08/2026

airplane ride to the hospital because i stopped being able to breathe. fun stuff <3. am stable now damn tho was so painful

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