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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 7h

So many songs that hit today. I've attempted to be in a better mood but no dice. Maybe I will feel better after eating since I've had nothing since yesterday afternoon. My roommate managed to come up with something somehow. Kinda looking forward to tomorrow so I'll have money for groceries.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 12h

I want to have a good day. I'm sitting here at dialysis trying really hard to stay positive. I just don't see it.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Another rough day. I want to say something but its not a good idea. My mental health has been fragile recently. Avoiding the situation is in my mental health's best interest.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

You don't choose to be born. You are born against your will without consent.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Shout out to my roommate for scratching enough together to get the cheapest bread and the tuna that was thankfully on sale.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

And just like that the ability to hide from reality is over. I'm now uncomfortable to the point the ability to nap is gone. Good times.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

After almost falling while getting weighted out of dialysis and almost falling a few time trying to get into my apartment I'm home. Since there isn't anything to eat in the place and I don't have any money for take out so I'm going to bed. Not really much else for me to do.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I wish I could go to cons. Now that I'm disabled the money isn't there anymore. I've looked. I'm having a strong mental issue today.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Its better for my mental if I step away from the situation.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I'm going to start blocking people who are crying about Discord. If you don't like a policy that software has don't use the software. The world doesn't need to know.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I would like new pictures of me but thinking of getting things just right makes me not take them. I need someone to help me so I don't have to worry about the setup. Just hang out and when I do something cute snap a picture.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I woke up and got up. I'm already done with today. I miss the sun. I'm extremely lonely. Going back to bed is a real option right now.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Digging in the gummies. I need a mental break.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

IDK if its the weather or what but today has been a 0/10 day. I want a refund.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I can't describe my frustration level today. I think it's going to be a back to bed day today.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Managed maybe an hour more of sleep. Still haven't got my release. Nothing is getting me over the hump.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I can't sleep. I got hit really hard with the horny stick. I just can't get over the hump to relieve it.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I have also been hit with the horny stick. I'm not immune.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Has everyone been struck by the horny stick today? I'm fine with it but still wondering.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

It's my favorite day of the week. After dialysis today I get 2 days off. Going to be a bad weather weekend so nothing to do.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Privacy is an illusion. If it exist on a computer it isn't safe. Unless you live in a cave with nothing your data is out there. Do I like it? NO I don't like it. But it reality. And its not going to get better. Even paper documents are not safe really.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I've fallen into a miserable state.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I was feeling low so I had some "personal time". Sadly it made me feel worse. I'd imagine most people can't relate to this.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

My bed has an empty space on the side of me. Who will join me for snuggles and a nap?

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Just because it doesn't function properly doesn't stop it from making a sticky mess.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Willing to trade pets and belly rubs for the same in return.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

It's raining here so the desire to sleep is maxed out.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

Been looking back. I just realized my world started shrinking in my 30's and now nothing is left.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

I'm not sure where I'm at. Feeling pretty lost in my head.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 11/04/2026

Sadly it's looking like I'll have to rehome my fur babies. They bark so much my neighbors are complaining and no amount of training is helping. This week was just one of those weeks. Had health setbacks too so not feeling so great.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

Well I'm a 1/2 bunny so happy Easter weekend.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 03/04/2026

I really could use some cuddles.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 29/03/2026

Had a pretty good day today. Went for a drive to the dispensary. Hung out with a friend for a bit. Enjoy the drive.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 27/03/2026

Just got out of my last dialysis treatment for the week. I still don't have the answer for why I put myself through this. This is my life for the rest of my life.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 15/03/2026

Deleted last post. I need to avoid this site when I'm depressed.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 05/01/2026

Happy new year all. I'm going to push myself to be more active this year. It's pretty difficult given my health situation but to be honest I'm lonely.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 08/10/2025

I just can't today. It's raining and windy. I just need tummy rubs and snuggles.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 06/10/2025

I'm so tired today. Hopefully I can catch a nap during dialysis today.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 06/07/2025

Really horny today. Sadly dealing with it is an issue because a side effect of my condition makes my equipment non-functional. Very very sad Otter.

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Pup Pudge @talkaboutbig.bsky.social · 20/01/2025

Forever and always!!

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 17/09/2024

Bluesky now has over 10 million users, and I was #5,532,066!

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OctaneBear @octanebear.bsky.social · 11/08/2024

I like being naked as much as possible. Especially in the company of others.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 24/08/2024

Due to various things today has in fact been a disappointment. I kinda had a feeling it was going to go how it went. Very sad otter right now.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 23/08/2024

I'm not sure why but my lack of physical contact (sexual and non-sexual) has been hitting me hard this week. The reality is I can't do anything about it. My current situation has left me with no way to visit people. Adding to that my anxiety makes it so I don't talk to people so I have none to see.

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Vert Startail @vertstartail.bsky.social · 22/08/2024

I can't describe my mood today. I'm cautiously optimistic about Saturday.

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