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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO.

@ventriloquism.bsky.social
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i sleep. i dream. i make up things that i would never say. i say them very quietly. MDNI. | NSFW. | Written by #peonyhearted.

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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
It gets more tempting by the day.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
…draining. [He laughs mirthlessly.] He’s unhappy with me for too many reasons to count.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Thank you. [He gladly accepts it; the lychee is made even sweeter by the fact that Xue Yang is the one peeling it for him.]
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
[As easy as breathing, as second nature as blinking, he moves to sit with him—where else would he go? What else would he do?]
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
[He peels the lychee himself, unbothered by Xue Yang’s silence, and chews it leisurely, enjoying the simple pleasure of eating fresh fruit.]
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
And yet I did.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I know.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
They’re quite good, aren’t they?
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Then I’ll accept. [He takes the offered lychee and pops it into his mouth, smiling at the burst of sweetness across his tongue.]
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Are you certain?
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Lychees? No. These are for you.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Time off to go visit their families.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I gave them an incentive to procure more.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
@jiangzaiswrath.bsky.social [Come get your fresh lychees.]
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
[And he elegantly storms away, just slowly enough to induce plausible deniability.]
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I won’t. But good day.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
This conversation is going nowhere. I’ve said what I have to say, and I have still my duties to fulfill. We’ll doubtlessly speak later.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I did! Why are you being this way?
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I did not agree with him!
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
An impassioned discussion where you call me a coward and say that Chifeng-zun was right about me.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Then why did you pick a fight with me to begin with?
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Then you should know that I’m not fond of wasting my breath.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
And you know that to be a fact, do you?
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
If we’re talking about what you would do to avoid death? Yes.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Am I to believe you would simply lay down and die?
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Me? [He laughs.] No, of course not. That would be ridiculous. I am not so egotistical as to believe I could take you in a fight.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
If you don’t continue to prove your worth, he will have you killed.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
My father should be.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
If I had no spine, Chifeng-zun would have your head. Yet here you stand, hale and whole, mouthing off and disrespecting your sole ally.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Does it make you feel better to speak so cruelly? Do you feel strong?
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I will speak plainly. My father feels as though you’re more trouble than you’re worth. I disagree, but it is difficult to get him to listen to me.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
You’re being contrary for no apparent reason.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
[His lips purse in a frustrated little moue.] I didn’t call you incapable.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Then shall I stop? I could leave it in your hands. I wouldn’t recommend it.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I’m trying to protect you.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Chengmei.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Take it however you wish. And don’t disappear again.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
More than I can count on both hands, and that you were doing research for our projects.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Do you know how many excuses I’ve had to make in your absence?
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
@jiangzaiswrath.bsky.social Chengmei, where have you been?
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
☺️
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emotions scrapbook @affectingbot.bsky.social · 28/05/2026
You believe me like a god. I betray you like a man.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 23/05/2026
Er-ge seems rather cheerful today.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 29/09/2025
If I had a tael for every time I’ve been kicked down the stairs, I’d have two taels…which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it happened twice.
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emotions scrapbook @affectingbot.bsky.social · 27/09/2025
With every flicker of feeling that smile shifts, daring a confident second in the sun, then hiding away behind his lips, then peeking again. You can read a man’s soul with a smile like that, can see his every hope and fear and love, and…
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 26/09/2025
[It hurts to remember all the good times.]
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 11/08/2025
Hmm, it’s more accurate to call it a cherished hobby.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 11/08/2025
That’s my job, isn’t it?
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 10/08/2025
I’m sure it was.
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金光瑶 / JIN GUANGYAO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 06/08/2025
/ i can’t find u?? 😭
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