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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Nvm👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻 I, just completed a goal DAMN, I really did just commute and bought the stuff that I wanted ON MY OWN. I'm happy for today

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

They most likely hate the fact that they have someone so mentally ill in the family. My mom probably hates me, maybe she even considers me a waste of money. I’m no different from my father, who’s also so ill in the head

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I felt so so uncomfortable outside, I felt so out of place

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I feel like an absolute failure for not meeting any of the goals I set for today

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

My throat feels dry, I can’t let out a word and I want to cry so so bad

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I sincerely wish that I functioned as a normal human being, instead of like this

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I hate myself for being like this

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I want to fucking die, my feelings are about to explode and I want to let it out by cutting

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Didnt meet any of my goals for today, I want to die

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I’m SO sorry for being so awkward and always so socially anxious, top reason why I barely have friends☝️☝️☝️☝️ but gulp, I’m gonna try again

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Aomething funny and stupid just happened SO, I wanted to mkae a food panda account, ok? The verification code couldnt be sent so, I contacted customer service, and filled all the needed details but bro, they acted so fast I panicked and ended the chat and call… fuckfuckfkckkdo

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I may be sick rn, but I’m still gonna do my 10k steps bro like, I want bmi 15 SO BAD.

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Ik thigh gaps don’t define who u are or something, but like, I would only feel skinny if there’s a visible thigh gap between my legs. Like, not a tiny thigh gap, a noticeable thigh gap is what I want !!

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

This october, I will try my best to not give a fuck. SO, I will, try my best to turn down every food offer to me.

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

How to reach gw in one day no borax no glue

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Bring me back to my peak where I only ate 500-600cals worth of food

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Bro I’m so fucking cooked, I keep overeating holy shit. I’m scared that I might go back to my old weight

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

there's no fucking way I'm 44kg bro. Just nof ucking way, I'm gonna weight myself again next week wtf

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

LIFE IS WORTH LIVING OUHH TYSM SLEEPING WITH SIRENS THANK YOUT HANK TOU THANK YOU, I'm so fuckign geeked wdyn they released ut SHKZDISB

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Oh to fall asleep and never wake up

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Ouh shi, who else feels like ripping their skin off

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Ouhh i haye scratches, it stings sm

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I love my new hair ouhhh, I love it. I will now forever have short hair. Prolly will have another haircut in like, 3-4months, keep it short type shit

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

All my drawings are colorful and happy, why’s my life not the same

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Once I die, I’ll really miss the games I played

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Time passed by so fast I already forgot what I even did today

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Huh? Nevermind, sorry I got too emotional and acted rashly, I wont do anything risky

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Lolololol fuck it idc If i get caught I want to die

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

I can’t have anyhthing omygawsjsioa

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

I want to play arknights but I don’t have enough storage, it’s fine.

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

It’s better to be alone, atleast less people will mourn me once I’m gone, lesser the people, the lesser I feel guilty

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

It makes me feel so alone knowing that I don’t have anyone to call as an actual friend, I feel like I’m just, acquaintances with everyone

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I dont get it, why would they say “lucky you”. I’m not lucky, I want to die, I wish I was normal. My behavior’s not deserving of being called lucky, we’re both mentally ill and do sick things. We’re both unlucky. I don’t like talking to them sometimes, they make remarks that hurts me so so much

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I’m currently ignoring the fact that I’m stuck at bmi 17, sorry depression’s fucking me up and I can’t do anything

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

It’s insane, the fat looks like it’s gonna jump out of my cut LOL, I wanna do more cuts like this

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Hmmm, I missed this sm. I missed seeing the exposed fat on my wrist, I could’ve made it bigger but, I would get caught huhu. Thank goodness for my bracelets brah #shtwt #slitsky #shbsky

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

My pinkie’s all tingly on my left hand, where I recently cut to fat there

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Seeing the fat bulge out fucking scared me, so I stopped it there for now. I got spooked, but I probably could have gone deeper and made it longer

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

still gonna cut though✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻 Best coping mechanism for me, it keeps my shit sane

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I'll try to be a better daughter before I leave

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

suicide postponed, I realized that I wanted to play more games. And, I don't want to waste all the money my mom spent on my tuition just for me to end my shit, I'll graduate first before I decide what to do next

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