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Nyv shedbsky

@veixn.bsky.social
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hii!!! :3 || Lv16 !! ||🇵🇭 || cw: 42 gw: 35 ugw: 30 bmi: 17

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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Ik thigh gaps don’t define who u are or something, but like, I would only feel skinny if there’s a visible thigh gap between my legs. Like, not a tiny thigh gap, a noticeable thigh gap is what I want !!
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
This october, I will try my best to not give a fuck. SO, I will, try my best to turn down every food offer to me.
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
How to reach gw in one day no borax no glue
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Bring me back to my peak where I only ate 500-600cals worth of food
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Bro I’m so fucking cooked, I keep overeating holy shit. I’m scared that I might go back to my old weight
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
there's no fucking way I'm 44kg bro. Just nof ucking way, I'm gonna weight myself again next week wtf
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
LIFE IS WORTH LIVING OUHH TYSM SLEEPING WITH SIRENS THANK YOUT HANK TOU THANK YOU, I'm so fuckign geeked wdyn they released ut SHKZDISB
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
Oh to fall asleep and never wake up
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
I want to peel off my skin
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
Ouh shi, who else feels like ripping their skin off
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
Ouhh i haye scratches, it stings sm
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 19/09/2026
I love my new hair ouhhh, I love it. I will now forever have short hair. Prolly will have another haircut in like, 3-4months, keep it short type shit
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
Shame on me
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
All my drawings are colorful and happy, why’s my life not the same
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
Once I die, I’ll really miss the games I played
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
Die, i want to die
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
Spaced out the whole day
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
Time passed by so fast I already forgot what I even did today
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
Im so cooked guhhh
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
Huh? Nevermind, sorry I got too emotional and acted rashly, I wont do anything risky
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
Lolololol fuck it idc If i get caught I want to die
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
I can’t have anyhthing omygawsjsioa
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
I want to play arknights but I don’t have enough storage, it’s fine.
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Die
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
It’s better to be alone, atleast less people will mourn me once I’m gone, lesser the people, the lesser I feel guilty
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
It makes me feel so alone knowing that I don’t have anyone to call as an actual friend, I feel like I’m just, acquaintances with everyone
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
I dont get it, why would they say “lucky you”. I’m not lucky, I want to die, I wish I was normal. My behavior’s not deserving of being called lucky, we’re both mentally ill and do sick things. We’re both unlucky. I don’t like talking to them sometimes, they make remarks that hurts me so so much
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
I’m currently ignoring the fact that I’m stuck at bmi 17, sorry depression’s fucking me up and I can’t do anything
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
It’s insane, the fat looks like it’s gonna jump out of my cut LOL, I wanna do more cuts like this
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Hmmm, I missed this sm. I missed seeing the exposed fat on my wrist, I could’ve made it bigger but, I would get caught huhu. Thank goodness for my bracelets brah #shtwt #slitsky #shbsky
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
My pinkie’s all tingly on my left hand, where I recently cut to fat there
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Seeing the fat bulge out fucking scared me, so I stopped it there for now. I got spooked, but I probably could have gone deeper and made it longer
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
still gonna cut though✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻 Best coping mechanism for me, it keeps my shit sane
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
I'll try to be a better daughter before I leave
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
suicide postponed, I realized that I wanted to play more games. And, I don't want to waste all the money my mom spent on my tuition just for me to end my shit, I'll graduate first before I decide what to do next
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
So annoying, they need to leave me alone. I’m gonna kill myself because of them, I hate them
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
“Lucky for you” ??? Whatever that means, yeah I’m lucky for being an impulsive chud I guess, yeah okay idk
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
I can’t wait to die
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
been constipated for about more than a week now, pray for me✌🏻
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
peanut butter's too good, I can't stop eating it
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
Highkey, If I ever find out I have cancer, I’m NEVER gonna tell anyone bro. It’ll be my only chance to die in a somewhat natural but unfortunate way
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
Gonna hang myself after this quiz on 24th of september
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
Stop telling me Inlook like my dad stop
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
Hanging myself, or eell, try to hang myself tomorrow sorry
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
Im constantly overwhelmed and stressed I haye this
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
They wonder why im acting likenthis while they treat me like this
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
Indont even care if I lose all feeling of my left hand, J jsut want to die. But I know and am aware that It’s unlikely to even succeed
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
I hate them all I wish my attempt succeeded but itMs okay, Imll do it tomorrow
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
Soa nnoyiynnThey make me wantntonkill myself so abs
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Nyv shedbsky @veixn.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
This layout will change my life
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