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A Plea For Life 💔 I'm a Rat Begging You to Just Fucking Don't

I miss the days when I could spend hours upon hours in Lego Island and the vastness of that miniscule world that came from little more than imagination. Now you hand me a near-infinite sandbox of possibility and I feel nothing even close to back then. I'm stoned. This is where my brain has gone. 🙃

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 15h

Techtip: There is literally nothing stopping you from being a rat.

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 29/09/2026

I dunno, man. Characters with sharp teeth just do it for me. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 29/09/2026

Why would I want chocolate pretzels and sourdough bread when I could have choclateY pretzels and expired artificially flavored carb-loaf? All for the same price!

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 28/09/2026

Peripheral manufacturers make a mouse design that doesn't have unnecessary grooves to gather grossness and don't use materials which deteriorate after a year of use challenge. (impossible)

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 28/09/2026

Also new shirt acquired!

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 28/09/2026

Author & Punisher fucking rocked! Live was exactly what I expected. I only got a very short clip because I generally prefer not taking pictures/videos at shows. I'm there to listen... But still! This does not convey just how damn loud it was!

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 28/09/2026

Guiltless, Haunted Horses, Author & Punisher!

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 28/09/2026

Sludge, industrial-punk and then industrial-doom. I am ready for a night of constantly making this face >:C

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 26/09/2026

who are boys who like boys to be girls who do boys like they're girls who do girls like they're boys

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 26/09/2026

Took a walk after the rain. Saw a bun. Things could be worse, I suppose!

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 25/09/2026

Turns out my company is getting VERY Office Spaced. Like... VERY. My team seems exempt so far which is real nice. But holy shit it's all stressful. I just want them to know that I COULD burn the building down.

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 25/09/2026

In very unrelated news: Titmouse is the most misleading name possible. I was promised 2 things and got neither.

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 25/09/2026

I am still disgusted by the bots here that try to exploit kindness. I miss having horniness exploited. "Click this link to see my tits" is so much less aggravating than "My very real family is going to actually DIE if you don't give me money! Don't ignore this! It's very real and true I promise!"

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Ary/Rinn @aryrinn.com · 25/09/2026

Not your pilot but we ARE legion ;p

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 23/09/2026

The life of a rhythm gamer

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 23/09/2026

Apparently Fall is "Every band Pix wants to see is coming to Seattle" season. This happened a couple years ago too, where I was doing a concert (or more) a week for months.

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 23/09/2026

Uncle Acid and the Deadbeats are playing on Saturday apparently! I just saw Sleep last night. I have tickets for Author and Punisher on Sunday.... I don't think my body can handle going out this much after months of isolation. I'll see how I'm feeling later this week before getting tickets.

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 23/09/2026

Not in any order... and if you ask me on another day, some might be replaced with others. It varies!

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 23/09/2026

I will note... Dale Crover (you know... also in Melvins!) was a damn good choice for a drummer! He killed it! And that also means Sleep is 1/3 local now. XD

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 23/09/2026

I'm happy that I went and they still rock! New songs were good! I still love them! Was just... different... and my body is dealing with the slight shock of that. XD You get used to hearing your favorite songs played in a very particular way and when that way changes, it can still be good but weird.

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 23/09/2026

Okay, so Sleep was awesome! BUT... I find myself asking "when your band was 3 people and 2 of them are not part of the band anymore, is it really the same band?" And honestly, I've gotta say no. Was the new lineup good? Yes! But it wasn't quite Sleep. It was like the essence of Sleep. Snooze maybe.

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 23/09/2026

On the lightrail already. I'm so damn excited. Lucky I found out with 1 hour. Plenty of time to get there!

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 23/09/2026

WHAT I just found out Sleep is playing here in an hour. I am buying a ticket and leaving right now. Was NOT planning on that tonight

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 23/09/2026

I yearn for the Brain Scorcher

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 23/09/2026

I will be so moderately jostled

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 23/09/2026

My hand is all healed up so it's back to daily practice!

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 22/09/2026

That being said, the company is in the middle of getting Office Space-d, so it would be a VERY easy way to make myself look good for The Bobs.

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 22/09/2026

Work is doing a "phishing competition" to see who can spot the most phish attempts next month. It feels like cheating if I participate. Like those adults who enter competitions where 90% of the entries are children because it's clearly meant for children but TECHNICALLY anyone can enter...

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 22/09/2026

Author & Punisher this weekend! I am so very in need of a night full of loud, pissed off industrial-drone-doom!

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 20/09/2026

Feeling quite down tonight. I miss being with friends. Weh. :<

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 18/09/2026

Spent all last night and this morning installing a new video card, cleaning my cooling loop and swapping from hard to soft tube. Also ripped out every LED possible. I'm over the "gamer" look. I want a quiet black box that plays my games. That's it. Going to paint the glass black next and I'm done!

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 18/09/2026

I want to get off Mr. Bones' Wild Ride

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 17/09/2026

Not even the highest quality industrial grade glycine from Donghua Jinlong can fix me. 😔

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 17/09/2026

Shit, I thought I picked these up but they were actually L9 nugs. Just not the same :<

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 17/09/2026

Succulent meal acquired. And I didn't encounter cops. Truly, this is democracy manifest!

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 17/09/2026

I should clarify... First time since high school. XD We had a lot of edgelord dipshits that loved using every word they learned in the "modern American history" class.

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 17/09/2026

Wellp. First time I've ever had some acne-ridden teen loser yell a racial slur at me? 1. I look like any tattoo-covered white dude. How did you clock me as Italian? 2. Come say it to my face instead of out the window of your beater-ass camry. :) Fuckwit probably just learned it was a word at all.

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 16/09/2026

I could really go for a succulent Chinese meal today.

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 16/09/2026

Be glad that you aren't living with me during my "trying to learn kamashi" phase of shamisen playing. It's one repeated thing but trying to get way faster. I'm trying to practice nearly every day but I'm also trying to keep that practice short for the benefit of the people who DO live with me. XD

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 15/09/2026

It should be headline news that I am actually more wealthy than any company if you take out any company with any amount profit. Millions of people should know this.

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 14/09/2026

I have lost my ability to type a coherent sentence without spelling or grammar issues today. I've been working (and thus typing) SO much lately that my fingers have just given up. I wish to stop.

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 13/09/2026

It's amazing how much smoother projects go when my team is leading them. It's almost like our collective anxiety makes us do so much prep work that not much can go wrong. Finished about 6 hours earlier than expected... Now I can relax a bit finally!

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 12/09/2026

I can't wait to work all weekend.... Again. My CONSTANT work has been getting me recognition... But I'd really like a significant raise and a vacation please. PLEASE.

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 11/09/2026

She's a very nice kitty! And despite how I feel about letting your cats wander the neighborhood (don't), she's clearly well taken care of. She has a home, so I'm not gonna steal her. XD If I didn't have to work, I'd have sat outside and pet her all day though!

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Pix🦇🐀 @varassik.com · 11/09/2026

Please snuggle and praise the rat. It's the right thing to do. 🐀

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