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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 15h

I need to get 200 dollars like immediately for my phone. Yes. I have finally lost the ability to coast on someone else, and the only option for my current carrier is 200 dollars (but its yearly, so at the very least this won't happen again for awhile... No monthly plan) Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 29/09/2026

Thank you as ever. 0/120: 60 for internet deadline Oct 11th, 60 for food containers, extra will go to rent. I had a technical issue too but uh that got solved with no money involved at all. We take those, sure. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 29/09/2026

I need to get 100-150 in addition to everything else because my external HDD did something horrifying... So uh Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 28/09/2026

Thank you as always. 0/50 food need literally now, 0/60 internet bill, I also need to get some kitchen stuff (unsure, maybe 0/60? 0/100?). Rent handled fortunately Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 27/09/2026

As I was abt to pass out some came in 1300/1700 just 400 short

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 26/09/2026

Thank you as always. 720/1700 rent, four days remain, NEED to get this soon, health poor still Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 25/09/2026

Thank you as ever. 250/1700 still on rent five days remain NEED help. Still very ill, barely awake most days Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 24/09/2026

Thank you for the thread as always. 250/1700 rent, deadline Oct 1, becoming VERY urgent less than a week to go. Health slightly improving but not much, NEED to get this handled! Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 22/09/2026

I need to get food like now.... Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com.... I'm completely fucked up today this is kind of emergency

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 22/09/2026

I need to get food like now.... Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com.... I'm completely fucked up today this is kind of emergency

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 19/09/2026

Thank you as always 100/1700 rent, deadline Oct 1. Plus whatever amount for etc, I am still sick... Health is looking up slightly but there has been no movement on things. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 17/09/2026

Thank you as always for the thread 100/1700 rent deadline Oct 1, Nothing has come in and my health hit a wall yesterday so this number will only go down without help (my other needs are met, caveat, I must be able to physically move, something got me so I cannot) Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 14/09/2026

Internet handled, figuring out groceries and etc now, may have some stuff that can go to rent after (we will see), thank you

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 13/09/2026

Thank you as ever for the thread 0/1700 rent, 0/70 internet, 0/40 caffeine and medicine and other grocery order stuff, this is now urgent and needs solved fast, lack of caffeine has me in "cannot sit upright" Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 12/09/2026

Thank you as always. 0/1700 rent deadline Oct 1, 0/70 internet bill ASAP MUST HANDLE, 0/40 new caffeine batch needed today... Sick again also.... Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 09/09/2026

emergency situation: need a plunger. Toilet clogged. Need it like IMMEDIATELY. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 09/09/2026

emergency situation: need a plunger. Toilet clogged. Need it like IMMEDIATELY. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 02/09/2026

Thank you as always. Still 0/60 food need ASAP, 0/1700 rent deadline Oct 1, food situation is grim.... Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 01/09/2026

Thank you as always. Still 0/60 for small groceries, eventually need more than that too, 0/1700 rent deadline Oct 1... PayPal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 27/08/2026

I'm compressing a lot of stuff there, so if you want to talk about this or learn more, please, let's chat. I am at the stage where I need outside frames of reference.

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 27/08/2026

Once again putting the word out that I want to yap at someone about my project's themes/ideas/plot, get some critique, etc. Fundamentals are 70s counterculture shit, using UFO shit (by way of Keel/Vallee) to talk about right wing propaganda and radicalization, concepts of "borrowed ideology".

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 27/08/2026

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 26/08/2026

To the folks who know me, I would like to yap about the plot/themes I am putting together for a project just to get your reactions. It's very political and synthesizes a lot of disparate throughlines. I hope to get hard questions/critique. Let me know if you have the time and bandwidth for this.

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 26/08/2026

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 25/08/2026

Thank you as always. 600/1700 rent, deadline Sept 1, six days remain. Had to make an emergency purchase yesterday. May be okay today, unsure... But i certainly gotta get rent FAST. Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 24/08/2026

Out of low effort food and kinda need high sugar food right now... Very sick today... Can I get some help for this? Dimmekur@gmail.com is my PayPal, 60 or so should get me food for a couple days and the very, very important sources of simple sugar.

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 24/08/2026

Thank you as ever. 650/1700 rent deadline Sept 1, emergencies have come up multiple times this month and I have a week left to get everything... Need food etc asap now too Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 23/08/2026

Honestly I might need to order food, I meant to cook but I have a headache so bad its making me sick, I cannot cook

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 23/08/2026

Thank you as always. 700/1700 rent, deadline Sept 1: about a week and a day left and my usual emergency helpers had to help me in a hurry during the power emergency so like. I really need different people to help out this month... Also need all the other stuff Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 22/08/2026

Finally did something I have been hoping to do for awhile, hooray

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 19/08/2026

Disaster averted working on getting funds to power company now

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 19/08/2026

2 hrs to get 650 reconnect fee, my phone is dying fast and when its dead I am fucked, no power means it won't recharge

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 19/08/2026

2 hours to get abt 700 is fucked, so fucked, I am feeling actually fucking doomed

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 19/08/2026

2 hrs to get 650 reconnect fee, my phone is dying fast and when its dead I am fucked, no power means it won't recharge

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 19/08/2026

Why the fuck is everything like this? I start to get mt health back and I have to raise an extra 700 dollars this month on top of rent and I don't get to fucking eat until I get the fucking money AND I'm on a fucking timer and when I run out of time I can't be fucking saved at all

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 19/08/2026

This 650 reconnect fee for power is very important because if my phone dies it doesnt matter what people send me I just won't have access to it. I do not have power the phone WILL die

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 19/08/2026

I estimate my phone probably has another three hours. If I can't get money for this power bill before then I am fucked and all my crowd funding is going to fail because I won't be able to post it or see the results of it. This means homelessness. Please help.

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 19/08/2026

650 ish reconnect fee

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 19/08/2026

This 650 reconnect fee for power is very important because if my phone dies it doesnt matter what people send me I just won't have access to it. I do not have power the phone WILL die

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 19/08/2026

I should be clear: with power out my phone IS going to die, and when it does nothing can save me. I am on a timer

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 19/08/2026

Thank you as ever. Need an unknown amount ASAP, like IMMEDIATELY, power was cut, at least 100 for food (i cant fridge anything if there is no power so i cant order cheaply) and potentially more if my roommate failed to pay the bill Also 20/1700 rent sept 1 deadline Paypal is dimmekur@gmail.com

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Psionic Alienation @ushdubsar.northsky.social · 18/08/2026

If any of my various musically inclined friends and contacts have the background, I am in need of a crash course on serialist composition. I have enough of the shape hanging in my mind that I can almost work it out, but I seem to be missing basic fundamentals and cannot find them as I look around.

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