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xray_vex 🎃👻🧡💜💚🖤 @xrayvex.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

looking at my october work calendar and thinking longingly of november

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my birthday is this Friday, 2nd Oct! 🎂 if you wanna help me celebrate, you can donate a few bucks to get me a coffee or lunch etc., but i'd also love OFMD memes, Ed and/or Stede art (yes, even if you don't think you can draw), cool pics you took, hugs, & love. 🥰💜

image edit of edward teach from ofmd s2 ep 1, where he's standing in front of a cake, but instead of wedding figurines on the cake, it's two number candles, a 5 and a 1

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trying to time my iron supplement and meals and probiotic and antibiotic and assorted pain relievers and prescription toothpaste and prescription mouthwash around a day with regular office hours and a night meeting -and- grocery shopping has me wanting to lie down and let the earth take me

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my work phone vibrated so many times before 9 am that i have a stroooong impulse to not go in or check anything until noon out of spite.

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short oh my days snippet from chapter 18 of for wip wednesday because i haven't had much writing time lately

Maybe it was time to retire. Maybe it was time to just fuck off somewhere— maybe even back to New Zealand, why the fuck not— and just stare at walls or something. Waiting around to die felt a little dramatic— he could recognize that, at least— but living how he was living… It just didn't feel like it was working out anymore, or if it was, it wasn't working out the way he wanted it to. Maybe he'd lost his spark, or maybe he'd just gotten complacent. Maybe he needed to try painting, or something— sculpture, even; just something completely different, something where no one expected anything from him and he didn't expect anything from himself. (That was asking a lot, though; he always expected something from himself, and that was probably the whole problem.)

He couldn't bear to stick around for notes that night, lest he suggest something that made things worse again. He passed a few of the thoughts he'd jotted down off to Anne and excused himself with a quick kiss on the cheek, hoping to god that there'd be no one lingering around the theater who might recognize him on the way out and try to talk, even if it was to say something nice about the show— even if they meant it.

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you would think there were no real problems to be solved in this stupid-ass country

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there have been wayyy too many dog fights in this house tonight already, especially considering i’m running on four hours of sleep, a lot of ibuprofen, and a z-pack.

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da share z0ne @dasharez0ne.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

went to pick up my prescriptions and, uh… didn’t expect all this. 32 oz nalgene bottle for scale.

a giant cvs bag full of medications making my car seat and water bottle look small

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there’s nothing obviously wrong besides some cavities (only always; i take better care of my teeth at home than almost anyone i know and my mouth is perma-fucked), but he’s putting me on an antibiotic in case of infection and a medical-grade toothpaste 🥲

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i made an urgent care appointment for 12:10 and there’s no one here and i’m still waiting at 12:30, absolutely incredible

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Melinda Beatty @melindabeatty.com · 29/09/2026

one thing about me is that i don’t feel good

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Bear with me, this is a doozy, #kidlit folks. Censorship is alive, even in blue states.

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i can’t sleep because my mouth hurts and i’ve already taken so many pain relievers over the past few days for one thing or another 😭

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foregoing my customary $13+ sandwich i’m a little scared of from the veg*n meal prep place before work in favor of a dollar tree protein bar, a bag of chips, and a handful of pain relievers.

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my office printer has decided to go rogue yet again and just give me whatever random number of copies it feels like instead of what i'm asking for, which is great, considering i'm trying to print materials for a meeting tonight. they should invent one that works someday.

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i can’t tell if it’s my sinuses, my gums, or a tooth (perhaps a wisdom tooth???), but i am having a haaaaaard fucking time today. my face hurts like hell, on top of my ongoing neck ache, cramps, wrist and ankle pain, headache, etc. i’m 600mg of ibuprofen into the day and it hasn’t helped a bit.

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there are terrible people out there who live their lives pain-free while i, an angel, get to wake up every day with a new ache or pain

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it’s getting to be that time of year where i stop being a tightwad and start making weird financial decisions because my birthday is in december and i can consider it a gift to myself; plus, as a bonus, my dad died in october, so now i have a grief anniversary to spend for.

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i’ve eaten 3.5 7-eleven pies in the last 7 days, ama

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they should invent a hotel in a part of los angeles that is extremely convenient that costs less than $400 a night plus $50 valet parking

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not to be aggressively hormonal, but i’m at the park and having a lot of feelings about how my parents never wanted to do things with me and most of my friends never want to, either, and feeling very “why have i never been worth any effort?”

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hey, siri, how do i make myself do literally anything besides sit and mope today???

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mostly wanted to add this to my broken-ass fic thread, but this can also be a sexual sunday rec

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i keep having to go to bed early and sleep forever and i am never not tired lately, but surely this is fine

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sometimes universities really get their targeted ads right, because “what if… you applied to mt holyoke college?” is a good way to hook me. what if i did??? what if i did a lot of the things that shoot through my brain from day to day???

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eating a fully frozen grape uncrustable as a sweet treat just to feel something* *the peanut butter discs

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huge news: went to fleet feet and got suggested brooks glycerins, which is excellent news because i already know and love that shoe, albeit an older model, so i ordered some and got some currex insoles.

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Lucia ✨🏴‍☠️🎨🏳️‍🌈✨ @citrussyndicate.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

i’m so tired of being sweaty. i’m trying to feel autumnal, but it’s 90 degrees outside.

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He wasn’t going to let Ed go without his afternoon tea. #OFMDfanart #OFMD

A digital drawing of Stede Bonnet and Edward Teach from Our Flag Means Death in a western AU. Stede is wearing a cranberry colored shirt with rolled sleeves, tight blue jeans, a brown cowboy hat and brown boots. He’s pouring tea from a green thermos into one of his porcelain tea cups. Ed is standing before him, watching him do this. Ed is wearing a black shirt, dark jeans, a black hat, and black boots. They’re standing in front of a Joshua tree and a variety of sparse plants. The mountains in the background and the sky are a pinkish hur.

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met my reading goal for the year (12 books— one per month) and there are still two months to go 🎉

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morning bump for ed’s continued questionable decision-making

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i went to bed before midnight again because i was wiped out, so naturally, i woke up earlier than i would on a work day. 🥲

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damn, i saw a reel by a woman with eds about how she lies on her stomach and lets her head just dangle over the edge to reduce neck pain, and i’ve definitely done it the opposite direction, but WOW, i have been in pain all week and i feel so much better and it took, like, one minute

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