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Yaraka

@trying0001.bsky.social
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I WILL BE NORMAL I SWEAR

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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
A hhhhhh it's so scary!!! Is it why I kept forgetting I was working on a fanbook manuscript????
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
What's this... I can't retain information for that long...?
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
It's the same way she got mad at me because I kept repeating myself over something she already knows... I seriously don't remember any of them
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
I told my little sister to cook omelet with the formula (amount of people eating) + 1 but she got exasperated and told me I already told her that for the 15th time 😭😭😭 how come I don't remember telling her each time??
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
My psychiatrist recommended that I pick a new skill up just to make sure my neurons gets to develop again but I don't even know what I wanna do right now.. Should I train my singing even harder now? Learn music theory?
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
My memory is not that great anymore too, I keep forgetting things that I need other people to remind me basic things like brushing my hair or calling for my appointments. I didn't need reminders a decade ago but now it's like I don't even remember the last time I went to the bathroom.
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
My schedules are fucked lmao!!! I need to lock in!!! But I've been so distracted lately... It's like I'm losing my capability to keep my attention span. 😭
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 19/09/2026
I've been working so much I started getting nosebleeds lol
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
Why couldn't they get a deal with Fortnight instead bruh at least I could be at ease knowing the IP is exposed to like proper adults rather than a group of kids on a platform known to be infested with groomers
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
Monkey's paw wish but ykw I'm too desperate to see my favourite uncs again so I can turn a blind eye to disappointment...
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
Whose kid is gonna get curious enough to look at GORE's cinematics and see a bunch of realistic gore + exploding heads
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
Okay Iggymob not only literally GORE'd my favorite characters (and retconning OD's existence) but they also think it's a good idea to expose their IP to a group of kids on Roblox.
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
Granted this time around it's STEAM's full fault but at the same time I won't discount the same thing to happen with PSN. I've been staying away from posting or looking at the leaks but part of me is a little disappointed gamers are eager to gather around those leaks...
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
So many video game leaks are happening and Sony thinks going full digital is a good idea? I know they want that dynamic pricing to line their pockets so badly but I can forsee a future where games gets more vulnerable to mishandling and leaks.
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
Lubricating my GG gears back in place before Blood Heat gets released...
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
But RB also does this silly thing in the game where he teases Jyuji for being too bratty towards other people or reprimand him when he's mean towards Mika and Spike for no reason... embarrassing Jyuji to silence or annoyance at times when he's not too emo to skulk. IT'S THE BEST!!!!!!!!!
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
So their display of affection is like: RB >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>< Jyuji
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
This dynamic!!! The moe point is off the chart!!! Am I the only one going nuts for this?!!
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
My taste preferences for tops changed again recently like it went from sadistic prince types to kuuderes to blonde puppies and now it's aniki figure yankii.
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
😭 I thought I'm finally free from my meds prison hell but turns out doxepin makes me sick too. Well, here's to another year of this struggle.
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
I drew RB with ear piercing once and Vash flashes across my eyes...
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
An AU where RB can touch Jyujj
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
I wanted to ask for a 1-week day off so I can tackle my other pending tasks but there's too many critical urgent stuff happening with work, I'd feel bad if I'm away during such a busy month. 💦
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
Okay so this was a lie... My workload has been just as insane. LOL???
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 19/08/2026
*changing meds* I didn't change my kidneys!!! 💦
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 19/08/2026
My deadlines are still just as crazy with the new job but I'm thinking of tidying up this account so I can pick up my interests again! I miss my anime uncles very much. 😭 Hoping I can get back my old self again and start creating!
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 19/08/2026
Happy August!!! I'm doing far, far better now! Finally got a meds routine that doesn't make me feel delirious most waking hours... After changing and flushing out my kidneys and liver for nearly 2 years..! Finally!!!
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 12/07/2026
But thrust that I've never forgot about them, still if you can't wait any longer and want a full refund just reach out to my work email here: hidsaraiyoh(@)gmail
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 12/07/2026
Also for my VGen backlog... I'm so sorry it's taking super long to send over 😭😭😭 I've been drawing back to back at my new job so I keep having scheduling problems, my grandma passed away last week too so I'm super behind my work deadlines
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 21/05/2026
Physically tweaking because I have this need to see RB speaks in Louisiana Cajun French but idk French at all so I can't even write comic pages about about IT LMAO
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 20/05/2026
Hmmghhhh I wanna pick up my GG fanbook manuscripts again but work... And I have a Web ONLY event on October later...
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 12/05/2026
Never opening collage style commissions again lmao the way I just realized I've been drawing 8-10 drawings per piece for 60 bucks...no wonder I was so stressed out...
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 12/05/2026
Finally changed my job (last week actually lol)!!!! The workload eased up significantly 😭😭😭 Can't believe I've put up with such an impossible schedule for YEARS... I finally have time to fully tackle just my back logs today.
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 18/04/2026
Survived Saturday last minute deadlines 😭
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 03/04/2026
But I guess even someone like me would still get their artworks scrapped into AI models 😅
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 03/04/2026
Honestly even now I still kind of think that my artstyle is just, mediocre... Maybe... I don't really have as much confidence as I used to, nowadays I just doodle mindlessly...
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 03/04/2026
Of course it's quite difficult to adapt the manga's paneling but I think Mappa did their best, I really like the sequences they gave Shin and the Risu vs Dokuga scene was quite short but I like it
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 03/04/2026
Dorohedoro Season 2 first 3 episode started great I'm so happy 😭😭😭😭
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 02/04/2026
I wanna make RBJyuji standee but idk what concept to do...
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 01/04/2026
In my humble opinion, Caldwell IS Mika's biological father. Her mom just married a silver fox LMAO But Mika isn't aware of a lot of things concerning her father because she wasn't allowed to (as evident in the game where she has no idea what Millennion & Harry wants from her or Big Daddy's legacy)
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 01/04/2026
So when Maria sent Mika off to Dr. T for safety, she's already acquainted to Dr. T but not with Grave. She meets Grave for the first time and she's curious of what his relationship with her mother was.
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 01/04/2026
Because in the game Mika is aware of Dr. T because Maria considered him as one of her caretakers... The artbook established that Dr. T does have a twin brother who works as the Asagi family butler. So I think the twins were heavily involved with the Asagi household
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 01/04/2026
And also the idea that Maria's secrecy makes Mika then the doubt if she's actually Caldwell's child. Caldwell's hair is silver but Mika's black so she constantly dyes them silver to match her father as a release from her doubts, which Maria rightfully regrets for not approaching the subject properly
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 01/04/2026
Like I have this obsession over the concept of Maria not being open to share about Brandon's existence into her daughter's life, but there'd be occasions Maria slipped up and Mika wonders who her mother's first love was. Until she actually meets Grave that it clicked for her
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 01/04/2026
I headcanon that Caldwell was the main blood supplier for Dr. T's early stages of necroraise procedures because that's the only plausible explanation that I could think of on why Grave can only use Mika's blood (which establishes Mika as Caldwell's true biological daughte)
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 31/03/2026
*Tries to draw white haired Ww* Me: Jyuji...
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 30/03/2026
This is for tomorrow me to struggle with
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 30/03/2026
Survived my 6 deadlines today but at what cost... I have 2 new ones before the day even ended... 😭
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Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 30/03/2026
I only slept 2 hours on Friday because I was rushing another order but then when Saturday rolled in I had a migraine so bad I was crawling on the floorjdndksnwkw picked myself up to survive one meeting and then proceed to suffer in my bed for 48 hours STRAIGHT do not skip sleep
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