Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 22hMy psychiatrist recommended that I pick a new skill up just to make sure my neurons gets to develop again but I don't even know what I wanna do right now.. Should I train my singing even harder now? Learn music theory? 100
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 22hMy schedules are fucked lmao!!! I need to lock in!!! But I've been so distracted lately... It's like I'm losing my capability to keep my attention span. 😭 101
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 19/09/2026I've been working so much I started getting nosebleeds lol 010
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 11/09/2026Why couldn't they get a deal with Fortnight instead bruh at least I could be at ease knowing the IP is exposed to like proper adults rather than a group of kids on a platform known to be infested with groomers 010
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 11/09/2026Monkey's paw wish but ykw I'm too desperate to see my favourite uncs again so I can turn a blind eye to disappointment... 000
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 11/09/2026Okay Iggymob not only literally GORE'd my favorite characters (and retconning OD's existence) but they also think it's a good idea to expose their IP to a group of kids on Roblox. 100
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 09/09/2026So many video game leaks are happening and Sony thinks going full digital is a good idea? I know they want that dynamic pricing to line their pockets so badly but I can forsee a future where games gets more vulnerable to mishandling and leaks. 121
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 09/09/2026Lubricating my GG gears back in place before Blood Heat gets released... 020
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 09/09/2026But RB also does this silly thing in the game where he teases Jyuji for being too bratty towards other people or reprimand him when he's mean towards Mika and Spike for no reason... embarrassing Jyuji to silence or annoyance at times when he's not too emo to skulk. IT'S THE BEST!!!!!!!!! 020
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 09/09/2026This dynamic!!! The moe point is off the chart!!! Am I the only one going nuts for this?!! 131
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 09/09/2026My taste preferences for tops changed again recently like it went from sadistic prince types to kuuderes to blonde puppies and now it's aniki figure yankii. 020
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 09/09/2026😭 I thought I'm finally free from my meds prison hell but turns out doxepin makes me sick too. Well, here's to another year of this struggle. 000
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 08/09/2026I drew RB with ear piercing once and Vash flashes across my eyes... 020
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 08/09/2026I wanted to ask for a 1-week day off so I can tackle my other pending tasks but there's too many critical urgent stuff happening with work, I'd feel bad if I'm away during such a busy month. 💦 000
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 08/09/2026Okay so this was a lie... My workload has been just as insane. LOL??? 000
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 19/08/2026Happy August!!! I'm doing far, far better now! Finally got a meds routine that doesn't make me feel delirious most waking hours... After changing and flushing out my kidneys and liver for nearly 2 years..! Finally!!! 150
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 12/07/2026Also for my VGen backlog... I'm so sorry it's taking super long to send over 😭😭😭 I've been drawing back to back at my new job so I keep having scheduling problems, my grandma passed away last week too so I'm super behind my work deadlines 120
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 21/05/2026Physically tweaking because I have this need to see RB speaks in Louisiana Cajun French but idk French at all so I can't even write comic pages about about IT LMAO 030
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 20/05/2026Hmmghhhh I wanna pick up my GG fanbook manuscripts again but work... And I have a Web ONLY event on October later... 040
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 12/05/2026Never opening collage style commissions again lmao the way I just realized I've been drawing 8-10 drawings per piece for 60 bucks...no wonder I was so stressed out... 020
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 12/05/2026Finally changed my job (last week actually lol)!!!! The workload eased up significantly 😭😭😭 Can't believe I've put up with such an impossible schedule for YEARS... I finally have time to fully tackle just my back logs today. 080
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 03/04/2026Honestly even now I still kind of think that my artstyle is just, mediocre... Maybe... I don't really have as much confidence as I used to, nowadays I just doodle mindlessly... 100
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 03/04/2026Dorohedoro Season 2 first 3 episode started great I'm so happy 😭😭😭😭 120
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 02/04/2026I wanna make RBJyuji standee but idk what concept to do... 010
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 01/04/2026I headcanon that Caldwell was the main blood supplier for Dr. T's early stages of necroraise procedures because that's the only plausible explanation that I could think of on why Grave can only use Mika's blood (which establishes Mika as Caldwell's true biological daughte) 130
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 30/03/2026Survived my 6 deadlines today but at what cost... I have 2 new ones before the day even ended... 😭 100
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 30/03/2026 😭😭😭😭😭😭 Help I ended up falling ill the entire weekends wtf... My plans all went out the window... 100
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 25/03/2026I have like 5 illustrations due next week (and the sketches of them due tomorrow for review) but I think I can finally slot Friday to finish all my backlogged VGen commissions (I've never stopped thinking about them since day 1) 120
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 23/03/2026New meds been making it hard for me for toilet business 💀 there's always a drawback to any concoction prescribed to me why can't there just be a miracle thing that just fixes my neurotransmitters without messing with my other bodily functions 😭 130
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 22/03/2026Did the most outrageous thing and sent in my resignation letters to all my current jobs so I don't have to work so much. Only just have to slave away until May and after that I can pick up after my backlog Just got a new full-time job working in game dev too, I don't have to work 3 jobs anymore 🥺 3130
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 22/03/2026Hmmm since I have an acg/goods store now, are people interested in my past Trigun stuff as Merch? Since a lot of my merch plans were canceled because I got too sick to manage inventory, I can set my old artworks up as stickers and keychains etc for sale 160
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 20/03/2026Stargaze was just... okay Was hoping they'd do something interesting with the premise (because I really like the supplementary world building materials accompanying Stampede) but somehow the characters I was hoping to have more part in were just tossed aside It's just meh to me (shockingly... 180
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 13/02/2026It's so weird how bsky would auto mod my not really nsfw artwork just as it's posted but then completely ignores all the real life buttholes and naked furries I've unconsented to stumble upon here................ 130
Reposted by Yarakakazoo!! @ikazooks.bsky.social · 27/12/2025there is so much uncensored nsfw popping up again. oh my lord. please tag your nsfw... not that i have anything against it but i just would like to consent to seeing it ok . not get flashed during my morning coffee 13680190
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 11/02/2026Anyways video gaming posting aside I'M MISSING MY OTP HOURS... I had a thought that if RB ever got the chance to touch someone, he would probably go and shake Jyuji's hand first and foremost (as an excuse to hold his hand) 140
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 06/02/2026All the Gungrave games are very mechanically sloggish to play through and I don't blame people who don't enjoy them at all, I've survived through all of them from the sheer power of delusion and otakuism 140
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 06/02/2026Grave can tank a lot of bullets hitting him right?? If he has enough of Mika's blood in him, he can constantly regenerate himself nonstop Jyuji is also capable of doing it to a certain threshold, since he's only a half deadman, his regeneration rate is slower 150
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 06/02/2026THINKING OF... LIMBS GETTING TORN OFF... I wonder if deadmen could stitch themselves back up biologically Grave is an absolute unit that wears tons of layered leather so the possibility of him losing a limb is practically zero but Jyuji on the other hand hmmmm m mm m 120
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 05/02/2026What do you mean tsundere tops are not common..??? 5 of my OTPs have tsundere tops... 110
Reposted by Yarakaszczepter | hopeland honeymoon @darkii86.bsky.social · 04/02/2026Okay but this is wolfwood 4164
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 04/02/2026Mmghhhhh hh h wanna be an openly NSFW art account again but at the same time I'm also shy about it because I feel like I'm not good at talking about NSFW with people, I just draw and then leave... 140
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 29/01/2026Me, wakes up: my deadlines My brain running on a unicycle: You desire to draw your uncle waif in promiscuous situations 030
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 28/01/2026I have to shape up and get healthy again I can't!!! Be a menhera mess!!!! When the game comes out!!!!!! I need to get better!!! For my uncle waifu!!!! 030
Yaraka @trying0001.bsky.social · 28/01/2026I still miss the old visual style though... I'm not really a big fan of the triple A-esque realistic models but hey I'll take any new content of my waif!!! 010
