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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵

@transducer.bsky.social
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she/her, 40s, DC/NoVA, 🏳️‍⚧️, posting through it This is my LiveJournal. Feel free to read along, if you're chill! Enjoy the selfies! 😊 (But my posts are about me, not you. 😉💜) If you’re questioning, the answer’s likely “yes.” Time is passing either way. 🫂

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Final Squirrel @vootins.bsky.social · 1h
I had to transition because now when I’m a jerk they call me a mean girl.
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 1h
Templeton saying “crunchy!” with three syllables lives rent-free in my brain
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 1h
these are really good questions 😅 (genuinely—thank you! 💜) Less struggling to find lessons, more “struggling to look for them” 🫣 I don’t know if I have a goal voice in mind, I figure I just kinda land where I land? Sounding like my mom/grandmothers wouldn’t be my preference, but… c’est la vie 🤷🏻‍♀️
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 1h
light sweatpants are probably the move, ty 🩷 (they’d also solve the “do I really have to shave my legs every time I want to ride my bike? 😓” issue haha)
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 1h
noting down both of those, thank you! haha I very much do not have a “girl” bike, tho, fwiw 😅
on an asphalt parking lot at golden hour stands a large brown bicycle with absolutely gigantic wheels. It is not particularly feminine in vibes
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 1h
well first off—thank you! 🥰🙏💖 Selfies are a skill, and a girl does try her best 😉 second off, yes, I keep forgetting that’s the biggest “trick” to it: “just keep swimming,” as the fish said. 😮‍💨 Boring but it works I guess lol
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 1h
…I mean 🤷🏻‍♀️
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 9h
they should develop a Jen who has object permanence instead of having to relearn basic skills every year or two like she’s starting a new Metroid game
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 9h
ok yeah, voice practice 🙄 also get some kind of clothing I can wear to finally start riding my bike again 😮‍💨 Not leggings. We’re talking clothes I can tolerate even when my body dysmorphia/dysphoria is flaring. Last time I was thinking about this ppl said stuff about, like, skorts or something? idk
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 9h
yep, some kind of intentional voice practice is the obvious move 😓 bleh. “Structured learning.” Blehhhhhh homework… I’d rather just drop the class (jkjk) If y’all have any like youtube tutorials or whatever that you specifically like, I’m open to recs 🩷
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 9h
yeah definitely part of this is my general Protestant feelings of unease whenever I’m not actively Doing Something, whether it’s gender-related or not haha, you got me there 😅
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 15h
trying to figure out what I can do to actually make progress, rather than just whining about it on Bluesky lol
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 15h
feeling kinda stalled out in my transition lately. Thinking about this again
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soup_ @estroclysm.neocities.org · 16h
telling the claymation dog his brow ridge isnt that bad and he bites me cause he disagrees but it doesnt hurt cause hes clay and i made the bite animation frame by frame
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 15h
hear hear. Or, they could transition! If being a woman is intrinsically painful to someone, may I suggest they send that gender back to the chef and choose something else from the menu
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 17h
oh great spirit of trans women, hear my prayer: please take the half-pint of Ben & Jerry’s which I just enjoyed & send it directly to my tits, kthxbai
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 19h
dgmw, love Natalie Morales—she’s great, she’s in great stuff! but when she’s on a show, it does kinda seem to be the kiss of cancellation, historically 😬
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 19h
oh neat, second season of that netflix show “Haunted Hotel” is out! only watched one ep tonight, but hopes aren’t high for it to get a season three… they added Natalie Morales to the cast 😣
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 19h
lol my hard-boiled-egg found this movie in the pre-owned DVD bins at Blockbuster Video like twenty entire years ago, and I’ve always been puzzled that it never had a cult-classic reappraisal moment a la Jennifer’s Body or But I’m A Cheerleader… hope you love it haha
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 19h
lmao not me thinking you meant a literal cake topper, Ces… 😅 (like, you’d put it on top of a cake that was baked as an edible? Like brownies, but a cake? Idk 🫣)
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 21h
this is extremely real. Feels just like I woke up from a twenty-year coma. Nicely written 👏
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 21h
or a tramp stamp
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 21h
ugh girl you look SO good, I love your Laura Dern cheekbones 💖
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 23h
🏳️‍⚧️💉1️⃣0️⃣6️⃣☑️ Injecting a few hours early, mostly just ‘cause I’m bored lol Still a bit scratchy & sniffly from that cold that’s been going on for like three solid cycles now. 😓 Test didn’t say “it’s covid” tho, so idk… nothing for it but “keep up the vitamin C cough drops” 🫤 …after a li’l ice cream 🍦😉💖
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
oh my goodness lol
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Julie 🏳️‍🌈 @linear-bean.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
King Solomon walking up to this guy with a baby
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mel in ballhalla 🏳️‍⚧️🔰♨️ @astruckpersonn.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
i love it when businesses publicly say that they built themselves around transit and loudly oppose transit cuts. i fear they may be the only people transit boards listen to
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
brb just finally figured out what I should name my Sylveon for online battles
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
Annoying! Local Woman Got Decent Sleep But Still Has Facial Dysphoria 🤦🏻‍♀️
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
it’s if you’re doing it just for the look rather than because your soul is *actually* filled with the darkness of the night & all that. It’s just “poser” in Gen Zaplha
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The Callie is Coming from Inside the House @calliedot.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
Okay the international lesbians had their day when do we domestic lesbos get ours?
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
lack of hyphen had me confused there
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
I was at the beauty parlor today and, you’ll never believe it
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
didn’t look like you At All tbh, it was very trippy lol
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
bleh, mental DJ’s queuing up my crash-out greatest hits (“what would a decent job for me even LOOK like” followed by “hey let’s mark up some recent selfies as if this were an FFS consult”—next on WJEN, the hottest depression-spiral music of the 90s, 2000s, & today!) Time for beddy-bye 💖
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
It’s got “rational” right in the name! Clearly it’s the way to go. Nothing further to investigate there
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
ah yes, “sure, I’ve [X] and I often think [Y], but doesn’t everyone” is a line of thought that’s always led us down correct paths which worked out amazing. You’re so right girl 💖
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Jonas Goonface @jonasgoonface.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
🎃Halloween Hobo Horror🎃
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
Aww! 🥹 I’m glad he’s standing up for his daughter; you deserve it. 🩵🩷🤍🩷🩵
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
totes! Let’s get coffee sometime 🩷
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
mhmm. “For Halloween.” Classic excuse lol
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
hips don’t lie but camera angles & posing can bend the truth a little, just don’t forget 😉
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
ngl instant reaction was “oh that sounds like my jam; where’s the ‘buy’ link”
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
everyone insists on acting like the answer is for me to “smarten up” instead of just “get hotter”
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
Hooray! Congrats, amiga. Glad it’s been going well 🩷
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
gargantuan fucking mood
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⚡⚡MAD DOCTOR IMPOSSIBLE⚡⚡ @impossiblephd.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
This week on Stained Glass Woman is a very special co-production with the Gender Dysphoria Bible and @twipped.com: Regret rates in transition, and the data behind why transition is SO worth it. stainedglasswoman.substack.com/p/regrets-iv...
stainedglasswoman.substack.com
Regrets, I’ve Had a Few
Regret and joy in transition and detransition
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Jenevieve F. @empressofrobots.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
The fucking gall of announcing a comphet Elita-1 special edition toy on International Lesbians Day. Rude.
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Eerily Jen ("what, like it's Halloween?") 🩵🩷👻🩷🩵 @transducer.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
fuck, I’m glad I came out like I still have the vast majority of the same problems I had when I first made this account; I still have anxiety simply walking through the world but I actually *don’t* feel *more* anxiety, than I did when I was closeted? I baseline *like* myself now? it’s way better.
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Kaye Ross @kaye.zone · 09/10/2026
Women: I Just Think They’re Neat
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