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I’ve been home alone most days and it makes me feel so lonely. I overthink so much and make myself sad

I have all this restless energy and I don’t know what to do with it besides chain smoking cigarettes and craving food but every time I eat, I feel guilty.

like I’m literally eating nothing except for chobani yogurt and coffee, why am i bloated.

i hate being bloated it makes me want to tear my skin with my nails

i know i look super young i promise I’m 24 but at least i’ll still look young when I’m 30

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I could sleep forever and still feel tired

wow thank you for asking >_^ I’m going back to the employment agency today, yell at Walgreens for not having my medicine ready (they never do 😑), and then play animal crossing when I get home. I want to go shopping for a scale but I’m afraid I will become obsessed with it so maybe that’s a bad idea

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I’ve also been off of my venlafaxine for over a month now and apparently venlafaxine is infamous for its brutal withdrawals which I did not know. so I’ve been having random crying spells and crazy vivid dreams while sweating in my sleep. how long does this fucking last for

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me except with a Nintendo switch for animal crossing instead of an Xbox controller

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I’ve been eating so much the past couple days, I think it’s the helplessness where I can’t do anything about the processing of my background check. All I can do is wait. I want this assembly job so bad but I have a suspicious record 😐

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omg yes like pls I don’t want to go to jail for complimenting you

yves @amiprettyyet.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

why does the cheese look like it comes in the same container as nicotine pouches

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need a cig and to cry in the shower

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don’t they come in a big ass box how did u do that?? tell me ur secret

Proloe 🌙🧚‍♀️ Very Fairy Vtuber @proloe.gay · 07/03/2026

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i wish to sleep for a week someone feed me snacks so i dont have to get up

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do you ever feel like your favorite person is purposely avoiding you even though realistically you KNOW they’re just very busy, but you still try to find reasons why they hate you now 🙃

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I wouldn’t know how to even keep up with so many socials omg 🙃

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Me taking off my undies like it’s going to make a difference because I’m delusional 😉

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Me looking at thinspo on Pinterest 😐

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I poured out 4 of my boyfriend’s beers that were in the fridge because I was feeling emotional and triggered by the alcohol and my kinda-boyfriend thought it was a personal attack on him. No I’m not trying to be vindictive I’m trying to protect my sobriety.

ME. I will even take cute half-naked selfies but I don’t even send them to anyone 😐

this is so cute. where can I find heels like this

secret: I smoke cigarettes on the toilet to help me poop in the morning

alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

I need to let my eyes close I need to let my body soften I need to let the storm pass

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I might just pierce my eyebrow next myself idk I don’t care anymore

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it makes me wonder if my feelings are even significant enough to matter

it hurts so much when I’m talking about something I’m excited about and then I’m told to shut up

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I applied for Denso. I’m hoping and praying with all my heart that they like me and hire me. I’m ready to be a mindless factory slave 💕✨💕✨😉💖✨💕😘🤪✨💖

bats👾 @draculette.bsky.social · 03/03/2026

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hire me or I kill myself

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why am I not worthy of being loved why why why why why

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bliss @oatbliss.bsky.social · 01/03/2026

looking at girls that are prettier than me makes me genuinely suicidal like what is the point of continuing my existence when I know I’m fighting a losing battle because there will always be someone prettier and thinner and better than me

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i’m tired and i feel unwanted and fat

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I applaud your perseverance because I couldn’t do it 😭😭 so very proud of you

i feel so empty. but it’s a peaceful kind of empty

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Okie so i had a salad and a smoothie. My hands were shaking holding the fork. I felt so guilty yet excited at the same time. Breaking my fast felt like I was doing drugs and it was my little secret. Is this normal. Why am I acting like a feral little creature over some lettuce