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alina 🌱🌙

@tinybbykitty.bsky.social
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level 24 | shedsky | 18 months sober

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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 20/03/2026
we cuddle, we kiss, we have sex, we say I love you to each other everyday… I feel like he has me on a leash. why do you act like you love me but won’t get back together with me. why am I still not good enough
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 14/03/2026
I’ve been home alone most days and it makes me feel so lonely. I overthink so much and make myself sad
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 14/03/2026
me in pigtails
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 09/03/2026
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 09/03/2026
1 year 6 months sober tomorrow
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 09/03/2026
I’ve also been off of my venlafaxine for over a month now and apparently venlafaxine is infamous for its brutal withdrawals which I did not know. so I’ve been having random crying spells and crazy vivid dreams while sweating in my sleep. how long does this fucking last for
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 09/03/2026
me except with a Nintendo switch for animal crossing instead of an Xbox controller
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 08/03/2026
do you ever feel like your favorite person is purposely avoiding you even though realistically you KNOW they’re just very busy, but you still try to find reasons why they hate you now 🙃
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 08/03/2026
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 08/03/2026
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 08/03/2026
Me taking off my undies like it’s going to make a difference because I’m delusional 😉
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 08/03/2026
Me looking at thinspo on Pinterest 😐
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 08/03/2026
I poured out 4 of my boyfriend’s beers that were in the fridge because I was feeling emotional and triggered by the alcohol and my kinda-boyfriend thought it was a personal attack on him. No I’m not trying to be vindictive I’m trying to protect my sobriety.
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 08/03/2026
ME. I will even take cute half-naked selfies but I don’t even send them to anyone 😐
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 08/03/2026
this is so cute. where can I find heels like this
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 08/03/2026
secret: I smoke cigarettes on the toilet to help me poop in the morning
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 04/03/2026
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 04/03/2026
I might just pierce my eyebrow next myself idk I don’t care anymore
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 04/03/2026
it makes me wonder if my feelings are even significant enough to matter
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 04/03/2026
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 02/03/2026
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 28/02/2026
Yay here is my first poem I’ve written since being completely sober!! I stayed up all night x_x
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 28/02/2026
I really hope I can stay positive today and not be so sensitive and take everything personally 💔💔💔
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 28/02/2026
???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? I WOULDNT WISH BEING MENTALLY DISORDERED ON MY WORST ENEMY ????????????????????????????????????????
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 28/02/2026
I used to do this every Sunday 🙃 eventually they stopped scheduling me because they knew I was too unreliable to show up 🙃
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 28/02/2026
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 28/02/2026
feeling lovelorn because he broke up with me knowing my happiness depends on the way my favorite person treats me (him) but he doesn’t want me to leave, he still wants to house me and provide for me. What does this mean
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 28/02/2026
Me
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 28/02/2026
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 27/02/2026
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 27/02/2026
this is so cute but the scent of pears remind me of being in jail 😭😭
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 27/02/2026
535 days sober from alcohol so far 👀 i tried to quit nicotine too but failed miserably
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 26/02/2026
i just want a man to look at me and think “I can’t lose her” but every man I’ve ever interacted with thinks I’m a whore
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alina 🌱🌙 @tinybbykitty.bsky.social · 23/02/2026
can’t cut deeply because i don’t want more scars.
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