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Thistle

@thistleyote.bsky.social
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Diesel dyke in my fuckin 30s she/her Coyote ΘΔ old stuff enjoyer I take pictures of stuff sometimes fix your hearts or die

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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 8h
the existential dread is normal here don't be alarmed
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 9h
it's so god damn stupid and all of us are forced to do this against our own better interest and it's bullshit and dumb. I don't want to play but i have to. Nothing about my life in this god forsaken town in this godforsaken county is what I want. I'm sick of it. I don't want to play this game.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 9h
So I can drop into another bullshit job with another manager who doesn't understand neurodivergent people, another workplace where I can't just be trans and never quite make enough money so I can work myself half to death while my coworkers make little quips about queer people. All for insurance.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 9h
and for what? Nothing. They tell you keep trying keep trying and then it still doesn't happen. You try and try and nothing sticks. And I'm just supposed to be okay with it. I'm just supposed to hang in there a little bit longer on some wack ass promise nobody intends to keep. It's bullshit.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 9h
fuck american healthcare on god i fuckin hate this shit. years I've been filling out applications hoping some fuckin HR prick decides I deserve something that resembles a life and it hasn't happened. I'm sick and god damn tired of it. I've surpassed 10x over my limits.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 10h
what fucking hoops do I have to jump thru to get reliable access to HRT? I'm so over this shit.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 10h
probably was in on it the weasel
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 19h
First thing in the morning go to switch on my pc and it throws a fuckin breaker. PSU ate it god damn it lmao
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 16/10/2026
Streets of sim city CUTS TO THE CHASE
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donoteat @donoteat.bsky.social · 16/10/2026
damn really impressed by the new tesla roadster
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 15/10/2026
starting to feel like myself again
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 14/10/2026
#RP6ROCKBLOCK $$$$$$$$$$$$$
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Asriel @666killchopdeluxe.bsky.social · 14/10/2026
I mean god damn, peas
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😸 Hugo the pink cat 😸 @hugothepinkcat.bsky.social · 14/10/2026
Happy Anita-Bryant-gets-pied day!
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 14/10/2026
I love stuff like this
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 13/10/2026
could get better could get worse. you never really know. Something interesting might happen along the way.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 13/10/2026
Germany couldn't even do it back then.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 13/10/2026
Well yeah, "Professional" in the sense of non community aligned jobs. I'm not trying to call out any artist for anything.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 13/10/2026
In a world where social mobility is very much dictated by your economic and social class, it really frustrates me to watch wealthy people come in and be the "norm" for what furry is. Of course I don't hate the player, I hate the game. it's a cottage industry and the artists deserve what they earn.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 13/10/2026
This is kind of a low key gripe of mine. There's a very clear definition of what kind of fandom experience you are going to have divided along class lines. If furry is about professional networking to you, you are spiritually dead. At it's heart this is a queer art space.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 13/10/2026
i keep that fuckan thing on m,e
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 13/10/2026
poor lil guy
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 13/10/2026
I love you all and I'm so fucking sorry everything is so fucked up
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 12/10/2026
good god I'd fit right in, looks like so much fun!
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Satan @satan.wsocial.eu · 11/10/2026
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 11/10/2026
I normally don't go for wheels like that, but they came with the van.... and they kinda fuck on these im ngl I was gonna put stock rallyes on it but I think ill keep em.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 11/10/2026
I love her
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Nicole Bedera @nbedera.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I wrote a thread earlier today (before even reading this story, actually) about how commonly the “inconsistencies” in a victim’s story are actually procedural distortions made by people in positions of power who are invested in disbelieving her:
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Luminouslyiii ✨⚔ @luminouslyiii.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
Need more artists to openly and explicitly say trans rights so I know which ones to trust that won't backstab us for a transphobic + misogynistic art trend
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 11/10/2026
the problem is i wouldn't play ball like i'm supposed to. I'm supposed to just be available for anyone to use me whenever they want and shut the fuck up about it.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 11/10/2026
in which the trash takes itself out.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
It doesn't matter nobody will ever believe me
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
Please for the love of everything that has ever existed and ever will exist, can I just not fucking wake up tomorrow. Full stop. Im just fuckin 1 million percent done with everything about life and living.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
I exist to be beaten, bullied, friendless, and penniless. Im so god damn sick and tired of trying and getting nothing but shit. Bowl of shit. Shit sandwich. Eat more shit. Mmmmmm fuckin delicious.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
Im never getting hired again lmao I just wasn't built for this shit. I cant handle life and thats it.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
Nobody is meaner to anyone that trans women are to themselves
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
what's crazier to me is that a lot of the time ND children often experience a lot of abuse in ways others, and especially ourselves aren't able to recognize or articulate till you're in your 30s in therapy. Of course it's never intentional it's just how the person experiences it that matters.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
i wanna go see the twin peaks place
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
two interviews for a grocery store is wild. Y'all crack me up.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
Like do you love your child wtf? that's a lot of effort to not do what your wife asked you to do, something you shouldn't even have to ask for. Something you should just do because it's your kid.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
this is abusive
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
Its amazing how much I can accomplish when im not living with exhaustion and overbearing depression. Now im only a little bit depressed but like able to function again.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
In more positive news: I quit my bullshit job and i've never been more convinced it was the right move.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
It is likely i will never feel safe in a relationship again. I don't experience physical attraction. and I just have to constantly perform "Hey I'm not gonna harm you" cause it's the safe choice for other people to assume so. Like ahhhh fuck everything about this body.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
Basically, I don't want this body, I don't want to exist, but I can't kms, I don't really want to engage with life in a way that matters. I don't want to have any effect on anything or anyone around me, I want to observe rather than participate. it's safer that way.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
I personally... like... I don't think ill ever feel safe in a relationship tho either The whole time im just like "alright when is the other shoe gonna drop" Like idk I just dont feel safe with anyone anymore. Sorry, not trying to argue!!!
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
And theres like no way out cause you cant die that makes everyone sad and you cant give up cause it makes everyone mad and theres no way to do so without exploiting others. I just have to live with this male body and hope people respect me enough to use my pronouns and pretend im a woman.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
Im scared people will just go along with anything I want cause I appear physically stronger or I have a cocky, brash, butch personality. But also the fact that im trans makes it easier to control and manipulate me. I just cant be intimate anymore and thats it.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
Basically what im saying is I want a level of distance between me and a sense of my own body, and its relationship to the rest of the world. I cant help but feel like my body was built for violence. I also think its unethical for me to date or have sex.
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Thistle @thistleyote.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
But power dynamics and ethical concerns also kind of make me feel like the best way for me to exist is to try and make my presence in the world as small and unnoticeable as possible. My body scares some people and I hate that. I like borderline dont want to exist cause I cant not effect the world.
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