iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

ANNIVERSARY STREAM(S) BEGIN TODAY!! 🎉✨ Today marks the beginning of my celebration of 6yrs as a Vtuber!!! ❤️ Streaming today, Friday, and Saturday - and each day will have new surprises! 👀 Three special event badges are available to get from today until I end on Saturday! ❤️ www.twitch.tv/themercid

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☆~ 6YR VTUBER ANNIVERSARY CELEBRATION!! (day 1) ~☆ !squeaks | Streaming minecraft.

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

Worked out too hard and gave myself a stomachache 😭

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

Library plans had to be shelved for now due to tons of rain and wind 🥲 On the bright side though, now I can just sit at home and drink a coffee while reading and listening to the rain, super cosy~ ☺️📚

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

Think I might go to the library today, any book recommendations would be greatly appreciated! ❤️

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

Today I finally updated and changed my twitch pfp, offline pic(schedule), AND banner!!! and it’s great! I’m really happy with all of them! 🙌🏻 …Buuuut now I also can’t look at my own channel without laughing due to the banner, best problem 🤭

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

Also, on a much lighter note! 👀 I have a fun story for tomorrow’s stream since today I decided to get off my butt and try to get a new mattress!! (and it ofc turned into an epic journey full of mishaps as usual lol) 🤭

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

Been thinking a lot about what I posted yesterday, trying to figure out where I want to go from here, both in life and with who I am, and how to get there. Who I am now and who I want to be. Etc. It’s going to take a long time to find all the answers, but I think I’m going in the right direction ❤️

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

Ended up looking through old pictures and stream recordings from many years ago (7-10yrs ish, so all wiped, but I saved some stuff on my pc) and… yeah. Fuck man. I know I had problems back then too and things were rough, but I still had my spark. I was still able to smile without holding back. 🥲

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

For the first time in years I managed to open a bottle without getting injured - or it even hurting in the slightest! Hell yeah!!! I think my workouts might be helping?! 💪🏻❤️ (Context: I am extremely hyper mobile and get injured very very easily)

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

Been sleeping horribly and am in a ton of pain since I got home, really didn’t fully realise how bad my bed was/is/has been for me all these years 😵‍💫 Now I just need to figure out how to find the right mattress without being able to try them out before (shop is too far) 😅 advice would be appreciated!

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

Post con experience: Too exhausted to cook or really eat, keep falling asleep constantly, and I feel like my brain is operating at 5% power …I have become a very sleepy feral raccoon

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

I had such an amazing time at Närcon!! 🥹❤️ I’m now back home and have flopped into bed about to pass out, but I feel so lost without all my friends and other lovely people around 🥲❤️ Thank you all so much for making this an unforgettable event! ❤️ Will stream to yap about con tomorrow, goodnight 😴

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

Favourite function on my phone: being able to literally ask the phone itself where it is when I lose it in my apartment x) I misplaced it a lot, so being able to just ask “Hey, where are you?” And get answers like “Here I am” (cute, btw) is seriously great! ☺️

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

Had one of the best unintentional naps ever! Fell asleep in my pc chair, vague memory of (barely) waking up at some point and going “nooo”, then suddenly 2hrs later I’m in a nest of clean laundry on my bed, awake, relaxed, and happy ☺️ …I live alone, so I somehow did this while sleepwalking… 🧐

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

Did some quick outdoor sketches today and my ADHD meds wore off halfway through one of them, you can literally see it happening in real time in the art. I don’t think I’ve ever seen such a perfect visual representation of just how big of a difference my meds actually make…

A sketch of a part of a fern, done while my ADHD meds stopped working. The art progressively gets messier and less detailed.

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

The best way to convince someone to never want children: force them to listen to 7-10 kids screaming, stomping, crying, and throwing tantrums in the house you live in. All of this + more in the stairwell, their apartment, AND right outside your window. From 6am to midnight. Nonstop. Every day. 💀

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 04/07/2026

Today I managed to end up with: - heat exhaustion - pretty severe allergic reaction (no clue what specifically triggered it) - migraine …all at once. 🥲 I’d love to make a funny joke about this, because it IS absurd! But this actually scared me, I’m so sick of being this stupidly fragile…

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

I sneezed loud enough to both hurt my ears *and* startle my neighbour, what even is the power of my vocal cords??? orz

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

Have been so stressed for so long that it is seriously negatively affecting my health, to the point of it being a serious warning sign to slow down NOW. So today I decided to just care for my plants, really spoil them, and also do some flower and leaf pressing + air drying. Highly recommend ❤️

A collection of pretty rose leaves and yellow roses being air dried

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 26/06/2026

It’s currently 25c outdoors… and 29c indoors. Fans do not help, windows open or closed does not matter, the temp just keeps going up. I’m still managing pretty well (even tho it feels like there isn’t enough oxygen indoors) but we haven’t even hit peak heat wave yet, so ngl, I’m a tad concerned.. 😅

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

Been completely out if it with a horrible migraine all day, finally feeling a bit better now and I should sleep, but for some reason all I can think about is that one (extremely wholesome) yuri manga I was working on many years ago… I miss my characters… What if… I started working on it again…

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

Had a stress dream that I had to drive two people back to their homes (opposite sides of the town) because they were sick, and it was raining so badly that I kept getting hydroplaning, and I was so scared I would be stopped since I don’t have a license… Didn’t crash and made it! But, Wtf brain??

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 10/06/2026

Been completely floored all day by a horrible migraine, complete with all the “fun” extra symptoms (beyond the normal excruciating pain, light + sound sensitivity etc) such as confusion and memory loss. 🥲 Finally feeling better after lots of meds and being knocked out for a while though \o/

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 30/05/2026

I’m sorry for my last post. I have been in a bad place mentally for some time now, and it just hit a very sore spot from the past. It was not meant towards anyone specific, and I did not mean to make anyone feel guilty! I know it’s hard to remember + keep up with everything, that’s ok! I’m sorry

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 30/05/2026

I graduated uni this Friday and not a single person remembered it, just like every other life event or big achievement. Guess I thought this one might be “important enough”. I don’t know why I hoped things would be different this time.

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

I accidentally got completely stuck until 3am reading a horror book. Worst part? Not even tired so can’t sleep, very jumpy about the dark, the sky is already getting brighter again, and I was supposed to get up at 8am. I messed up so bad haha 🥲

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

Hearing the rain outside my windows while I lay cozy and warm in my bed makes me wish I had someone to share such simple joys with. Imagine being able to hold and be held by them, as you listen to the rain and enjoy each other’s silent but warm and loving company.

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 01/05/2026

For once, resting and spoiling myself absolutely rotten with a hot bath and my favourite things! 🙌🏻 Only thing missing would be candles 🤭

Picture of a filled bathtub and a small table next to it with an alcohol free cider, water, chocolate, and comics. Also a cute plant.

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 29/04/2026

My temporary (maybe?) apartment already looks super cozy - despite me still being sick as heck. Pretty impressed with myself! I still love & miss my original apartment in many ways, but being unable to unpack for so long due to the water damage really made it hard to make myself fully at home 🥲

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

First night in new (temporary? Maybe?) apartment! First impression: The air is so clear & easy to breathe!!! (Tbf, not a high bar to clear compared to my other apartment lol) During daytime it’s so bright! Kind neighbours! It’s SO quiet!!! 😊 I like this place so much that it kind of scares me lol

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 22/04/2026

I’m still sick, and while it’s no longer the highest it has been (thankfully) I do still have a fever and I’m feeling pretty terrible. …So of course I did the only reasonable thing and ate half a tub of (lactose free!) chocolate ice cream to get my temp down and mood up Self care pro strats 🙌🏻

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

This is right next to my pc, after it has been on for hours. This + the extreme humidity & stench from the water damaged ceiling + mold is just great. so nice and liveable, loving it. 🫥 (For the thermometer; Top = air, bottom = floor)

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 12/03/2026

Buckle up for yet another story of “Merci what even is your life”! So, about 2-3 weeks ago one of my scapulas decided to go on a journey and slide way out of place, in a worse way than ever before. (As confirmed by my dear friend who was mildly shocked to see it going *inwards*) 😨 1/5

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 11/03/2026

Why does it seem like no one knows how to make good guides and docs?! 😨 What is even the point if the “docs/guides” contain no actual information beyond the absolute surface level - and often barely even that?? 😨 Please just hire me to do it instead! I promise I can do it a million times better! orz

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 08/02/2026

Someone please remind me to just sit down and actually try to doodle something during lunch tomorrow! 🥲 I’ve not been able to draw just for me for at least half a year now and I miss it SO MUCH!!! But now as soon as there’s a little time for once it’s like I just… forget that it’s even an option? 🫠

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 05/01/2026

My brain feels like a sad little jiggly jello of pain…

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 01/01/2026

Happy new years everyone! I hope 2026 will be a much better year for us all! 🎉❤️

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 31/12/2025

Assignment is split into “passing” and “passing+”, literally no point in doing +lvl since it’s a lot of extra work for no reason at all (won’t affect final grade), they say do one or both parts. About to turn it in and then find out you need to do +lvl to even get enough points for passing….bruh.

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 06/12/2025

Swedish healthcare, earlier this week: went in because I have been sick for a long time, fever, pain in throat, chest, and ears, dizzy, hard time breathing, etc Got to see 1 nurse & 1 student, no doctor. 1/4

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 05/12/2025

Been taking supplements for this and more since making this discovery, and while I sadly have no way to check my values myself (and healthcare is not helpful)… I’m slowly starting to feel a little bit better! So with time my health will hopefully keep improving 🤞🏻☺️

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 05/12/2025

I found THE cutest apron - with frills and a crossed back attachment instead of loop for your head, AND it’s made from cotton and linen! Literally the only downside is that it’s beige, buuuut…that’d be the perfect base for a cute leaf and flower embroidery pattern too… Help… I am SO TEMPTED 🥺

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 13/11/2025

I’ve been reading a horror book today, and I’m now laying here alone in the dark… yeeeeeah. Bad idea. 🫠

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 13/11/2025

I just checked my blood test results & found out that I am literally on the verge of anemia(hb 120) - and apparently pretty much always have been??? Yet no doctor thought to connect that to all my symptoms that align perfectly?? + celiac?(meaning I should get preventative treatment anyway-I don't) 😱

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 06/08/2025

Live now with the last stream before my move! ❤️ www.twitch.tv/TheMerciD

Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 28/07/2025

Fun fact; I am doing a complete rework of my website! I took down & deleted everything I had before. And as of yesterday - the very first version of my new site is now up! It's still under construction, but I ALREADY love it so much more!! Was 100% the right decision! 💪🏻❤️✨ www.themercid.com

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 08/07/2025

Question: What kind of prints would you like to see me make? (and sell, both regular paper prints and stuff like tote bags!) if you could wish for anything?? 👀 I mainly do fantasy, animal, & nature themed stuff + sometimes pretty (&sexy) ladies 🤔 Architecture is fun too! (No fanart though, sorry 😅)

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 07/07/2025

If things go alright with my work in the morning I might actually be able to stream for a little bit again tomorrow! 🥹

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 24/06/2025

Please remind me tomorrow to make a quick comic about this absolutely absurd day (as soon as my wrist allows for it)

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Merci @themercid.bsky.social · 24/06/2025

Guess who gave themselves a black eye AND dislocated their wrist today? (Separate events) and now can’t sleep because of both? That’d be meeee 💀

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lukelukeluke @lukelukeluke.bsky.social · 24/06/2025

I told the mycelia about you and it wanted me to tell you to not worry about today. They said “just absorb nutrients for now, you’ll grow big mushrooms later when the weather is right and your roots are ready”

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