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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 23/12/2025

New Intro since jab: Married. 38. Job is bop/housewife. My body is modded. It’s a fake body. HT 5’2 CW: 156 HW: 190 LW: 120 Rx: cptsd, adhd, probably meet the criteria for BED, have been on body hell Internet for 20 years now Under 18+ DNI.

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 13/11/2025

this is the church I joined that eats up all my time I love them so much.

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 07/11/2025

I think my fave content is watching gym bros torture themselves the way we do. suffer.

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 07/08/2025

Whelp, tired of being fat got on compounded semaglutide it comes in, in a few days

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 21/07/2025

doomed to forever lose and regain the same 8 lbs

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 17/07/2025

I need to reset with a hardcore beauty diet clean-up. all this junk food is bad for my skin

description of a whole food based diet and some exercises

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 17/07/2025

I stuck my head in the fruit/produce area shelf at Hmart and it smelled so good and fresh that I almost cried god I love fruit

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 17/07/2025

whitney_h*lcombe is a moron “There’s nothing wrong with wanting to be thin!! I lost 100 pounds at 14 and with my book I can show you how to do it too!!” 🙄 I know an ED when I see one and I know you aren’t claiming a teenage experience as expertise Fucking bonkers

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 16/06/2025

getting my tox jab. no getting to see my feelings for anyone 😅

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 06/06/2025

ohkaaaay let’s see how the universe leaves me be today 😤

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 05/06/2025

lol Elon said Trump is in the Epstein Files

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 05/06/2025

Went to the grocery store to go shopping for the weekend and when I got to the register, I found out ALL THE REGISTERS WERE DOWN AND WOULD BE FOR 45 MINUTES. gosh if that isn’t a cosmic sign to stop being a fat ass

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 01/06/2025

goddamn pretzel buns 🤦🏻‍♀️

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 29/05/2025

lost 2lbs of bloat since I last weighed I know it was just water weight but I’ll take it

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 28/05/2025

I’ve had to human too much to day and I’m fucking knackered

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 27/05/2025

konjac noodles + stir fry veggies + shredded chicken/scrambled eggs /tofu + naked and saucy peanut sauce + mint/basil ❤️ lazy low c//al peanut noodles Less than 200 c@ls if you don’t have a serving of protein, less than 200-350ish if you do.

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 27/05/2025

update: I now adore it. It’s so good when you want something savory and want it liquid. Savory, salty like food and not sweet like desserts. It’s often hard for me to do liquid diets because I get tired of sweet stuff

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 27/05/2025

This is pretty good. Especially if you want something salty instead of sweet as a beverage. Pickle Bloody Mary Mix!

V8 Grillos Pickles Dill Pickle Bloody Mary Mix. It has 60 calories and no alcohol

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 25/05/2025

kiss from a rose by seal triggers me so much. it just makes me want to be tiny

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 21/05/2025

🎲it pho + fruit Total cals: 564 I believe in volume dieting

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 21/05/2025

I remember the first time I heard my niece say that her body was fa//t. She was 11. I never forgot that. The flush of heat down my neck. My heart pounding inside my body. The “everything is my fault” feeling. I never talked about my body negatively again around her.

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 21/05/2025

I found frozen honeydew chunks and I’m so pleased. Aesthetic green matcha melon smoothies are go! spinach+melon+avocado+matcha= pretty mint green mixing spinach into other smoothies has been…not aesthetic…

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 19/05/2025

Im finally free of pre-scheduled responsibilities. Now I can just be weird and feral and bed rot for a few days thank the universe

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 16/05/2025

I’m gonna trim my undercut. wish me luck 🙃

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Opal @spitandtears111.bsky.social · 09/05/2025

Good morning caterpillar sky! Let’s avoid this bread!

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 14/05/2025

made a mango lassi style smoothie for lunch. no regrets.

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 14/05/2025

“I need to get my Botox done, maybe do a laser treatment or two and find a better moisturizer.” Me to myself as soon as I see a crinkle. I will not age gracefully. I will age kicking and screaming and entirely against my will.

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 13/05/2025

new intro cuz gained weight 😑 -37 -cw: 170.2 gw1: 160 - BED, Mia, Restrictive Eating, ADHD, CPTSD - Bi/Pan, married, pro-recovery, pro-harm reduction DNI: no minors, no fatphobes, no mean girls/gays, no purging tips, no bigots Current ED focus: high intake restriction will unpin in june

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 10/05/2025

Partner is going out of town for 3 weeks. We’ve never been gone from each other this long 😭 I get to be super weird about food but I’m really gonna miss him

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 08/05/2025

At my gym class and this bitch just turned off the fans I just turned on BITCH THIS IS CARDIO WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT IF YOU ARE COLD YOU ARENT WORKING HARD ENOUGH

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 08/05/2025

I’m noodles for brains today. I had a hard focusing on my gym class and a hard time making myself do anything productive. I also went grocery shopping but I’m having a ttrpg game sesh tomorrow so I bought yummy things for my friends at game night. I also just smoked 🤦🏻‍♀️

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 06/05/2025

Hurt my shoulder lifting a while back, I’m able to do cardio no problem but I’m terrified of skinny fat. I constantly want a tighter body.

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 06/05/2025

Designing a diet that will let me lose weight but not destroy my skin and hair (it doesn’t exist)

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 05/05/2025

My massage therapist asked me if I lost weight. Stoked over that.

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 30/04/2025

been making a lot of smoothies and I bought a bunch of different kind of protein powders I’m protein-maxxing

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 24/04/2025

Been sick and bingey and not able to go to the gym since Saturday and I hate it been mostly eating and sleeping outside of work stuffs

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 21/04/2025

time to quit pot again now that 4/20 is over

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✧₊⁺ neyla ✧₊⁺ @neylaaa.bsky.social · 19/04/2025

hey guys… don’t mind me just cleansing the tl

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 17/04/2025

Been doing a lot of local group networking. Been hanging out with the Unitarian Universalist Church. They don’t even care I’m a spicy model. They have the rainbow flag over their main entrance. Trying to help local people has done a ton more for my political anxiety than doom scrolling.

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 15/04/2025

Been losing and regaining the same pound all month. I NEED to learn that you cannot outrun a bad diet.

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 12/04/2025

I hate that no matter how much I exercise, it can’t dent a bad day of eating.

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

been sick the last two days and wasn’t able to go to the gym today I’ve been going to the gym most days and it’s killing me not to go 😑

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 07/04/2025

dance class had me fighting for my life today I do not have young knees 😑

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 03/04/2025

plotting out a cringey af romance story

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 27/03/2025

Just in case ya’ll needed a giggle Just a song about the devil and potato salad youtu.be/rXDuieHV1mw?...

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Janet's Potato Salad

YouTube video by Cupcake Television - Topic

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 26/03/2025

need to get chin filler and lip filler and get my botox redone people can’t see my feelings if I can’t frown

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mentally ill mary @tamagobeepbeep.bsky.social · 25/03/2025

figured out why things are wrong I’ve forgotten to take one of my daily med doses like…4 times. 🙃 so maybe that’s why I’ve wanted to die

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