nika shedtwt @surfacehell.bsky.social · 11/12/2025year ago today fell into my dresser getting into the bathroom 0207
nika shedtwt @surfacehell.bsky.social · 22/11/2025anyways here's that update i disappear because i feel fine for like a week or two after then i spiral again an AWESOME cycle right 😀 071
nika shedtwt @surfacehell.bsky.social · 08/10/2025next day and after shower the infected hair follicles is not it but i was not dealing with the blood all night so it was trapped under a tight gauze wrap 072
nika shedtwt @surfacehell.bsky.social · 07/10/2025i'm bleeding through everything another roll of gauze and self stick shit 061
nika shedtwt @surfacehell.bsky.social · 07/10/2025like please what did i do to you to be punished like this 071
nika shedtwt @surfacehell.bsky.social · 07/10/2025i'm just trying not to kms why do i have to be punished 052
nika shedtwt @surfacehell.bsky.social · 07/10/2025i want to cut more but that spot is too sensitive and i don't like doing it in more then one spot 062
nika shedtwt @surfacehell.bsky.social · 07/10/2025fuck i'm not used to my favorite blades i wanted to die tomorrow not tonight wtf it's on swipe fuck fuck fuck 052
nika shedtwt @surfacehell.bsky.social · 04/10/2025i just need to go to walmart alone so i can get my good blades instead of stuff i can get away with buying anyways 062
nika shedtwt @surfacehell.bsky.social · 29/08/2025i don't care that i have scars until i shave my legs and they aren't nice looking 060
nika shedtwt @surfacehell.bsky.social · 15/08/2025i'm going crazy and don't have actual blades so here's some wimpy ones 063
nika shedtwt @surfacehell.bsky.social · 02/08/2025guys am i just meant to be fat why are my ribs so fucking big 030
nika shedtwt @surfacehell.bsky.social · 21/07/2025i wish they turned purple and shit like other peoples do 030
nika shedtwt @surfacehell.bsky.social · 20/07/2025bruising next morning update the old ones expanded 031
nika shedtwt @surfacehell.bsky.social · 20/07/2025bruising i can feel large ones forming where i circled i'll update if i remember 030
nika shedtwt @surfacehell.bsky.social · 02/07/2025so shallow it closed and also is swollen so idk 0123
nika shedtwt @surfacehell.bsky.social · 01/07/2025it's summer so i can just wear bracelets after i take the bandage off baby relaspe 082
nika shedtwt @surfacehell.bsky.social · 28/06/2025i can cry while masturbating but not when i'm sad um ok... 050
