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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

crazy how the chest pain goes away when I actually eat enough. So funny how that works actually

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

I've gotten so small but I know it isn't small enough, fml

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I wish I could just focus on my ed the way I used to, don't have to worry about fuck else if I have tunnel vision for it. But alas, the horrors persist

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I need to stop thinking I can get better bc it just sets back my progress so far

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Thinking about my own mortality + looking unwell like complete dogshit = oh fuck oh shit uh oh

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

The grief caught up to me. Or maybe it's just PTSD idk

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Weight is so fake bc I look fatter than ever, but my measurements are the same, and I weigh less than before

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

I fear I have changed from eating disorder that I control to Something Else and it's freaking me out

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

everyone at work is about to be acutely aware of my various mental disorders I stg. Also healing this industrial piercing will be the death of me but its so swag

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Riley🌙🪐✨ @triplezer0.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

i always feel so left out. everyone else is closer to each other than they are with me and i’m just kind of there. i never belong

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

I need another honeymoon phase I need to be stupid again pieassseseess restricting makes me SO dumb and I need that in my life

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

the lion does not concern himself with the crazy amount of stomach distention from binging today

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

So excited to have alcohol for dinner tomorrow can not wait

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

2 more lbs until I'm out of bmi 21 jfc

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

I miss the wild west of being pr0ed on forums and shit, and I prefer forums over feeds but it's so hard to find them

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

Cookies might be weight loss secret wtf

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

I shouldn't have done this I can't stop eating them mannnn I just got back to 118 I'm just not gonna weigh myself for the next couple days

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

Made the best cookies on earth today holy shit

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Cashew milk gotta be the world's best invention

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Plateau has me so frustrated I baked and ate like 5 calories dense sugary ass cookies because clearly nothing matters. Maybe the laxative tea will cancel it out, maybe not.

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

How do I continue to plateau this cannot be possible

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

If by Tuesday I'm not under 120 I'm never eating again I stg

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

120 is holding me fucking hostage JUST LET ME GO BELOW AND STAY BELOW FOR THE LOVE OF GOD

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

4 cookies for dinner am I Santa ??? Might end up as fat as him if I keep this up

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Ginger @gingerbready.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

So hungry so hungry so hungry

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

describe your musical taste in three artists, no genres: circa survive hail the sun get scared

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

I'm so hungry today holy fucking shit

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

I went rollerblading in the street as a grown adult instead

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

Old bc's from like 4-8 years ago keep popping up on my photos memories and it's freaking me out

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

120.0 on the mf dot today and of course insatiable hunger comes with it. Stg I'm gonna pull from my old cigarette stash bc if I gain tomorrow 😁😁😁😁😁

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

I'm up 2.8 lbs due to my binging I hate my life

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

What happened today calorically can NEVER happen again

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

I miss cvtting myself so badly but I've been sober for 6 years I cant start again, the only people that cared are dead so I guess I could but that's such a long time

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

n3w amsterd4m is so much grosser than I remember, at least it doesn't have a smell to make it worse

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

Cashing out on main sorry guys it will get worse when I'm drunk. Cheers

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

I hate binging I hate binging I hate binging I have no sense of control over anything, seeing my bones next to severe bloating is freaking me out. I'm not a big person where is it going.

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

Who the fuck am I kidding I'm just binging I can't stop. Gonna get drunk as fuck later too

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

Eating whatever I want today since I'd rather just be a big back casually than binge uncontrollably. Have I been faking ana behaviors this whole time it feels like it (ill be back on my bs by next week I fear)

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★ sunny ⸝⸝ @sunnyrotz.bsky.social · 14/08/2026