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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 3h

i’m such a fat and ugly chud oh my god i hate my horrid waist to hip ratio 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔🤮🤮

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 3h

just saw forgotten island omg it was so good i cried so much

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 9h

how do you stop messing up constantly

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

cramping does anyone want to come over and bash my skull in for me? 🥹

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

just had a very severe panic attack lawl im exhausted now

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

waking up feeling like doodoo shit for no discernible reason, god i just know cvtting would change that right now fuck my stupid “trying to find better coping mechanisms” life 😭😭💔

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

god id kill for hands like these 😭😭😭

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

oh my god i just had boost for the first time that is the most fucking disgusting thing i’ve ever had in my mouth oh my god i feel like im going to puke

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

i’m so anxious rn i can’t stop worrying about things

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

got drunk and ate an entire can of pringles what is my issue omfg

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

just called out sick from my job for the first time & i feel like such an asshole about it T_T it’s food service and my coworker didn’t seem upset by it when i called but urgh. i hate being a burden

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

been getting back into counting my cals 💔 ~920 yesterday, i’ll try and do better today

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

my job got me yearning to blow my shit clean off

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

took bcs at work but i look humongous someone come and kill me oh my god 😭😭 i can’t believe i walk around looking like this every day

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

my therapist said that i probably gave up on recovery after seeing that i didn’t gain any weight when trying bc my mind was looking for any chance to relapse and i fear she might have been right 😭😭💔

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

bc // i love seeing my hip bones poke through whatever i’m wearing 😭😭 my upper arms are so huge though kill me

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

this 🤏 close to relapsing and cvtting again icl

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

does anyone know a place to cvt that is super well hidden even to someone you’d be naked in front of

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

apparently cvtting on ur ankle is dangerous bc it’s easy to hit a major artery but i guess i got off easy

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

if you see this, do it (if you want) ✶ name: fawn ✶ height: 5'8 ✶ star sign: ♌️ ✶ nicknames: fawnie ✶ siblings: 1 older 1 younger ✶ relationships: partner but we’re talking a break ✶ crushing on: partner ✶ fav season: fall ✶ pets: dog ✶ fav color: pale blues ✶ live: us 😔

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

i think im happier off the antidepressants

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

sorry for crashing out every other day on the tl lmfao

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

i need to withdraw from everyone i’m just a burden im a piece of shit i need to die now

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

i need this pain in my chest to stop

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

i wish i could die a horrible painful gruesome death and experience every second of it in such a horrible person

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

i need to kill myself i hate my fucking stupid fucking head

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

i don’t deserve to live anymore

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

i’ve been on antidepressants for about a month and a half - two months now & i just ran out and bc of my dumb pharmacy my new supply is late, i’ve had no idea if they’ve actually worked but seeing as this is the first time ill be off them since i started, i guess we’ll see what happens

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

me when i’m a fat chud with a wide rib cage. genuinely im so fucked bruh i hate my ugly ass body anyways go my bc

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

partner & i are giving each other space bc we’ve gotten kind of unhealthy but don’t want to fully separate 😭😭 fuck my stupid chud life it was a mutual agreement but it’s like # all my fault too lowk highkey

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

not to be dramatic or anything but i totally tried to cvt at work a little yesterday w a dull knife & when i was looking at what it did (nothing) my coworker asked if i was okay and i was just like oh yes! i had an itch! mortified that she saw me trying that.. im so fucking dumb bruh

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

anyone wanna come over and kill me

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

depression ruined my life im so miserable now & i doubt my brain this starved helps

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

it’s so funny like as soon as i learned i wasn’t gaining any weight this whole time ive been trying to recover it’s like the motivation just left me and now idgaf again

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

oh my god guys (says the girl trying to recover), i dropped two pounds!!! im only 3 away from my gw!!! (says the girl trying to recover)

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

it’s actually crazy how fat my thighs are rn like why

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

wanting to post bcs of me trying a swimsuit on vs my wicked bush being visible .. is it worth it

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

i don’t deserve anything good i should be left alone by everyone i care about and rot until i die

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I RUIN EVERYTNINGGGGG I LOVE MAKING THE SAME MISTAKE OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AVAJN

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

my life was a mistake. i wish i died in the womb instead of my sister. im sure she would’ve been better than me

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

if im lucky, i will be murdered tomorrow

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

im pathetic, a loser i talk in circles im a doormat im irresponsible neglectful uncaring cold selfish a brat a child 5 years old a crybaby a piece of shit a liar a manipulator a burden im a waste of time im broken im wrong im horrible im emotionally unintelligent im stupid im reckless i should die

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fawn ★ @cervidxiaa.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

i will always be the problem i will always say the wrong things i will anyways frustrate everyone im an awful child an awful sibling an awful friend an awful girlfriend. im the fucking worst

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