iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 13/01/2026

really can't decide if I like straight or curly more ,, I like the emo look but the natural wavy is cute too ,, aarrghh

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 08/01/2026

well! roblox is dying today I think . I hope . because this is stupid for so many reasons

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 03/01/2026

was waiting for the professional photos ,,, here it is!!! 😎🔥 I LOVE IT SO MUCH RAAAHHH ITS PERFECT!!! ITS ME!!! IT LOOKS SO GOOD OH MY GODDDDD IM SO HAPPY

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 02/01/2026

TS HURTS BAD !!!!!! HELLPPPPP not done yet

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 29/12/2025

goofy ahh roblox screens i took

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 26/12/2025

my alt clothing arrived today AAAAA everything looks and fits so good I'm so happy ,,, so gender,,,, !!!!

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 25/12/2025

facial hair is really starting to come in 👀 this is like 4 days without shaving haha also STARTING to get sideburn hair ugghhh❤️❤️💞💞❤️🔥🔥🔥 I love sideburns ahahah

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 23/12/2025

finished the book. these quotes killed me. gave me chills and had to try not to cry reading this at work 😔✌️✌️ ouch.

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 21/12/2025

some pics of my fit for the christmas work party today 😎🔥 had to make sure I was the gayest one there ugh I wish I looked more masc though. blehhh

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 19/12/2025

this page brought up some memories sh tw in the replies

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 17/12/2025

I relate to this character so much it makes me nauseous I mean obviously I've deeply related to a character but . this is current life me . I never see this. this is how my thoughts work ,, and , just everything,,, ive never seen someone like me

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 14/12/2025

omg this color looks SO hot supposed to be a little more purple but fuck it we ball 😎✌️

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 12/12/2025

the fit is so peak 😔🙏🔥 inspired by my old roblox avatar 🔥🔥🔥 (this shirt is so funny to me I'm not serious dw)

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 25/11/2025

started playing roblox forsaken and I am such an elliot main i love this goofy little pizza man I love him #roblox #forsaken #robloxforsaken #forsakenelliot

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 19/11/2025

HE'S HEEEREEEEE 💞💞💞🔥🔥💞💞🔥🔥💞💞💞🔥🔥🔥🔥 #sebastiansolace #pressure #roblox

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

oh my god oh my god Sebastian is going to get here today omg omg ofmfog txkdnskd

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

I love this dumb game so much lmao

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 16/11/2025

I did send him an amazon gift card though and got a response eeehehehehe he made a wishlist so other people bought him stuff that he's going to open on stream kinda parasocial but whatever he writes cool books ehehehe I like our little community of freaks

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 15/11/2025

ugh i love wearing boy clothes . so effortless , so comfy , yet still adorable ?? UGHHH 💞💞 fucking love this sweater more boys need to wear sweaters NOW !!!

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 11/11/2025

testosterone is turning my hands so sexy holy shit

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 10/11/2025

eeeheeheheh my sebastian plush shipped 💞💞💞💞💞💞

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 09/11/2025

lyricide, the genocidal god made to exterminate species that cannot resist war, infighting, and violence. don't feel bad, it is for their own good. because they cannot suffer in death. he has ended billions of lives across billions of universes. for the greater good. #oc #ocsky

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 06/11/2025

here are some of my drawings of Lyricide, and his human form Lyre :) I really need to lore dump on this guy there is . so much in my head . so much !!

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 06/11/2025

MY CXMMISSION IS DONE MY CXMMISSION IS DONE YESSS YESS YIPPEEE this is my character Lyricide!!! I'M IN LOVE WITH IT , THE VIBE IS PERFECT . THANK YOU @entzuendung.bsky.social please check out their art it's gorgeous and freaky and ethereal and !!!!! so fucking cool!!!!

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 02/11/2025

I love my digimon so much lmao

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 01/11/2025

kitty cat sat outside and helped as we passed out candy lmao we really didn't get a lot of people 😭 we bought two more bags of candy this morning bc we were expecting a lot more, but nope best part were the kids dressed as vocaloid: 2 mikus, len, and ren!! they were excited I knew lol!!

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 26/10/2025

my bf got another pokemon because he's so cute like that

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 26/10/2025

new tattoo!!! bf and I went to the flash sale again this year 😆 reminds me of how much I want to get a tattoo of my oc haha

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 10/10/2025

NEW HAIR ALSO I LOOK SO MASC IN THIS PIC I'M !!! AAAAA !!!💞💞💞💞

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 05/10/2025

watching midnight mass but all I can focus on is how gorgeous this man is, jesus christ . testosterone you gotta stop ,, feeling like a vampire resisting the thirst lmao-

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 04/10/2025

okay I'm sorry I started off sewing on the buttons but it takes so long I literally can't 😭 changing to hot glue ,, I don't know who I'm apologizing to but I feel like I have to 🤣 sewing looks and feels nicer but it takes so long it's not even fun 😭

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 03/10/2025

this is why I can't go grocery shopping 😔

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 03/10/2025

a drawing of Jade from #fallocaust #breakingjade 😎✨️ wasn't a huge fan of that book but loving the next one, The Ghost and the Darkness!! felt like Jade just got stockholm syndrome bad 😔

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 20/09/2025

picked up a hat at an antique store and upgraded to emo cowboy

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 20/09/2025

alright yall this is the fit for the day

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 19/09/2025

okay I think i found the perfect piece of clothing to make my gay outfit tomorrow . wonderful

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 18/09/2025

me when I'm in an insecurity competition and the opponent is my mom: 😮😮😔😭😭

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 16/09/2025

current progress on my next plush 😎

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 12/09/2025

omg they left such a nice review I'm gonna cry omg 😭😭😭

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 10/09/2025

AAAA THE AUTHOR COMPLIMENTED MY DRAWINGS AAAAA !!!!!!

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 09/09/2025

my mom is so cringe 🤢🤢🤢 she wants attention SO bad also can tell her and her bf had a fight again LMAO what a surprise . abusive men don't change girlie!! even I know that!! come on now. I'd feel bad but she's a bitch too, so! wah wah, grow up and stop giving your kids trauma 😇✌️✨️

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 07/09/2025

I'm finally done with this 😭🙏🙏

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 03/09/2025

tw SA omg someone shared this super cool artwork of reaver and killian from fallocaust,,, one of the awful scary scenes. this book is absolutely insane

artwork of Killian hiding behind a van as drugged Reaver searches for him. a passage from the book is included:

"I could hide here. I heard my boots skid against the dirt as I weaved into an old yard and stopped behind a van."

"I held my chest and closed my eyes trying to gather myself, trying to figure out what I was supposed to do. Let him rape me? He was my boyfriend, I had already had sex with him, would it be that bad? I shook the thought from my racing mind. It wasn’t Reaver, that wasn’t Reaver, it was a monster. Reaver was drugged, he was being controlled… that wasn’t – Click… click… click. I could hear his boots against the pavement. Slow and methodical. He wasn’t even running. He was making that noise deliberately. Reaver could be a ghost if he needed to be. Or was he too drugged now? I could hear the dirt shift underneath his steps; he was getting closer. My heart hammered, could he hear it? Were his senses still muddled? Fuck, I didn’t know, I didn’t know what to do. The tears ran down my cheeks. “Here, Killi, Killi, Killi.”

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