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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

I’m tiiiiiiiiiiiired of this. /gestures broadly to literally everything/

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

Honestly, this is ridiculous. I’m pretty sure I’ve been to enough shit to deserve at least that. 🙄

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

Anyways, I shouldn’t have to secretly, silently (and sort of unintentionally) have hfo’s once a month, instead I should have somebody here willing to go down on me, or let me ride them, whenever and wherever I need it and want it.

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

I have many issues with my father, but this recent death in the family has hit him hard, so I’ve been going out of my way to try to be kind, accommodating, compassionate, forgiving, & almost obscenely pleasant to him, and yet that the man still gives me literally zero respect. Chat, I’m losing it.

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neuralaudio.bsky.social @neuralaudio.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

What if we kissed under a tree in autumn as I pull you so close you can feel my heart beat for you.

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🕸️🦇 Faye 🦇🕸️ @feelgoodfairy.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

Boosting before I get back to it! I'm so grateful for everything I've received so far this month! To my sweet supporters: you have no idea how much you continue to change my life for the better, thank you 💕🫂

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

(I mean I’m asleep.) (Maybe. Hopefully.) (I mean I’d *love* to be asleep, but my head hurts too much to sleep, which is honestly just fucking unfair.) (Goodnight.)

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

Have a headache, am very unhappy about it. In search of a cold cloth for my forehead, something to put pressure on my left temple, or a damn axe, I’m not picky I swear.

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

I haven’t been able to have any “fun” in the last like… 3 months or so? So anyway, don’t ask me about how I woke up at 4:30am this morning, couldn’t get back to sleep, and instead had a hfo before finally falling asleep again… ok? Hush.

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

That being said, did you know that it’s (Canadian) thanksgiving tomorrow? Because I definitely forgot. Oops. 🤷🏻‍♀️ Anyway, I got to make and eat whipped cream, and that’s all I care about tbh.

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

The cake wasn’t as good as I was hoping it would be, so I think I’ll stick to making cookies and muffins. 🙃👍🏻

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

The plus side to having had cut my finger on a can of sweetened condensed milk yesterday, while I made a pumpkin spice tres leches (inspired) cake, is that I get to use my pretty, floral-print bandaids. 😓😪

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

I think she’d be ok with it too. She was the kind of person who would rather we be comfortable over anything else. Thank you. 💜💜💜

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

A nice, black shirt with my black jeans is probably the best thing for me to wear. Not to mention that we’ll be driving for about 3 hours, both there and back, and a dress would just be super uncomfortable for me for that time. 😓 Thank you, I really appreciate it. 💜💜💜

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

Anyways, I’m now feeling lonely, alone, unloved, and like I’m 100% doing to die alone. 👍🏻 Ah haha, goodnight. ✌🏻

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

I sat down on the edge of my bed, and my dog stood up, hopped off of my bed, and left to go sleep on the floor in my mom’s room again. I watched him trot away, and then I started to cry. What’s wrong with me? This isn’t very Hot Tamale of me. Sheesh, get it together, me. 🤦🏻‍♀️

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

One of these days I’ll feel like a HOT TAMALE AGAIN I SWEAR TO GOD ARRRRRRG

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🧚🏼‍♀️👑 aZalea (accepting comms) @faeazalea.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

A full week into the month and I’ve received two tips from my friend ❤️ Want to help so I can cover bills and necessities (like food & doctors) as a disabled creator? Place an order, chat commissions, join my art or lewd snail mail club, book me… SHARE my content & socials. ❤️

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

I’m not looking forward to next Saturday.

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

I have a black dress, but I haven’t worn a dress in ages, and I tried it on yesterday, but I felt horrible in it. I have a black shirt to wear with the jeans, but are jeans ok? I don’t really own too many clothes, to be honest.

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

Is it ok, like is it acceptable, to wear black jeans to a funeral? It’s technically a “celebration of life” though, not a funeral, but are black jeans ok?

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

I hope you fall asleep tonight imagining what it’d look and feel like to have my soft, warm lips wrapped around your hot, hard cock. Goodnight. 💜

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

…but internally I was like “and are you gonna pay for that? Why do you think I’m stuck there?? If I could move out, I fucking would!!” I mean I’m asleep, goodnight.

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

I hung out with my sister last Saturday for a while, and she was like “that house is toxic. You, mom, and dad all need to live apart. You all need to live by yourselves” and she looked so proud of herself for coming up with this “solution”. And out loud I was like “yes, I agree”…

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

…because, not only has it possibly maybe made me seem a little mysterious and compelling, (because I can’t talk to anyone, or post much at night, or have any “fun”), but also bc I seem to have developed a pretty good sleep schedule bc of it, so anyways I gotta go to sleep now, good night. ✌🏻💜

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Shout out to my mom, for not openly telling me that I need to keep my door open all night, but saying without saying that I need to keep my door open all night (she’s really good at nonverbal manipulation and guilt trips)…

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smutlife.bsky.social @smutlife.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

😔 all I wanna do is cum on his fingers instead of mine.

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Wait oops I mean ummm… titties. 👍🏻

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Although tbh I might need to retire this sweet treat soon, since it’s getting pretty chilly out. Not to mention that I keep giving myself brain-freeze… 🤷🏻‍♀️

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Just… you know… letting y’all know that I’ve been eating a lot of this lately and it’s A++, would recommend. 👍🏻

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Frozen blueberries (store brand, on sale) with vanilla or strawberry, thick, greek yoghurt on it (also on sale), let it sit for a minute and let the yogurt get semi-frozen = a sort of almost ice cream-like sweet treat. I’m in love with it.

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Y’all I need to talk to a girlie pop, a gal pal, a fem friend if you will, about boys. Love that I can’t really make friends irl since I’m becoming increasingly (what I can only describe as) agoraphobic. 🥲🙃

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

So anyways, anybody wanna talk about kpop?

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I mean, there are more important things that I need to be concerned about regarding the Canadian government, but… Voice to text simply cannot capture the heavy and exasperated sigh that I just let out thinking about the government. 🙃

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I just saw some news about something that my country’s government has decided, and it’s probably not a big deal or whatever, but it’s really fucking irking me.

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I wonder if my father’s critter cam in the backyard caught me freaking out when I collided with that spiderweb… 🤔

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Outside, I walked into an oddly thick, single strand, spider web that was hanging from the oak tree all the way to the ground, a single leaf at the bottom, with the largest spider I have ever seen in this part of Ontario on it… 😫😩😭 And I’ve been awake ever since. It’s gonna be A Day, I can tell. 🙃

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I woke up around 4:30, and was lying in the dark, trying to force myself back to sleep, to no avail. Then my dog woke up and needed to go out. Tw spider ⬇️⬇️⬇️

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clover ♡ @girlofthecosmos.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

can’t afford to eat until friday so… $sheworeflowers

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Bunny @bunnyxsprinkles.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

So if anyone can tip, I'd appreciate it!

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

My sister keeps asking me “oh, have you played this new game??” and each time I look at her with the most unimpressed face bc she KNOWS I fucking haven’t. 😭 I miss playing video games. ☹️😓

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Sometimes I think back to the PC I built in 2012 (the one that literally almost caught fire, and died in a plume of smoke in 2020), and I cry.

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An actual Roseate Spoonbill @stuckinsoup.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Although, the last time I played, there was some kind of glitch where every single time I left a building, there was a dragon screaming at me. I couldn’t fast travel anywhere, ever. The stupid thing never attacked me, never even landed, it just haunted me forever. 🙃 I abandoned the save file. 😀

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