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Kaz | 18+ | he/him/she/her | FUB free ao3: archiveofourown.org/users/sacae/pse… tumblr: www.tumblr.com/strobelune

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strobelune.bsky.social @strobelune.bsky.social · 11/06/2026
thought about that "cwn and sj as an idol duo" tweet again today
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strobelune.bsky.social @strobelune.bsky.social · 24/04/2026
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strobelune.bsky.social @strobelune.bsky.social · 05/04/2026
extremely funny timing on my dash
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strobelune.bsky.social @strobelune.bsky.social · 26/03/2026
cat fic might be losing on kudos but it's winning on bookmarks. Heh
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strobelune.bsky.social @strobelune.bsky.social · 26/03/2026
quote this with your most kudos'd fic: this is just a question of "what is the most mainstream ship/fandom I've written" for me lol archiveofourown.org/works/22835059
fic title: Renewal
fandom: mdzs
ship: Jin Guangyao/Lan Xichen
vampire au fic. more info at the link
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strobelune.bsky.social @strobelune.bsky.social · 24/03/2026
aj's oc Nanako, slouching a bit, with an impassive look on his face (shaded)aj's oc Nanako, expression crumpling in a complicated smile (shaded)aj's oc Nanako, smiling, eyes closed (shaded)
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strobelune.bsky.social @strobelune.bsky.social · 24/03/2026
good night beloved organ bag
aj's oc Nanako, slouching a bit, with an impassive look on his faceaj's oc Nanako, expression crumpling in a complicated smileaj's oc Nanako, smiling, eyes closed
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strobelune.bsky.social @strobelune.bsky.social · 21/03/2026
thank you for this recommendation. I just read "Once you understand the neurology of the cortex, you realize there is no way to decrease the likelihood of a thought by thinking it. If you argue with a thought in your head until you can convince yourself that you don't need to worry about it, you are just repetitively thinking about that thought." and it caved my skull in with a hammer
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strobelune.bsky.social @strobelune.bsky.social · 12/03/2026
after comparing notes with my roommate we have concluded that I got this result by being exceptionally anal about clicking Exactly On The Line www.keithcirkel.co.uk/whats-my-jnd/
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strobelune.bsky.social @strobelune.bsky.social · 01/03/2026
you've heard of complaining about fan depictions of sy being leery and critical of yqy when that simply isn't how he talks about him in canon now get ready for fan depictions of sqh being leery and critical of yqy when
a canon excerpt from svsss reading as follows:

“Since you dared come to Cang Qiong Mountain, I assume you’ve already succeeded at whitewashing your reputation?”

“Correct,” said Shang Qinghua. “I was afraid I’d scare you if I said so. I might soon return to being the An Ding Peak Lord. And it’s all thanks to Bing-ge—may he live long and prosper.”

“Yue Qingyuan is taking you back?”

“This is called the prodigal son’s return, the wayward heir mending his ways. Besides, I’ve never done anything to offend the heavens, so why wouldn’t he take me back?”

Shen Qingqiu let go of him and said angrily, “Zhangmen-shixiong is simply too kind.”

Shang Qinghua straightened his collar. “Why else would he be so unfortunate? Kind people get taken advantage of.”
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strobelune.bsky.social @strobelune.bsky.social · 01/03/2026
so excited to sign up for the mxtx remix event. look at my totally normal list of offered ships
a cap of the ao3 event signup form. listed relationships are relationships I am offering myself as open to remixing someone else's work with one of those relationships as focus. the list is as follows:
- Qiu Haitang & Shen Jiu
- Qiu Haitang/Shen Jiu
- Shen Jiu & Yue Qingyuan
- Liu Qingge/Shen Jiu/Yue Qingyuan
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strobelune.bsky.social @strobelune.bsky.social · 15/02/2026
aizou Valentine's Day for the 2026 Candy Heart's Promise exchange archiveofourown.org/works/79575991
title: the faint taste of brine in the air

creator: strobelune (sacae)

summary: 

    "Murr Hart, academic. My current field of study is astronomy. And you?"

    "Shylock Bennett," replied the oddity, "the zashiki-warashi of this household."

    Murr supposed that he was at that age when kids were often full of fanciful ideas. "A pleasure to make your acquaintance, Mister Shylock. My benefactor failed to mention you."
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strobelune.bsky.social @strobelune.bsky.social · 29/01/2026
the most blatant example of "sj deliberately wanted to hurt yqy" is obviously this part in the Water Prison. I don't by any means think this was their regular dynamic, but it does show that sj knew that yqy wanted redemption, and knew that hammering in that he couldn't be redeemed would hurt him,
"I’ve already ‘considered’ it hundreds and
thousands of times! There is no ‘if,’ no ‘in the beginning’—
there was never any chance of redemption!”
Yue Qingyuan slowly raised his face.
Shen Qingqiu knew that saying those words was as good
as taking a knife and stabbing it into Yue Qingyuan’s chest. At
first he was gleeful, but then he looked at Yue Qingyuan,
woodenly kneeling as he stared blankly at Shen Qingqiu. All
of Yue Qingyuan’s composure, poise, and demeanor had
disappeared, as if he’d aged many years in an instant. And
when Shen Qingqiu saw this, a strange sensation suddenly
welled inside his heart.
It was probably pity.
The stalwart mountain that never changed, the eternally
calm and collected Sect Leader Yue of Cang Qiong Mountain,
was at this moment so wretched, so browbeaten, that Shen
Qingqiu couldn’t help but feel pity.
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strobelune.bsky.social @strobelune.bsky.social · 29/01/2026
the thing is that was how they always operated. in the Qiu manor, sj guilts and blames yqy extensively, and yqy just takes it and apologizes over and over. in another context this exchange could be abusive. but at this point in their relationship, it's not abusive, bc yqy doesn't receive it as abuse
“The escape failed this time,” the youth said worriedly. “They didn’t
do anything to you, did they?”
Shen Jiu’s anger suddenly surged. “Didn’t do anything to me?” he
snapped. “Are you stupid? They shut me in here for two days and broke
both my legs. What do you think?!”
Shen Qingqiu could clearly see that although Shen Jiu had taken
quite a beating and was unable to walk, his legs were perfectly fine and
weren’t broken at all.But that youth couldn’t see through the door and seemed to take the
claim as accurate. “It’s all my fault,” he said guiltily.
“Of course it was your fault!” Shen Jiu said angrily. “It’s all because
of you. We weren’t close to those newcomers anyway, so what if he
trampled them? Why did you step in?! Were you afraid our lives weren’t
unfortunate enough?! If you hadn’t stepped in, I wouldn’t have helped you!
If I hadn’t helped you, I wouldn’t have provoked him, and the Qius
wouldn’t have asked to purchase me! And if he hadn’t purchased me, I
wouldn’t have ended up like this! A light beating the second day and a
heavy beating the third, smacking me around like a dog!”
That youth kept saying over and over, “I’m sorry, it’s all my fault.”
As expected, with Shen Jiu’s personality, any friend he made had to
be so good-natured that they were painful to watch. After Qi-ge’s
continuous chain of apologies, Shen Jiu’s temper finally managed to cool.
“Whatever! I don’t give a damn about that loyalty crap. Never have and
never will. So that single moment was all I’ve got in me for the rest of my
life. You can take it.”
“I understand,” the youth said gratefully.
“Like hell you do!” Shen Jiu said viciously.
“I really do understand. Qi-ge will remember this loyalty; in the
future he’ll definitely repay you.”
“What future?!” Shen Jiu spat. “Someone like you, who’ll spend his
entire life in the hands of human traffickers? You’ll just end up a trafficker
yourself—that’s your future. No wait, you’re too good of a person; you
won’t make it. At most you’ll continue with the panhandling.”
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strobelune.bsky.social @strobelune.bsky.social · 27/01/2026
LITERALLY. TRULY. like ok I don't think people are Wrong when they frame the issue like 'the problem is sj felt unloved and the important part is to prove to him that yq wanted to come back for him' but I was actually lowkey confused the first time I saw it cuz when I read the book I was like 'the issue would be resolved if he knew yqy Suffered and that his cultivation isn't actually better than sj's bc it's fucked up and evil and that means they're still the same (furi: yqy isn't Better than him)' bc I was so enamored and locked in on sj's whole envy/inferiority complex thing he had going on it made me stupid. forgot people get abandonment complexes
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strobelune.bsky.social @strobelune.bsky.social · 20/01/2026
I didn't think this through.
screencap of how the pfp of the bottom yqy week tumblr account appears when reblogging a post, with the green cycling arrow icon covering a large portion of yqy's face
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strobelune.bsky.social @strobelune.bsky.social · 19/01/2026
I wanted to put a flower backdrop on that art just for like. a visual link to the event (that wasn't just straight up drawing yqy's tits or something) (I could have done that but it would have taken longer. instead I just made it the blog header) so initially I looked up what flower May is associated with in China since it's a May event (pomegranate blossoms) but I decided that didn't really suit him. which could also be fun in its own way but I expanded out to see what flowers are just generally associated with spring, and got orchids, and then I looked up orchid symbolism and saw a lot of quote from Confucius about orchids being symbolic of a gentleman's virtues of humility and enduring hardship and so on and I went Oh Cool. and then I was scrolling through images of orchids and I looked at one of the pictures of one with the stem tied up to make it grow straight up and then I hurt myself
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strobelune.bsky.social @strobelune.bsky.social · 19/01/2026
I drew an icon for #bottomyqyweek2026 #svsss #yueqingyuan
art of Yue Qingyuan with his face lowered, ambiguously looking either down or at the viewer. in the background are orchids, associated with spring; the stem of one of the orchids can be seen to be tied to a support stick.
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strobelune.bsky.social @strobelune.bsky.social · 28/12/2025
thinking about this comparison between Shen Jiu - Sohma Yuki (furuba) - Ardashir (oc) again. a lot of ppl I know have already talked extensively abt how things that are perceived as feminine by mxtx's western audience are actually acceptably masculine by the cultural standards of the settings
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strobelune.bsky.social @strobelune.bsky.social · 26/12/2025
merikuri #longliveevil
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strobelune.bsky.social @strobelune.bsky.social · 25/12/2025
they would kill each other
Chu Wanning and Shen Jiu in an idol group together would actually kill me. Their unintentional aegyo would ruin lives.
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strobelune.bsky.social @strobelune.bsky.social · 25/03/2025
itchio and gumroad are both out sadly (see attached). substack may be viable since they do allow erotica but stripe doesn't like any sex apparently so. at worst I might lose monetization but not get kicked off the site? thank you I'll consider it 🤔
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strobelune.bsky.social @strobelune.bsky.social · 15/03/2025
courtesy of this chart going around in my rp circle
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strobelune.bsky.social @strobelune.bsky.social · 13/03/2025
IN ONE TICKET???? THANK YOU.........
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