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GHOUL

@starvnghoul.bsky.social
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#edsky / #caterpillarsky . 24 . he/him . ⚣ autistic, ocd, and probably high tw! basically a digital diary for my ed, mentions of sh cw: ~135lbs | hw: 203 lbs | lw: 132 lbs | gw: ~100 lbs dni: minors, non-edsky, + bigots ً

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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
also that friend i lost ended up in an abusive relationship which i had clocked miles away before they even moved out and now she's out and we're friends again 😋
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
ummm been a while,,, been in a binge then starve myself type of beat finally got diagnosed with asd level 1 which helps make sense of the rest of my life gained way too much to be comfortable wanting to starve and never interact with human beings again
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 16/04/2026
anyway i thought i was doing good, turns out i wasn't, but lesson learned ig
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 16/04/2026
all in the span of 6 months, i thought i gained life long friends, moved out with said friends, lost my apartment because those people were not friends and had to move back, but got a promotion!, and found out they were plotting a month in
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Rumi . 🦭 @rott2n.bsky.social · 11/11/2025
I'm not a violent cat. I don't know why I scratch.
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 28/10/2025
my eating disorder is just getting worse i think
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 28/10/2025
in the 130s want to be in the 110a at least
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 30/09/2025
this part
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 26/09/2025
now she's watching
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 26/09/2025
therapist called me out for my eating disorder and diagnosed me
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 22/09/2025
i think i will weigh myself tomorrow 😐
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 20/09/2025
now i can do whatever the fuck i want ig
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 20/09/2025
moved into my own apartment
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 17/09/2025
"i fucking hate cats" proceeds to talk about how the cat was getting attacked by their animal but complains about getting bit by said cat???
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 14/09/2025
anyway pretty sure i'm back at my lw but im afraid to check
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 12/09/2025
diagnosed gang
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 07/09/2025
tom odell's new album
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 01/09/2025
when they think i don't care and im not observant but actually im very caring and observant
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 31/08/2025
if he is it's a sign
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 31/08/2025
please let trump be dead
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edbsky • bee! 🎀 @skinniestbitch.bsky.social · 15/11/2024
#edbsky #edbs #edtwt
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 22/08/2025
we got an apartment 😼 i'm moving out 🫩
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 19/08/2025
perhaps i will hit a new lw before this concert
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 16/08/2025
speed running this ed atp
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 16/08/2025
also no wonder the sight of food makes me want to fucking die
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 16/08/2025
so just a small update on my life because i need to get everything out of my head car crash :( got a promotion!! new car loan!! familial problems which in turn led to apartment hunting with a friend 🫩 said friend gets kicked out of current living situation and now we are desperate apartment?
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 11/08/2025
i'm in the low 140s, 130s here I come
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 11/08/2025
gengar and me are one
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 08/08/2025
also i got my second lobe on each side done today
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 08/08/2025
the idea of being in the 140s makes me want to die, i want to sit in the 100s deadass
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 07/08/2025
head is hurting and i wonder why then remember i've only had water and my vape today
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 06/08/2025
actually stood up for myself and hopefully will be medicated properly soon
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 06/08/2025
hello btw i missed you all, im sorry for being so absent
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 06/08/2025
holy shit yall ive been working like a dog but im definitely in the lower 140s again
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 21/07/2025
my new kitten
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 14/07/2025
i have an mcr concert in september i need to lose at least 20 lbs before then plausible? probably not but i'm gonna make it plausible
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 14/07/2025
binge free for 2 days 🫩
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 06/07/2025
hear me out
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 24/06/2025
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 23/06/2025
damn missing my meds fucked me up ngl 💀💀
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 20/06/2025
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✧₊⁺ neyla ✧₊⁺ @neylaaa.bsky.social · 08/06/2025
doing spells tonight. my mooties and i WILL be losing weight
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 07/06/2025
hopefully i wont be as broke anymore 😼
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 07/06/2025
been training the past week under my boss and he got me lunch one day as well as us just sitting around and talking most of the day then we smoked yesterday after i took my test and drove around to other stores💀
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 31/05/2025
getting back into shape after being someone who worked out everyday then took some time off is grueling
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Rabbit 🐇 @chisanalol.bsky.social · 30/05/2025
Im losing weight but I keep looking fatter and fatter
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 29/05/2025
i've lost 10 lbs in the last 2 months which isn't a lot but with my binging as bad as it's been, can't complain
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GHOUL @starvnghoul.bsky.social · 27/05/2025
need to fold my clothes but i don't want to
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