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@starryxashes.bsky.social
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Hi I'm Ashes! 25 - venting - she/they, plural a lot TW: in recovery but talk about Ed, sh, trauma, and su!c!dal urges/thoughts. Also state violence frequently rn. Manic restrictive dream girl ✌️🌙 Minors dni

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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
It's only halfway through the workday on a Tuesday and I'm so so so so so done with it already
Light brown bunny doing a sploot on the ground with the word 'slapt' over it
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
Live feed
A plump grey bunny on a scale, the scale reading just says 'FAT'
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 26/08/2026
Chef ashes says to eat your vegetables nutrients are important
A photo of a vegetarian rice bowl with tofu, zucchini, pepper, carrots, and onion. The dish is made with soy sauce. There is a wooden spatula rested on the pan.
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
Jumpscared by a ghost from my last manic episode 😭 mf is a cashier now and was the cashier at the grocery store so much for hoping they didn't remember me (I didn't realize until they were already scanning my stuff)
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 12/08/2026
Feel like a lump of damp moss and not in a good way
A cat yelling at a brain emoji 'why is it sad'
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 04/08/2026
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 13/07/2026
🫂 my cat sends a hug as well
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 23/06/2026
A scrunkly little cat looking annoyed narrowing its eyes at the camera with the text 'that's it, you're going in the soup'
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
Type "me core" on Pinterest and see what you get
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 24/05/2026
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 21/05/2026
She's so cuuuute 💜
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 09/05/2026
Well you're gonna drink some water now 😁 or else /j
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 06/05/2026
Work stressing me out so much that I'm taking a beginner pole dance class tn with one of my aerial friends
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 24/04/2026
Good morning lovelies!!! I am so so so tired. Bringing my poor cat to the kitty dentist to get two teeth pulled and then going to an interview and then going to work 🙃 it'll be fine tho! I hope you all have/are having the wonderful day you deserve!
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 21/04/2026
I'm going to blow up my partner's parents with my mind. Tell me why they think it's okay to tell my wonderful beautiful partner that they are 'ruining their body' for simply being trans and being true to themselves. All bc of no grandchildren. Despicable.
A skrunkly and angry looking kitten with the text 'that's it, you're going in the soup'
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 14/04/2026
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 30/03/2026
This is my Flammea! She is very sweet even if she was tired and annoyed at me when I took this picture xD
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 29/03/2026
how does pinterest see you? singer, lyric, film, character Nessa Barrett 💜 Am a dreamer ✨
Nessa Barrett singing
A lyric in Vienna by Billy Joel

'Slow down you're doing fine. You can't be everything you want to be before your time'Tangled movieMarceline from adventure time
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 27/03/2026
Potato, lentil, bell pepper, and onion soup. Or stew. Idk when it goes from soup to stew but it's good either way!
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 05/03/2026
They turned out okay! A bit bland but next time. The texture is good!!! Baker ashes. Also I forgot to take a picture on the pan but here's one!
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 05/03/2026
They are shaped!
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 05/03/2026
I am not good at making even balls but she is so progressing
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 05/03/2026
Cmon yeasties turn Samantha big (I already feel like I did something wrong)
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 03/03/2026
Egg, spinach, goat cheese, onion, and bell pepper on rye with some strawberries ☺️
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 27/02/2026
Azelf Snom Turtwig Rapidash Infernape Dwebble
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 23/02/2026
🍫
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 19/02/2026
update pinterest 4 times and every first photo in the feed after the update is your aesthetic Im dead 😭
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 15/02/2026
Sleep thread bc I need to start tracking my fucky sleep schedule
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 14/02/2026
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 13/02/2026
Small tone shift
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 26/01/2026
Catastrophic amounts of lesbianism going on in my brain rn AGGHHHSGWIDHQHWIV /pos
Monica from fire emblem three houses pointing at the viewer with 'GAY!' as the caption
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 19/01/2026
I miss my hotgirl walks :(
A screenshot of the 10 day forecast where the user lives.  Every day has a high below -5° C and only 2/10 days are above -10° C
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 13/01/2026
No new pics, where are you mentally? Am a mess. A lesbian mess. A bipolar mess. A 'my city is being invaded and harmed' mess. Too much of a mess!
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 04/01/2026
You'll never guess what I got xD
Garlic naan
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 01/01/2026
Stealing this - 2026 resolutions and delusions!!!
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 25/12/2025
Roommate started t and they told me one of the things they noticed is growing a ton of body hair and my brain ofc is being less than platonic. I fear that my attraction to transmascs is causing problems again
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 24/12/2025
Cigarettes...gods I need cigarettes...
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 13/12/2025
Guys guys they look so good and pretty!!!! Made pepper poppers (jalapeño and bell), pigs in a blanket, and bruschetta!!! I'm so proud they look so pretty
A plate of jalapeño poppers filled with cream cheese and bread crumb mixture, a bowl of pigs in a blanket, and a plate of bruschetta arranged on a table ready to be enjoyed
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 03/12/2025
#1 being my death song when I attempted isn't surprising but damn. All of my emo sad bitch songs 😭
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 02/12/2025
Fuck it ima go manic in spite of these fuckass meds it's time
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 02/12/2025
December tracker if I end up doing it at all. Manifesting self defense in ways comfortable to me but still letting those I trust in, reconnection with spirit guides, self confidence and not hiding my self or my body in shame, and inner growth and peace.
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 27/11/2025
WHYYYY why do i have to be in a doomed yuri story
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 27/11/2025
Waking up at 8 am to make my mom and sister happy (I was disossicating until 3 am)
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 22/11/2025
YOURE SO FRICKING CUTE AND PRETTY AND BEAUTIFUL AND AHHHH
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 22/11/2025
Okay that was a bad week I just gotta lock back in Okay that was a bad week I just gotta lock back in Okay that was a bad week I just gotta lock back in Okay that was a bad week I just gotta lock back in Okay that was a bad week I just gotta lock back in Okay that was a bad week I just gotta lock ba
Dolphins and rainbows on a sparkly pink background with the text 'I want to disintegrate' over it
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 20/11/2025
I TRUSTED THE FART 😭 I HAVENT EVEN BEEN RESTRICTING!!!
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 18/11/2025
She's cuuute
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 17/11/2025
Self harm free for 6 months as of today :)
Self harm free for 180 days - around 6 months!!
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 14/11/2025
I NEVER SAID I WAS SMART 😭😭😭 I LEARNED!!
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