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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3

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21+ | he/him | ∞ ˚。⋆ ୨୧˚♡ "just a casual speedwagon enjoyer" ♡˚୨୧ ✦ JJBA fanartist + phantom blood truther (battle tendency too, but only because speeby's in it) ✦ oc x canon/self-ship positive ✓ ✦ ♡ ⇢ MLP, SDV, animals, historical fashion, cute stuff

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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 29/06/2025
A lamb born a creep, a freak with wings and teeth, unbecoming of a sheep is due to the slaughter, But does not want to die a lonely, helpless orphan nor a heartless monster's daughter. .*{\ ('@★w★@') /}*.
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 29/06/2025
Biting the hand that feeds as his growing heart bleeds he narrowly escapes the machine, flying away to freedom he soon realizes, as the morning sun outside gleams That this nightmare of reality has only just begun.
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
i self-ship with speedwagon to cope with all this crazy shit so please please PLEASE don't take him away from me (half /silly half /srs)
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
**HE** would (and right now -- that's the only thought keeping me from just giving up on life completely):
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Speedwagon from JoJo's Bizarre Adventure
ALT: Speedwagon from JoJo's Bizarre Adventure
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
i just find it interesting how i've always been the one to speak up for others as well as myself, and take a stand when i noticed that no one else around me will (though it was scary and often got me punished)... and now in my most desperate time of need, nobody is still here to do the same for me.
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
i deserve to be recognized as robert e. o. speedwagon's biggest fan (of ALL TIME) because i talk back to tyrants & never let my spirit die. irl.
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
y'all have no idea just how much i wish that he was "real" right now, in the flesh, so that he could. i don't want to have to fight this fight alone anymore, but alas... </3333333 ;;
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 08/11/2025
i'm so fucking scared that in my search of a person like robert e. o. speedwagon in my life -- i might just become him instead. lose everyone i've ever loved. die alone. succeed, but only for the sake of other people. i'm terrified of this -- even though it's the very thing i admire about him...
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
just add "dead in general" to this. bye-bye everypony. LOVE REO SPW (FOREVER)! ♡♡♡
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
yup. i've decided (finally; after wasting my entire youth despairing over it) that i'm definitely going to kill myself sometime soon. i just can't bear the pain of existing like this any longer. with how i'm doomed, it's too excruciating. i'm sorry. i failed. i was weak. - the bizarre starre ~`*☆
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
i mean i wouldn't say that poco is one of my *favorite* favorite characters... BUT OH MY GOD. ME JUST A MOMENT AGO WHEN I REMEMBERED THAT HE ***ALSO*** PISSED HIMSELF IN TOTAL FEAR -- RIGHT BEFORE PULLING THE SAVE OF THE CENTURY DURING THE FIGHT WITH TARKUS-
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
also i HATE having to miss speedwagon's birthday season over this kind of shit aGAIN like i'm just going to cry like i did last year and the year before that I JUST WANT TO CREATE IN PEACE 💔💔💔💔
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
i've been doing everything i can to avoid this outcome for as long as possible. having to get the authorities involved. having our home situation investigated. having to receive outside help with my disabling, chronic mental/physical health issues. losing everything i have, the one family i know...
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
so please forgive me if there's no more art or spwposting for a while.
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
.......... well THAT didn't take much longer to actually happen, now did it?
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
on the bright side (i suppose) the only vivid memory my brain is allowing me to repeatedly have of what occurred today is him slipping and falling on his ass in water as he was trying to get to me shshshbh
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
would y'all believe me if i said that this wasn't even the worst day of my life...? and i'm homeless now
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
(me holding onto what little hope i have left)
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
maybe this year for speedwagon's birthday i will be given the gift of salvation & liberation
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
jonathan giving him the stink-eye like >:(( lol
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
had my phantom blood shirt on as well. he really did that shit not *only* in front of my speeby, but the WHOLE dang squad...!!!
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
this song was playing on the radio too. i think that it might just be a... *sign*.
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The Sign
Ace of Base · The Sign · Song · 1993
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
saw an old woman in the checkout line at walmart wearing a t-shirt w/ a trans flag in the shape of a heart on it today. i was standing there secretly soaked in my own piss & sweat from defending myself earlier -- hiding mine intently underneath my hair. thank you to that lady. it's been a long one
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
speedwagon is my witness to this abuse that no one else sees. he's my guardian angel... the protector of my peace of mind. :'( ❤
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
when will i ever get to heal
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
i will confess too that i get this weird, deeply unsettled & uncomfortable feeling now whenever i so much as *see* an AMAB person ... i guess having a demon as a "paternal unit" while AFAB will do that to ya</3
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
it is officially #roberteospeedwagon month everypony. let's do this thing 🙏🎩💗 (praying that it goes well 🤞)
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
open.spotify.com
(The Meddling) Robert E. O. Speedwagon ♡
Playlist · starreduste · 63 items · 2 saves
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
cogito, ergo sum.
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
i *am* a monster. a freak. a heartless parasite who should just silently hide myself away until my very last pointless, worthless, useless breath. i am nothing.
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
maybe i really am as bad as they say. maybe i am deeply childish, cruel, lazy and selfish. maybe i do deserve what i've suffered through, and more. because in all this petty resentment i've finally allowed myself to feel, i agree with them now.
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
the only thing i have to protect myself in this world is my (surprisingly to many) excellent education and my (mostly) self-taught creative skills i was somehow blessed with. that is it. i'm screwed
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
still scared out of my goddamn mind but what can i *really* realistically do in this situation. i'm needed; no, REQUIRED by a child and more than one furry friend ("pet")..... i can't get out
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
also i HATE having to miss speedwagon's birthday season over this kind of shit aGAIN like i'm just going to cry like i did last year and the year before that I JUST WANT TO CREATE IN PEACE 💔💔💔💔
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
they're both bad but apparently the one he's gone overseas to gawk at as an invader(?) is a pawn he can use over me to keep me silent -- though i'm just here screaming for help in the only way i know how/can as a mentally & physically sick, disabled young adult w/ no real-world support system STILL
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
mud hut vs. moldly bug-infested basement w/ paint chipping off the walls from multiple floods
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
i have suffered (+ still am) from severe, disabling (while ALREADY disabled) psychological damage afflicted by my own folks. the *LEAST* you could do is not be a dick to me. thanks</3
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
maybe the reason i'm so fucked up in the head & have thoughts of violently destroying myself daily is because ww3 is coming within the next decade & some higher power out there knows i'm not going to be able to withstand this all at its worst so it's just going "yep, take him out the easiest way"...
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
i self-ship with speedwagon to cope with all this crazy shit so please please PLEASE don't take him away from me (half /silly half /srs)
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
i'm risking my life even just typing these words right now but i just had to get it out somehow (other than just repeating it to myself all the time as reassurance that i'm ***NOT*** actually a total failure mistake who should have never spoken up and asked for better treatment) </33333
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
yeah, *I'M* the "stupid r-worded bitch"- even though i'm the only adult in this household that's 100% sober (always has been) AND i'm the one with hard-earned talents who actually graduated high school with a physical diploma (+ managed to get some college credit) despite everything. UNLIKE YOU!!!
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
he hates me. he wants me dead. they ALL do. it's very clear to me...
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
currently hiding, scared for my life. again.
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 18/02/2026
"A coward dies a thousand deaths/A soldier dies but once" [ "If I Die 2nite" ] - 2Pac (1995)
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
open.spotify.com
I Don't Love You
Mystery Skulls · Ultra Rare Vol 2 · Song · 2020
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
i'm strong. in fact, i'm stronger than you.
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
actually i think he *is* in his 50s now. huh. crazy.
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
him, punching a chair directly in front of me (not even 3 feet away): "bE GrAtEfUL fOr WhAT yOu HaVE!!@$^%" me, internally: 'be grateful that i deliberately kept you out of prison (when i most ***certainly*** didn't have to -- ESPECIALLY as a minor)...'
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
i have suffered (+ still am) from severe, disabling (while ALREADY disabled) psychological damage afflicted by my own folks. the *LEAST* you could do is not be a dick to me. thanks</3
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starre 💫💗🎩 || The OTHER "Mr. Speedwagon" <3 @starreduste.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
* S N A PS *
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