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Lol, certified chump. Don't worry, it will be back in a couple weeks. It's just resting for a bit.

Lol, I'm terrible at grooming the beard, so I usually just shave into a mustache and then let it grow until it gets too unruly. Rinse and repeat.

Thanks, dude! I was kinda digging the Jesus look lol, but I feel so much better with this cut. If nothing else, it's infinitely more manageable.

I should get my hair cut more often. I've gotten more compliments on my appearance in a single day than I've had over the previous few years combined

squat @squatplaysgames.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

My anxiety over being late for appointments sometimes bites me in the ass and forces me to wait way longer than I needed to.

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squat @squatplaysgames.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

Sure, I'll bring my skateboard and the Virginia Slims I stole from my mom's purse.

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Honestly I think i might just have to give up on it entirely. Makes me too anxious these days. Think ill just stick to tea, which I love anyway.

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Lol, teach me your ways, sensei. It doesn't usually affect me like that, but it's the first cup I've had in several week, so my body is no longer acclimated to caffeine.

Been avoiding coffee lately, as it doesn't seem to agree with the Lexapro, but I decided to have a cup this morning and oh man did I have the most unpleasant shit about an hour later, whew lad.

squat @squatplaysgames.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

Severe storms predicted this evening, which means I can't play Witcher 3 after work today and I'M NOT HAPPY!!! Oh well, guess I'll continue with The Sopranos instead.

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Lol yeah. I was too green in judgement so I had to quit.

squat @squatplaysgames.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

Lol I certainly was back in my salad days.

squat @squatplaysgames.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

Every morning I wake with a song stuck in my head. There's no rhyme or reason to it, it just is, and it becomes my morning mantra whether I like the song or not. Today it's "Complicated" by Avril Labvigne. Help me, I'm losing my mind.

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squat @squatplaysgames.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

It must feel so good to be a PC getting the dust blown out of you--like taking that first glorious shit after being constipated for months.

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squat @squatplaysgames.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

Ok fine, I wont call off work today.

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squat @squatplaysgames.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

Oh hey, we're the same age. Good post, and happy birthday.

squat @squatplaysgames.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

Mistwalker can't help but make their games as inaccessible as possible.

squat @squatplaysgames.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

What can I say? I'm a wordsmith, the voice of a generation.

squat @squatplaysgames.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

Should probably get around to developing a concrete sense of self someday, huh.

squat @squatplaysgames.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

But I'm deathly allergic to eggs and Black Flag Resynced, and murder is frowned upon.

squat @squatplaysgames.bsky.social · 07/07/2026

I haven't been on a plane since I was like 9, so I don't really have comforting words except to say that it probably won't be as scary as you think.

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squat @squatplaysgames.bsky.social · 07/07/2026

I haven't played Reload yet, but my playthrough of P3 back in the day took me like 80 hours, so lengthy but not as bad as P5.

But I do love the way that his films tend to play on contemporary societal anxieties, and this film certainly did, though less poinantly than some of his other works that I've seen.

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And I'm so fucking sick of the constant minigames.

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Took out a payday loan just to afford a burger and fries from Five Guys.

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Watched Creepy last night, and I am sad to say that it was the first Kiyoshi Kurosawa film to disappoint me. It contained his usual masterful use of slow-burn suspense, but there were just too many plot holes for my liking, and I'm not normally one to nitpick plots. Not exactly a bad movie though.

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It's not like I don't like the game, but I've been playing it off and on for like 1.5 years and I just want to finish it. Doesn't help that I feel compelled to 100% every region before moving on; hopefully Gongaga will break that habit because it is so annoying to traverse.

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At this point the only reason I want to finish Final Fantasy VII: Rebirth is so I can remove that 160GB from my hard drive.

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squat @squatplaysgames.bsky.social · 04/07/2026

I'll look into those. I definitely know how bad Spotify is and have been wanting to get away from it for a while now.

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I am desperate for this to come to pc.

Lol yeah, it has been like that around me for weeks too.

I'm just happy to have the day off work. Fireworks are gonna be insane near me though, I just know it.

This has been my lunch nearly every day for the past few weeks, and I don't think I will ever financially recover.

Lol, "career field," like I don't just help people log into their emails and use a printer all day; and maybe occasionally help them find the odd book.

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Grad school is such a commitment, but upward mobility within my career field is pretty limited without that piece of paper. I dunno what to do, man.

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Gonna try to spend my long weekend doing something besides watching astrogoboblin videos non-stop, I promise.

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80% of my energy is dedicated to managing my mental health. The rest is hungry and tired.

And the dish sinks were filled with empty beer cans and he was a dick about that too. Why was dream Morgan so mean to me?

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squat @squatplaysgames.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

Dreamed that I went back to work at Panera and Morgan from The Walking Dead was my manager. I couldn't for all the leftover soup on a single cart and he was such a dick about it.

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Another of my favorite Bob Dylan tunes, "Farewell." Dunno why, but I always gravitate to his song about leaving, endings, farewells.

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squat @squatplaysgames.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

Just buy a corset, a fainting couch, and a gallon of laudanum.