Reposted by spin 🔞Game Wolf Advance (2001) @ator.bsky.social · 05/10/2026how i talk to myself when i gotta lock in 326985
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 05/10/2026i also just like being able to run my hand over the top of my head like it's astroturf wheeeeeeee 010
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 05/10/2026im a butch. *a* butch. in the heavily transmasc nonbinary, not in the direction of the gender binary but like straight out of the axis way. transmasc in the direction of not being human. but also deeply human. more deeply human than i've ever been 040
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 05/10/2026i never ever thought i'd end up as the buzzed head butch stereotype. but it's deeply euphoric in a way that doesn't feel like it makes me look like a mold. it makes me look like myself 110
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 05/10/2026i shaved all my overgrown fur off (down to 3/8") and suddenly i'm looking at the odd creature i know i was always meant to be 130
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 05/10/2026though i wish i could go back and tell myself at 12 that 20 years later ive gone right back to obsessing over monday 000
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 05/10/2026keep coming back to look at this. i need her brain tingling serenity 110
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 04/10/2026paradoxically i actually draw a lot more the less time i have. it's how i emotionally regulate so if i'm so stressed and overworked i want to die i end up staying up much too late trying to draw as much as i can. which is good for me emotionally but not physically 120
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 04/10/2026microblogging is the absolute worst for art im always having to delete/repost shit to make even minor changes. but i can Post from my tablet, which i cannot use to code from to update my website. god i wish i had more than 2% energy and time to spare right now. and im cramming 20% into that 2% 240
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 04/10/2026sorry i had to repost to tweak the will's tirade to support the bit 000
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 04/10/2026i like a good reversal of the Théodenesque curse-breaking where the evil thing destroying your body and mind was actually making you look young and hot and now you're invigorated back to being a 6 100
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 04/10/2026my last art posts have turned into a spaghetti of qrts and replies so excuse me while i delete and repost to put them in order 120
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 03/10/2026i only do serious stuff as scaffolding for jokes. my fundamental motivation as an artist 030
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 02/10/2026the crowd was NUTS my legs were purple from being slammed into the stage repeatedly. everyone was in on it and helping each other back up to keep jumping around. LA is full of absolute psychos i want to go back 040
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 02/10/2026you can experience me falling down vicariously in part of this 1151
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 01/10/2026it was supposed to go on for another 4 seasons but it got cancelled 030
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 30/09/2026this exactly is how Chappaquiddick (2017) would look as a TV series 130
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 30/09/2026inch by inch i think is more enviable than people realize..... working hard isn't sustainable in the long run and short bursts of intense work usually lead to no work at all. it's like mania and depression.... straddling the middle, even at one end or another, is better imo. turtle vs hare type shit 110
Reposted by spin 🔞Thomas Ha @thomasha.bsky.social · 29/09/2026i should clarify, when i write people doing bad things, it's because i am bad. they are me. more importantly, when you read about those bad things, they also become you. that's how story works. in fact, you are going to think about murder before this skeet ends. how's that feel, sicko. 1764652479
Reposted by spin 🔞mattie lubchansky @mattielubchansky.com · 29/09/2026awoke this morning with a Vision 49102461819
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 29/09/2026bro i never even noticed until you said that 😭😭😭 wym its the same boy.... they got me with the photoshop........... bro............... 110
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 29/09/2026"Be healed, in body and in mind" and Monday finally gets his period after 100,000 years 010
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 29/09/2026although i think my curiously persistent fatigue and the attempts to treat it with coffee ending in a curiously persistent nausea is actually a herald of PMS which, i think, would also be funny to inflict upon him. it's not Sloth it's Migraine. the 8th sin 171
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 29/09/2026it was truly a book series me and--to my personal knowledge--only two of my other friends read as tweens. but it did obviously change my brain chemistry in a fundamental way. i also dont know why i've never seen anyone talk about it for the past two decades since. i guess im doing it now 110
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 29/09/2026idk if this is broadly true but it's definitely true for me and mine. i think all of my favorite artists are also like this 110
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 29/09/2026this is my ENTIRE creative process. since the dawn of time. all of my ocs and AUs exists because of jokes. like, not even exaggerating. all of them 110
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 29/09/2026this is why i get them from CVS. little heart printed in the middle and everything 010
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 28/09/2026i also like the uncertain implication that his slippers are immaterial boots, but that never comes up again for the rest of the book 000
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 28/09/2026the fez + dragon-embroidered silk robe combo. really british-colonialism-maxxing 110
spin 🔞 @spinnycurse.neocities.org · 28/09/2026you have to cherish the lack of point-of-reference for things when you're young, so you come up with a bunch of curious creative choices in your head. such is the beauty of books. unfortunately arthur necessarily looks like the boy on the covers in my mind since that was the 1 thing explicitly given 110
