i think i'm going to be okay but my mind has so many conflicting feelings at the moment
it feels like i'm experiencing all 5 grief stages at once amidst some twisted sense of euphoria and relief
i hate it
i hate it so much
i don't want these emotions please stop hurting me
![An image describing the user in a large text box on the left with their personalized sona to the right. The image contains mostly blue and green hues of varying shades. The sona is designed after Sonic the Hedgehog and a Shy Guy from Super Mario, wearing dark black pants and socks with a green reptilian tail sticking out. Their robe is blue and they have heterochromia with one blue eye and one green eye. They have an armband with the colours of the bisexual pride flag, are holding a paintbrush in one hand and a cup of coffee in the other. The character is looking at the viewer with an upset expression. The description is as follows:
SonicKade2048
- 25 years old, birthday Sep. 28, 2001
- Male, bisexual, autistic, ADHD; mood can fluctuate heavily
- Passionate artist
i. Traditional (pencil-paper)
ii. Digital (PDN, Krita, Adobe)
iii. 3D modelling/building
iv. Animation & video editing
- Usually works alone, is self-taught as a byproduct
- Multitude of fandoms/interests
i. Crossovers
ii. Original & Fan-Characters
iii. Catered towards action in fan-fiction (i.e. epic battles)
- Open to try new things & find new interests/fixations
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