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he’s also a cis white well off gay guy and i’m developing a complex about my historical inability to form solid clinical relationships with these guys. definitely willing to entertain the idea that the real resistance is my internalized homophobia 🙈

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the prettiest boo! gle @smurfpie.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

new client, insightful, motivated, and we’ve got a nice rapport cooking, but he cancels a lot and is a little extra resistant to therapy (and i hate ascribing resistance solely to the client, so you know i’m serious). the real error here was agreeing to 8am downtown in person every friday 😭

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the prettiest boo! gle @smurfpie.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

writing recommendations for gender affirming medical care is crazy. it’s like “hey nice to meet you. i’ll be your gatekeeper for the next couple months”

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the prettiest boo! gle @smurfpie.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

being nonbinary comes with a lot of responsibility

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the prettiest boo! gle @smurfpie.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

aaaaaaaa im going with my best friend and her mom to look at wedding dresses tomorrow!!!!!! rly excited

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the prettiest boo! gle @smurfpie.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

sometimes it’s nice just to be happy for your client because she has a new boyfriend and (even though it’s early!) she’s visibly bursting with excitement

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the prettiest boo! gle @smurfpie.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

yeah i know what must be done. it can just be a little dysphoric for me to be seen as this dude’s primary antagonist if that makes sense lol

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the prettiest boo! gle @smurfpie.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

context: he’s a dude that doesn’t know how to not take up all the oxygen to center his concern for white people. if it was up to him we’d read about the spanish civil war and western tankies forever and ever. i personally don’t really know or like him. and his politics don’t seem great! help?

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the prettiest boo! gle @smurfpie.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

serious q: how to manage the counter revolutionary in a tiny reading group that im definitely over invested in who literally turned what could have been a good talk about indigenous solidarity into an exploration of the hypothetical well intentioned white guy who gets canceled and becomes a nazi

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the prettiest boo! gle @smurfpie.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

i thought about you in our weekly team gratitude meditation

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the prettiest boo! gle @smurfpie.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

what’s the german word for when you find out that that friend used to be a theater kid and it’s totally obvious now that you know but you just never thought to ask?

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the prettiest boo! gle @smurfpie.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

the average 80s anarcho crust band had better class analysis that most leftists these days tbh

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the prettiest boo! gle @smurfpie.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

can tell this is going to be a week of listening to my lesbian clients talk about robyn

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the prettiest boo! gle @smurfpie.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

i finally found a maga dipshit to humíllate. now i can rest

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the prettiest boo! gle @smurfpie.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

tbh it was a little awkward next time i saw jen

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the prettiest boo! gle @smurfpie.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

but then we saw the asteroid break through the atmosphere. we were so scared and we held each other tight. and then all was light and i woke up

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the prettiest boo! gle @smurfpie.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

eventually we gave up trying to find anyone else and found ourselves a spot on a balcony where we could listen to music and observe the party

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the prettiest boo! gle @smurfpie.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

but then i found jen house. who’s jen house you might ask? nobody special! just a random acquaintance. but we were so happy to find each other

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the prettiest boo! gle @smurfpie.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

so it was a huge end of the world party everywhere. problem was i couldn’t find any of my family or friends. getting increasingly desperate

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the prettiest boo! gle @smurfpie.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

so the world was ending. big asteroid. the usual. there were news reports about some astronauts trying to prevent armageddon like in that movie but everyone knew the writing was on the wall

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the prettiest boo! gle @smurfpie.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

was reminded of the most vivid and emotionally affecting dream i ever had and, unlike most dreams, i think it makes a decent story

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the prettiest boo! gle @smurfpie.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

i feel that! at least give me something to ponder

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