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I am forever engaged in a silent battle in my head over whether or not to lift the fork to my mouth, and when I talk myself into doing so, I taste only shame.

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 11h

no matter how traumatized i become, i still choose to give the purest love i can give.

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 12h

i have hurt people. more than most, yes. but haven’t we all hurt someone? perhaps white lies aren’t as innocent as you think.

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 12h

For you, I'd die. Or, kill myself. Whichever makes you smile.

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 13h

And you're never coming back And I'm not okay with that and I should've never let myself get attached

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 13h

healing from someone I once thought I would heal with.

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 14h

And I think I knew it was getting bad again when my own internal clock stopped ticking

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 14h

that’s the first honest thing you’ve said to me since the sixth grade.

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 15h

no, i’m not afraid to disappear.

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 16h

this is how it's always been, all i've ever known is to hold my own, but now i want to hold you too.

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 16h

I don’t know why, okay? I don’t know why I’m fucking like this!

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 17h

well i'd try to tell you jokes i'm afraid you'd cry and if you need a little sunshine you can borrow some of mine

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 17h

I'd give anything to miss you again

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 18h

I can't, I can't, I can't pretend to forget

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 18h

if we're really friends... you won't come back.

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 20h

i can't be a giver anymore. i want to be loved‚ nourished‚ taken care of‚ spoiled and prioritized. not just by words‚ by actions too.

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 20h

Hold the hand of your best friend, look into their eyes Then watch them drift away

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 21h

i am used to loss. do not deprive me from the joy of ever having.

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 21h

I'd give anything to miss you again

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 22h

From now one my number one will always be only you, because you look at me. After all you make me happy.

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 23h

if i love you, is that a fact or a weapon?

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I can’t stand it, oh god, I sound insane.

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

But when he walks in, I am loved, I am loved

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