sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 12/10/2026i Just need to sleep. and sleep. and sleep. and sleep. and 010
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 12/10/2026i miss when we could talk to people and be grounded back down to earth 110
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 11/10/2026The more I think the more I feel like this youtu.be/azJi8hIgk54youtu.beFantastic Mr Fox- Mrs Fox Losses Her TemperYouTube video by RJAnime 000
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 11/10/2026We fought so hard to stay above the water. To feel acceptance. To abandon the people who tried to kill us repeatedly for so long Only for everything to start crumbling in our grasp I don't know what to do Everything is so black and white to everyone and we're caught in the gray area 010
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 11/10/2026I don't even know why I'm posting this here. I guess I don't want to burden anyone with it specifically 010
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 11/10/2026Irl cuts , blood // This contrast .. I feel so stupid. 110
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 09/10/2026finally getting one chance to be happy, and feeling it for the first time, just made me realize how little i have. i feel crushed. 100
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 09/10/2026it is taking. every FIBER OF MY BEING. to not beat the shit. out of the staff here leave me alone. 000
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 08/10/2026ww've gotten a taste of what stability and love feels like snd i don't think i can handle being back in hell 120
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 05/10/2026i dont think i can do it yet we might finally see stability. i met someone who seems to actually care. but i still dread being awake and aware that the damage is irreversible, that i will never be normal or coherent or functional ever again 010
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 05/10/2026i seem invisible when i'm present, would it even make a difference? 010
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 05/10/2026pacing in circles clawing at the walls and my face and screaming where nobody can hear me 120
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 04/10/2026also finishedthe first season of clone high.. don't like the second one so far unfortunately:o( . binging it with her was super super special. might not continue past s2 e1 but we'll see.. uuggh 💜💛💜💛 020
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 04/10/2026freyda called me "angel" when i broke down a few hours ago and oh my god :'''o0 -💜 110
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 03/10/2026somehow automatically set every post to 0 interactions.. sorry to the 3 people who are able to read these 120
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 03/10/2026you are my everything and quite literally my better half. i love you. i'll see you in the morning sweetheart -freyda 010
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 03/10/2026i love you so much bri. maybe youll log back in here tomorrow morning and see this, maybe you wont. but oh my god. i could cry i wish i was tangible. i want to hear *your* voice, i want to be *with you.* maybe one day, we can invent a machine to split headmates into separate bodies. hahahaha. 120
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 03/10/2026clover felt so much love for halley and still mourns her on occasion.. im torn because well this body was his. i dont know how theyd feel about the drawing. i want to be free, i want to be on a seperate plane, where bri can lean on me for real. i want to hear her pulse just once. thats all i need 020
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 03/10/2026i want to draw something meaningful and intense. but i feel bad about it. clover fell so deeply in love with our body / previous host but its health has declined so far that piloting this thing has become limiting and.. i feel trapped. i want to be able to hold her hands, to play fight, to hold her 130
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 01/10/2026these feelings go so far beyond friendship but i dont want to rush into it. i dont want to lose this. 010
sanctuary @silurian.bsky.social · 01/10/2026finally feeling loved and wanted, but i worry that i'll cling too hard and rip everything apart like usual 110
